Tuesday, May 31, 2005


GoSh...... I almost 4get 2 write my blog!!!! (actually bitching here everyday!!! :P :P :P)

Neway, I slept at d office 2day!!! Like few minutes only, coz d best part was my officemate woke me up!!!!! DaMn!!! I was juz about 2 have DAT dream again ;)

I ate 4 slice of LARGE pizza 4 dinner :D :D :D 2 beef pepperoni n 2 super supreme, YUMMY!!!!!! :P I bought 2 LARGE pizza, 1 garlic bread n 2 soups. Gosh!!! Love it!!! My family ate wif me too of course :)

GotTa Go N sLeEp Or I'LL sLeEp AT d oFfiCe AgAiN!!!! :P :P :P

P/S : Iskandar starts calling me again. Weird guy.....

Monday, May 30, 2005

iT's My B'DaY!!!!!!! =) =) =)

YoOoOoHhHoOOooOOo...... IT'S MY B'DAY!!!!!!!

HapPy B'dAy 2 Me!!!!! =) Now I'm officially 21 years old!

D 1st person 2 wish me was Rudy, then Ayyum, Chain, Kiddo, Hafiz, Lina, Wan Hafiz, my officemates, my family n few frenz post a b'day wishes 4 me!!! N not 4getting all d ppl in friendster who send me a friendster msg wishing me HapPy B'dAy since a week ago!!!
THANX PPL!!!!! I really appreciate it! ;)

However I realize when we get older, there will b fewer ppl who's close 2 us 2 wish us happy b'day n really mean it.... :) Thanx 2 u ppl dat cheer me up ;)

HAPPY B'DAY 2 ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ;)

Sunday, May 29, 2005

mY gRaNdMa PaSs AwAy.... :'(

It's on Friday evening around 6pm when it happened...
My mom n dad went over 2 picked me up from work as usual. In d car, my couzin called n told us d news....

D whole family packed up n immediately went 2 Johor. I read 4 my grandma Yassin few times. Then I'm too tired n try get sum sleep.

In d morning(y'day), they did d usual routine like 'Mandikan mayat' n all... When it's d time 4 d last look n kiss, I went 2 kissed my grandma's forehead. She felt soooooo cold :'( :'( :'( :'( :'(
At dat time I remembered how she alwiz kiss me at my cheek n forehead everytime I came back 2 Johor. Now when it's my turn 2 kiss her, she felt so cold n empty.... :'( :'( :'(

D saddest part is actually my dad. Coz he's so eager 2 buy 4 his mom dat special bed, like d hospital bed 4 sick ppl. He bought it already. N my 2nd bro is d 1 who's suppose 2 send it on Friday nite. But she passed away already...

Enough about it.... Too sad 2 think about it...

P/s : I had 2 cancelled my date wif Irman on Saturday at d very last minute n also my dental appointment..... So sorry...

Friday, May 27, 2005

My TeEtH fEeL wEiRd....

Hmmm... My teeth feel weird... Wonder y...
Mayb coz I have an appointment wif my dentist 2moro at 11am???!!!
Gosh... Gotta do scaling! :P :P :P

Neway, y'day I dun have d time 2 write my blog. Coz my sis picked me up after work n bring me 2 Bangsar Shopping Centre (BSC). Coz she's suppose 2 meet her frenz>>> Steph, Mo n Siti. Ilike all of them, met them few times already. We hang out at Chilli's n talk craps!!! Hahahahhahahaaaa.... Like them all...

Neway, Steph likes all dis fortune telling stuff. She take a look at my hand. She said 2 b careful n not spend my money on guyz! Hehehehheee...
N she said dat I have a bright future, but I wud b hurt really bad once!
She also said dat my love life wud start in Dublin!!!!! :P :P :P Juz like I xpected :P :P :P
Other than dat, they talk abput celebrities, sex, n also office politics, n craps!!! Hhahahahhahahahahahahaaaa...... I keep on munching 2 d chips n listen carefully ;)

By d way, I met Khairil wif his gf at d car park when I arrived wif my sis. He's still d same..... D gf is ok n suits him. They look good 2gether. Neway dun have much time 2 talked wif him. Juz said hai n asked sum stuff. Dats all....

