Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Sunday, December 13, 2009
Saturday, December 05, 2009
- I miss the family hugs, kisses, fights, outings, events, and anything that includes family in it
- My friends back home who I've missed out a lot! The 2-times-meeting-in-4-years can't compare to weekly outings! Gosh! I miss you guys badly!!! Make time for meeeeeee...!!!! :)
- The F.O.O.D.!!!! I miss the yummy food. (A reminder: Don't be fat!)
- My house! My own room! My own bed! I'm so gonna redecorate it to perfection.
- To get myself a job! Money! WooOhoOO..... ;)
- To meet new people *wink*wink* lolsss...
Monday, November 30, 2009
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Monday, November 23, 2009
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Monday, October 05, 2009
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Saturday, August 22, 2009
Monday, August 17, 2009
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Tuesday, August 04, 2009
Monday, July 27, 2009
Sunday, July 19, 2009
BUT I had fun doing double surprises for ms.akma dolls & ms.suria b'day! Lotsa pics in FB. Check it out aite. Happy Birthday again to both girlz, my babes! I love you both so much! xoxo :)
Oh, to that certain someone...
Buzz off! Stop creating sad sappy stories to make ppl pity you. You are a liar, a liar & definitely a liar. One day ppl will noticed that you are the bad person, not the other ppl that you've been talking about. Just like us, we now knew your true color. Thanks for your 'friendship', but we don't need a friend like you anymore.
Enuff of this nonsense. Moving on...
I've been thinking a lot about relationship, love, lovers & friendship (Not that I have anything to do other than seeking for jobs). There are few questions which pop-up in mind, & I don't mind sharing it with you guys. Probably you can answer it for me :)
- Is it possible for a long-distance relationship to work out?
- Is it possible to fall in love with someone you meet online?
- Is it possible to love someone, but not in love with them?
- Is it possible to stay friends with your ex-bf/gf?
I've been reading this great book on breakup, & it helps me a lot in dealing with my feelings. I read half of it & I can't wait to finish it up.
The Smart Girl's Breakup Buddy
Author : Greg Behrendt & Amiira Ruotola-Behrendt
This should be read after He's Just Not That Into You (Another great book on relationship). I highly recommend both book to girls out there who need help on guys, breakups & staying on track with your life.
I guess that's it. Hope you guys had a great week ahead. I know I am coz I'm going to watch Harry Potter on Tues, & we are having potato soup party on Weds ;) My weekend is still free at the moment. But I have few plan in mind >>> Singstar party, movie-marathon nights, Twister anyone? :)
Friday, July 10, 2009
Secondly will be my exam result. The result is coming out middle of August. Please please please tell me that I pass both papers. I need to pass this time.
Thirdly is my love life. Why why why I'm always unlucky in this section of my life? Arghh! Please God, let me meet and fall for someone that is real. I'm tired falling in and out of love. There are times that I don't feel like meeting someone new and it's becoming harder for me to trust a guy. I'm scared that the next guy is just the same as the previous ones.
Ok that's it. No more sad sappy story of my life. Enjoy the video below. It is really funny :)
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Big Bos a.k.a daddy want me to stay until I finish up my ACCA. But my little heart is screaming to go back home. I miss my family. I miss my friends. I miss life in KL. I miss home. I miss being spoil. I miss not-doing-anything. I miss the food. I miss... I miss... I miss...... I miss it all.
And of course, I feel lonely in Dublin. The loneliness is killing me slowly... :'(
Thursday, June 25, 2009
And singleton life is killing me! So to anyone who is single and interesting, please leave ur foot step in my lonely heart. Haha... Joking! I'm not that desperate. But I miss those times when I knew I have someone to turn too each day, whenever I'm feeling happy or sad. So anyone? :)
Damn I'm bored!!! I don't know what to do!
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
At least SM is back to normal. But I feel so lost and lonely... I seriously need a hug,a big hug preferably from my mom and dad. I think I'm homesick. It's been a while since I felt this way. I want to go home! Now!
Yes.. I have a miserable life here in Dublin.
