Thursday, July 29, 2010

Ask Lo: A Question From the Boys…

Ask Lo: A Question From the Boys…

Read it! And this is sooooo true!

Thoughtful-buy her flowers. Send her a cute note. Only do these things though if you are positive she is into you, or else it may come off as a little creepy and turn her away.

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

danger! danger! danger!

It's dangerous walking alone in KL. I used to walk all the time back in Dublin. But in KL it's impossible! I have to buy my own wheels! Like seriously NOW!

At least I can avoid surprises that actually scares me last night. I'm safe, no worries. I got my friend with me. I don't mean to be rude, but it's just f*cking weird for him to be there. No hellos or anything, and wanting to send me home?!! What on earth are you trying to do? Force me?

I won't blog details of last night. But it definitely scared me, makes me think more than once to even see you again as a friend. Damn you! You ruin our friendship!

I hope you are happy making me scared.

Tuesday, July 27, 2010


Hello readers! Did you noticed that I've been blogging quite often lately? That's because I have a fab life! Really! Hahahaa.... The real reason is there are too many things in my mind right now and I want it out! Since my blog is not on private mode, I can't really write freely because I still have to think about other people's feelings (as if they think about mine!). Oh well...

I'm really addicted to twitter. Not that I tweet every 5mins! But I love reading the tweet quotes. There are TweetMoveOn, iheartquotes, TheSingleWoman, twiquotations and many more! The latest that I really love and want to share with you is from TweetMoveOn.

Being alone is better than being together with a wrong person - @wilzkanadi #TMO

The quote is spot on! That is exactly how I feel. I rather be alone than being with the wrong person. I don't want to be in a relationship with someone that I can live with. I want to be in a relationship with someone I can't live without.

I don't want to just settle down with a guy who can provide me good home, good family, stable life, no financial worries, but the end of the day... there's lack of love. It's just the same boring routine, and the feelings will slowly fade away.

I don't want to settle down with a guy who loves me too much, and the reality is I only want us to be good friends instead. Because I can't hide my feelings and it will hurt the guy at the end of the day. Even if he don't care how I feel about him, but I care. I can't pretend.

I don't want to be with someone just because I'm lonely and bored. I used to do this. Yes. I admit I was not a very good person myself. But I can't help it. Now I realize I can't just go out with someone out of boredom or loneliness, because I might fall for him for real. Or the guy might fall for me, and that's when I took off.

Mom said that I always runaway whenever a guy starts to get too close/committed in the relationship. The truth is I get bored easily. If I'm not, the guy would.

I'm suckers for romantic movies, romantic comedies, and whatever related to love. I can give good advice to my friends (I think!), but I can't seems to apply it to myself! I need my friends to give advices, to show me the way... I even read books such as -It's Called A Break Up Because It's Broken: The Smart Girl's Break Up Buddy- to wakes me up from the bad break up I had last year with my 2 years ex-boyfriend.

I have wonderful friends around me, but at the end of the day I'm still alone. But the quote above wakes me up from my dreamland. Being alone (like me) is better than being with the wrong person.

I've met few guys... lots of guys.. and none of them makes me crazy (I-can't-live-without-you-craziness!). So I still believe my prince charming is still out there, lost on his way to me. Yeah.. I'm still in my dreamland, but at least I feel better being alone now.

To girls out there who's already married, engaged or in serious relationship, I wish you good luck! May you have a better love life than me :)

xoxo fairy

Thursday, July 22, 2010

sleepless in Melawati...

Sleepless in Melawati? For real?! Hahaha... Yes I love 'Sleepless in Seattle'! It's one of my favourite movie! I'm suckers for love story, so what? :P Well... My love life sucks so I prefer watching love stories to make up for my own lackness of love. Is there such a thing? Hahahaa.. Yeah I sounds lame! Lame! :p

Neways... Last night was a sleepless night for me & I do live in Melawati. I can't sleep properly, having weird dreams. I remember that I was covered by Longchamp bags with Suria. Hahaha!!!! Blame the birthday girl for inserting Longchamp in my mind this past few days. Yeah..


I hope you make a good choice btwn Vivien Westwood heels & Longchamp Limited Edition bag ;)

Where was I? Yeah... Covered by longchamp bags!!! Can you imagine?! Gosh! I want LV in my dream tonight pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee................. :D :D :D

Then mom called me at 4am. Yes we live in the same house but she prefer calling my phone instead of taking the stairs to my room & knock my door. Neways she & dad received bad news. My uncle past away & they need to go back to Johor immediately.

So I continue sleeping (or trying too!!!!) & I continue having weird dreams. I can't really remember.

Ok. The point of this entry is I hd a bad night & I want to wish my BFF Suria happy b'day!

P/S: Hope you like the new layout. It's been agesssss since I change it! Lolsss...

Friday, July 16, 2010

what a week!

Before I start babbling nonsense, I wanna wish Happy Birthday to my dearest Akma. May all your wishes come true :) See you on Sunday ok!

This week has been absolute hell to me! Hell!!!

Work is fine, the usual.

Family is fine too. Happy.

My life other than that is absolute hell! I've been unhappy for quite sometimes over some personal matters. Then I cheer up myself with my lomo babies. That didn't work out well coz my babies are not working properly like I wanted it. Gonna call the expert 2nite & hope he can help! I don't mind meeting him coz I'm dat desperate.

I'm wondering if I'm overly too sensitive. if I ...

- Ok. OMG! Someone send me a bouquet of flowers! Thanx! -

Now I can't carry on blogging. Haha... neways..

I'm wondering if I'm overly sensitive. If I'm the type who can't accept advice from others. If I'm someone who easily got angry. If I ... Hurmm...

Whatever that person said makes me feel angry, mad, I feel like attacking that person and yell, curse. It was just a simple argument & advice session but what that person said makes me feel like I'm an evil bitch, I sank to the lowest rank of human being! I guess I'm too sensitive, am I?!

I can't think now... Even the flowers can't make me smile happily like I should. I'm blank. I'm blur. Help.