P/s : Need 2 meet up wif Amelia!!!! When huh? :P :P :P

I dun feel like going 2 work 2day. But my mom n dad forced me 2! Grrrr.... BUt seems like things at d office is okie. I have works 2 do n all... Can't wait 4 my 2nd salary!!!! :P :P :P

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

mY w!Sh LiST :P

My b'day is coming up ppl!!!! :P On d 30th May!!!!
Neway, dis is my wish list :P Hopefully I can get 1 of it, hehehehehehheeheeee.....

1. MP3 player >>> cute round Sony or maybe d IPod Shuffle
2. Nokia 7610 :P :P :P :P :P
3. CD!!!!!! >>> Mario, Nelly, Michael Buble, Alicia Keys, Destiny Child, Black Eyed Peas
4. New jeans!!!!! >>> Levi's or mayb Guess :P :P :P
5. A whole new wardrobe!!!!! 4 Dublin of course ;) >>> cute sweaters!!!! N jackets too!!!! :P
6. New watch! (d old 1 is Esprit), mayb wanna get sumthing nicer/more expensive, heheheee....
7. New purse n handbag! >>> Guess, Elle, Esprit, or any other brand which is nice! :D
8. Digital Camera >>> Sony
9. Lots n lots n lots n lots of CHOCOLATES!!!!!!!!!! n TEDDIES!!!!!!! :P :P :P
10. A cute guy asking me out! heheehehheeeee...... :D :D :D :D :D

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

sOrRy pPL.... :P

Heya... :P

Sorry ppl coz I didn't update my blog y'day 2 tell u wut happen at Alamanda, Putrajaya :)

Well, me n my whole family (xcept 4 my dad n my 2nd bro Jojo) went 2 Alamanda. D place sounds fancy, but d place is juz like any other shopping mall.... TiReD!!!!! :P

But, I shop a lil on a jacket, few sweaters n sum long-jones (izit correct?!!! no idea). Hmmm.... Did I sound over xcited or wut?? Hhehehehhehehee.... Juz preparing myself ppl... I mean it's on sale!!!!! Gotta grab it while I can :D

2day is soooo tiring 4 me. Coz d weekends is sooo full wif activities! My body starts 2 react (like being beaten up.....huhuuuuuhuhuuu)

All in all I'm happy :D Need 2 take my bath n cook 4 dinner (BBQ chicken in oven!!!! :P :P :P)

P/s: Chain actually bought 4 me my prepaid card, geezzz.... He's so damn nice 2 me (as usual :P)

Sunday, May 22, 2005

iT'S eArLy MoNdAy MoRniNg?!!!!

Hmmphhh.... It's Monday morning.... Really early....

Neway, need 2 talk about wut happen on Saturday n Sunday... :P


I woke up around 8am, sleep back until 9am. I woke up coz my nephew Aiman came. Hakim, Aiman n me watched Spongebob The Movie, which my sis bought>>>> DVD :D It was super funny..... hehehehehhee..... U guyz shud watch d Bikini Bottom heroes!!!!! :D :D :D

Then, I teached Aiman.... Oh yeah... I'm his tutor every Saturday morning.... How borink is dat?!! Grrr.... But nevermind... He's my nephew... :)

Helped my mom.... Did I? Hhehehehehee.... Helped her by having lunch at home :)

Chain came n picked me up around 4.30pm. Coz he bought tickets 2 watch movie at 1Utama. Wut movie? Hmmmm... It's d STAR WARS!!!!!!! :) :) :) Nice movie I shud say... I had fun wif Chain. Actually there's me n him, his bro+sis in law, his sis+bro in law.... How cute isa dat? ahhahahahaaa... :P

After we watched d movie, we went 2 Uptown. Coz all of them were hungry, xcept 4 me :P
I can't eat much, or my stomach will feel like blowing off!!!! I'm not dieting or any of dat... I dun do diet ppl....

Then he send me back home. I arrived around 12.30am. Past my 12am rulez.... HAhahhahaha.... Luckily my parents not at home. They went back 2 my dad's hometown. My grandma is not feeling vewy well... Neway, I like going out wif Chain (not dat dis is d 1st time). But we had fun 2gether, coz it's been a while since me n Chain went out n hang out..

P/s: Iskandar called when I was in d movie theater using Ayeem's hp...


I woke up late. I sleep wif my deary sis. Coz my parents bring her son Hakim wif them. So, my sis have dis crazee idea!!!!!