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
To SM, I'm really sorry... I don't hate you. Never! You are my life saver. You know that. And I love you for that. I have to get rid of all this negative vibes in me, and talk nicely. THINK BEFORE I SAY SOMETHING!
On other issue, I need to get serious with the books! Exam is less than 3 weeks and I need to focus! So please please please go away (to all the things that distract me) and let me study (not sleeping!).
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Friday, May 08, 2009
Oh. Another thing. I just hate it when people who barely knows me talked bad things about me. Telling other people how I used to be like. Hello.... Are you even my friend? So how do you know what's been going on in my life for the past years? I wonder... And it's obviously none of your business! And please stop creating stories about me or my friends, saying nasty things when obviously you don't even have a friend? I pity you at first. But now you are just pissing me off.
The only reason that make me stop from 'attacking' you is .. You are just not worth my time. So buzz off and leave me alone. And leave my friends too. Maybe you have a miserable life and you just can't sit still when you see other people happy. But... Whatever! Like I care! Just stay away from me and my friends.
Why? Why? Why? Why?!!! Why people like you just can't leave me alone? I don't even wanna be your friend, and I don't even care about you to actually talked about you. And you are wasting my 10min to blog about you? Damn! Just stay away and I'll be fine. And stop talking nonsense that can make me fight with my friends.
Sorry.. I'm a little bit emo this morning. Hope you guys have a good weekend. I know I'm not.
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
I need someone to hug me, kiss my forehead and tell me everything is going to be ok. Hold my hands and whisper to my ears that I will someday become the best that I can be. I need someone to be by my side when I open my eyes in the morning and smile at me. Looking forward to spend each day together... Smiling, laughing and even fight once in a while.
Btw, I found this song in my iPod. I can't even remember when I download it. I love it! And it has nothing to do with what happen to me. I've moved on remember? :) Enjoy it!
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
I need more patience! Definitely at work. But I'm loving my job each day. I just need more patience.
I need to control myself. Please do not turn into the emotional-sensitive-angry-fairy-most-of-the-time. I hate it whenever I become too sensitive on small issues. Especially when there's absolutely nothing to sulk! It's driving me nuts!!!
p/s: please bear with ME for now...
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
I spend my Good Friday lazying in my room until 4pm! Haha... Then I went out and have lunch/dinner with Akma, Tasha and Marwan. Gossips and more gossips! :)
The Saturday road trip was cancel last minute due to expensive car rentals. But myself, Suria and Mex decided to have fun our own way. Haha.. We took the RailTours to Wicklow-Avoca-BallyKissAngel-Glendalough. The weather was perfect! The scenery is breath taking. We really enjoyed the half-day tour.
On Easter Sunday, I had BBQ potluck with few close friends. It's been a while since I last hang out with them. It was really fun. We ate BBQ chicken/lamb/burger/sausages. Suria cook delicious Carbonara and Mex bought the charcoal (totally forgot to buy extras!). Tasha and Akma made the best fruit cocktails (yummylicious!). And thanks to Marya and Gogon for the drinks. Next potluck will be at Kings Court eh? Heheheheee.... More pics in FB!
I'm so happy that this week starts on Tuesday. No Monday blues. But I'll probbaly have Black Tuesday tomorrow. Hahaa... I'm suppose to be in bed right now. But I slept from 6 to 10pm just now. And I'm wide awake with nothing to do. I guess I'll make the phone call to that someone before I hit my bed and fluffy pillows again.
Thanks to all that contribute to my great fun looooong weekend! To other friends who were not invited, sorry!!! My next potluck will be with you guys :)
Monday, April 06, 2009
p/s: FYI, I showered this morning :)
I just realized that I no longer put pics/vids on my post. How boring is my blog? Haha... Even the Paddy's Day vids is still in my digicam!!!
On other random stuff... I wanna go to Paris, Nice and Spain! :) One of my random wish list this year. Hehe...
Friday, April 03, 2009
I thought you were the one who's always busy with work? Hang out with friends whenever you got a chance? Even when you got yourself the wireless card, you didn't tell me? I figured it out myself when I saw you online in your room twice. You said you don't wanna tell me stuffs coz you don't want me to worry. And why the hell do you need a girlfriend when you can keep everything to yourself and not share anything with me? It was you who made the decision for both of us. I have no say at all. You dump me whenever you feel like doing it. And you'll call and pretend nothing was wrong everytime. I was stupid enough to just ignore all the things that you said and accept you back again and again. But this time, when I decided enough is enough, you think I dump you.
Hello… Did you forget the text msg you send me at 6 a.m.? I woke up and cried like a crazy girl. Wondering why on earth you did this to me again and again. I cried for 2 days and still no text or phone calls from you. That's when I decided to be strong and move on with my life. I have a good job and lovely friends (who I wish to spend more time with from now on!) and loving family. And when did you realize you were losing me for good? A week and half after that?! I guess it was too late since I already made up my mind. If only you called me earlier, I might forgive you again. But no, it's over this time for good.
So now you are free like a butterfly as you wished.
Thursday, March 26, 2009
I feel like typing everything here. But as usual, I stop myself from doing it. I told myself that private stuffs should not be disclose to the world. Enough that my family and close friends knew what's happening in my life.
To those people who hardly knows me, please don't assume you know what's happening in my life. Right now I'm trying to live my life differently. I want to be more adventurous and take bigger risk compared to what I've done before.
I hope this time it is going to work out :)
Thanx to ms.akma dollslavida (again!) and ms.suria for the support. Love you girls so much!
P/S: If you have spare time, watch Once and the OST is superb!
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Monday, March 23, 2009
I'm doing great if that's what you want to know. I'm really happy now. Work is busy as always and I like it. It keeps my mind off those negative thoughts. Classes are fun with all the nice friends I have. Not forgetting ms. akma dollslavida who is always here for me! Love u babe!
My weekends were filled with fun (but healthy) activities! No more staying at home, under my duvet for the whole weekend waiting for something miracle to happen! Haha!
Oh yeah.. It was Paddy's Day on 17th March. I went out with my friends to see the parade. It was ok, but not as good as last year. I got to spend more time with my friends and my lovely housemates! Muntaz, Rina and Dila cooked a delicious meal! It was Nasi Hujan Panas, Ayam Masak Merah and Kari Dhal. It was heaven!!!! :D It was the first time in months that I ate 2 plates of rice! 2 plates! Hehehehee...
And I watched Slumdog Millionaire. It is indeed a good movie :) You should watch it.
I guess that's it for now. Until my next post... Take care all!
Thursday, March 19, 2009
Once I made up my mind, I won't turn back. Thanks to you, I've been doing a lot of thinking. I think this is not going anywhere. I despise an on/off relationship, which we have been doing for the last couple of months.
I guess it is time to decide and to move on...
Friday, March 06, 2009
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on educationEducation is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
Thursday, March 05, 2009
Saturday, February 28, 2009
- WORK - Extremely busy and InsyaAllah I can survive the economic-crisis-job-loss stage
- COLLEGE - Another failure. But I won't give up easily.
- LOVE- Very very complicated.
- FRIENDS - Thanks for being with me all this time babe. And happy to meet new ones.
- FAMILY - Got another nephew. He was named by me. My sis and I in talking terms now :)
LIFE in total???
I just want to be happy...
p/s: is it difficult to be happy for once?
Tuesday, February 03, 2009
No, I don't have a fireplace in my room or any part of the apartment. Haha.. It would be nice if I had one. Lazying infront of the fireplace with my blanket, a good book and a mug of hot chocs sounds perfect!
Instead, I turned on the heater, hide under my duvet with my laptop watching Sepi.
Oh, I went to PCD concert on Sunday and it was brilliant! For the opening performance, we had Lady Gaga! She was all white and all cool! She performed for half an hour, and PCD performed for 2 hours! The eu49.50 that I paid is worth it. Love Lady Gaga, love PCD, love the 5 hot male dancers ;)
I took few vids and pics, before my digicam died. Yeah, I forgot to charge the battery. Silly me. I know. Neways, enjoy the vid I took aite. I haven't got the time to upload Lady Gaga.