WE have been planning 2 have BBQ next week 4 my 21st B'DAY!!! But she have operation (her wisdom teeth) on Friday. N my b'day is on d 30th May which is on Monday. She can't eat anything xcept drink milk 4 like 2 weeks! So, she really wanna have d BBQ like juz now... Hhahahahaa... Crazeee....Last minute plan... Shud we called it a plan??? No idea... :)

My 1st bro called n wanna bring us out. We asked him 2 come over n told him d plan. Off we go 2 Carre4 2 buy d stuff... Me, my sis, bro+sis in law+niece went 2 eat at Burger King n all....

Neway, I bought my 1st sweater!!!!! :P :P :P It's 4 Dublin of course... hehehehee... We had BBQ n feel so tired but happy...

My b'day cake was so yummy, bought it Secret Recipe (as if we knew other bakery, hahahaha...)
Watched Tru Calling, gosh.... it's becoming more n more interesting by week!!!! N of course The apprentice (I juz hate it when they had 2 go 2 d stupid boardroom)

Hmmmmm....... Shud stop writting coz I'm tired.... :P

Thursday, May 19, 2005


GeEzZZzzzz...... :)

I juz had my dinner which is rice wif prawns, yummy!!! :D Then I cooked 4 my sis Campbell Instant Chicken Soup, of course I ate half of it, hahahahahaha...... (Wanna get fat!!!)

Oh yeah.... My streamyx is okie already... Thanx 2 me! n my bro! :D
Now I can use it back as usual, but I'm d 1 who have 2 pay, grrrr......
But nevermind.... I'm d 1 who use it like everyday, every hour, every minute, hahahahhaa....

Neway, Iskandar called when I'm in d shower. After dat Ayeem sms me saying dat Iskandar said hai 2 me when he called Ayeem. Hmmmmm..... I think he won't call me anymore... I wonder y.....

Mayb coz I told him few days ago dat I'm not interested 2 have any bf 4 d time being. U know.... I'm bz preparing myself 4 Dublin. I dun need a bf who will at d end break up wif me coz it's a long-distance relation. Plus I dun believe in long-distance relation.

In 3 mths I'm gonna b in Dublin already ( Insyaallah..... :D )

mY sTrEaMyX!!!!!

Okie... Rite now I'm typing it from office!!!

Dis is becoz my streamyx been cut!!! My father 4got 2 pay intentionally!!!! I gave him d money, but he doesn't want 2 go n pay....

Y'day my bro went 2 pay it. I pity him coz he have assignments 2 submit 2moro which needed internet!!!! HELLO!!!!!

I juz cud not believe it when my laptop is ok, my streamyx is not!

Grrrrr.... Am so mad....

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

bZiEsT dAY

:) I start wif a smile eventhough I have flu n 2day is d most bziest day 4 me.....

I woke up around 8, took a shower, wash my hair, then blow dried my hair :P
Me n my dad went 2 my high school!!!! :P 2 take my SPM certificate, at last I took it! I met Cikgu Raja, she teaches me Economics in school n I also took tuition classes wif her (I'm her best student though :P I got Best Student 4 my yr in Economics!!!!) Old good dayz.... :)

Then off we went 2 college. I took my final exam result. I got Bachelor in Business in Accounting n my pointer is 3++++++ :D I'm sooooooo happy!!!!!

So, me n my dad went 2 do my pasport. I never had a pasport b4 coz I'm too poor 2 fly here n there. D imigresen guy said I'm not yet 21 yrs old. If I bring my offer letter, I only need 2 pay RM150 instead of RM300, save up RM150!!!!!! :) :) :) Dats around 11.30 am

My dad n I decide 2 go back home n took it n came back. So around 1.30 I'm back at d imigresen office. D guy when off 4 his lunch, n around 2.15pm he came in. He settle my pasport, I paid n my pasport can b pick up on Thursday!!!!! How fast n efficient r they? hehehehhehee..... Nice....

When I arrived at home, my mom was not in coz she went 2 her cooking class, sis sleeping coz of her sickness, bro doing his assignment, nephew Hakim plyed PlayStation...

I have my lunch, went up 2 my room, ate Panadol coz I'm sick too, rearrange my certs n all, read d magazines I juz bought!!!, went 2 have a nap...

Woke up at 8pm, hehehehehe..... :P Ate Mee Rebus which is kinda spicy, went off 2 Mc'D wif my bro, bought myself a Grilled Chicken Foldover, yummy!!!!!

Oh yeah, my sis did asked me n bro 2 buy her a Dutch Lady Strawberry drink. We 4got but unintentionally. My bro was going 2 buy it neway after he had his dinner. But my sis suddenly start shouting n mad at us. We were like >>>>> hello.... can't u wait? we didn't simply 4get ur drink.... duhh.. <<<<<
Her mood is terrible when she's sick.... Then she went off walking 2 d nearest shop 2 buy it herself.

I'm sooooo confused wif my family.... Wut were they thinking when they did dat huh? I mean when they r sick or juz about anything... They easily get mad, n dat includes myself! :P
Gladly I've been learning 2 control my anger nowdayz. Seriouly, it's hard 2 do it. But I'm doing it well :D Support me ppl!!!!

P/s: I still got flu.. :'( My nose feel like there's a tap water running out of it, yuck!

Monday, May 16, 2005

aM i SiCk?

Uhuk uhuk....... I juz cough :P
I think I got flu.... Pity myself...

I juz finish browsing through d Pasport Application form, College Entry form, n also d JPA Loan form.... So I knew wut they want now..... Argh!!!!!! Lotsa things I got 2 do n ready 4!!!!! HELP!!!!!!!!! :P

Rite now I feel so sick (eventhough not dat serious :P)...

My sis is SERIOUSLY sick!!!! Her wisdom tooth make she felt sick n like shit! Pity her... She have 2 take it out or she'll b like dat 4ever!!!! But becoz of her sickness every1 at home fight! My bro is so tired of it until he left home n went 2 his frenz houz 2 study 4 his final exam dis week, pity him too.... My mom cried coz she thinks every1 blames her coz she cud not find d stupid medicine.... My nephew cried too coz he think dat his mom gonna b dead becoz of dat stupid wisdom teeth.... However I still blame my sis, coz she went 2 d dentist dis morning, n she 4get where she put her medicine!!!! How stupid is dat? Hmmmm........ I juz dun like seeing them fight over stupid things... My dad get kinda angry when he knew coz he said my sis shud wait until d teeth feel ok n take it out once n 4 all....

I juz dun wanna get involve wif all dis thing.... So I ran upstairs n write dis... hehehehhehehee

P/s: Waiting 4 Rudy 2 call coz need 2 talk 2 him all dis stuff :)

>>> Iskandar called.....Taaataaataaaaaaaa :P

Sunday, May 15, 2005


I feel so lonely...... N now I'm listening 2 Lonely by Akon... :'(


Lonely I'm Mr Lonely,I have nobody,For my owwnnnI'm so lonely, I'm Mr. LonelyI have nobody, For my owwnnnI'm so lonely,

Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there ya kno got that one good girl whose always been there like yaKno took all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leaveI woke up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I wasFeenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova these few years, tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cuzEver since my girl left me, my whole life came crashin

I'm so lonely (so lonely),I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)I have nobody (I have nobody)To call my own (to call my own) girl

I'm so lonely (so lonely)I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)I have nobody (I have nobody)To call my own (to call my own) girl

Cant belive I hadda girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put u thru u still stuckAround and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke ur heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right, IReally wanna make things right, cuz without u in my life girl

I'm so lonely (so lonely)I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)I have nobody (I have nobody to call my own)To call my own (to call my own) girlI'm so lonely (so lonely)I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)I have nobody (I have nobody)To call my own (to call my own) girl

Been all about the world ain't neva met a girl that can take the things that you been throughNever thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing uCuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be, aint noone in the globe id rather see then the girl of my dreams that made meBe so happy but now so lonely

So lonely (so lonely)I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)I have nobody (I have nobody)To call my own (to call my own) I'm so lonely (so lonely)I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)I have nobody (I have nobody)To call my own (to call my own) girrll

Never thought that id be alone, I didnt hope you'd be gone this long, I jus want u to call my phone, so stop playing girl andCome on home (come on home), baby girl I didn't mean to shout, I want me and you to work it out, I never wished Id everHurt my baby, and its drivin me crazy cuz...

I'm so lonely (so lonely)I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)I have nobody (I have nobody)To call my own (to call my own) I'm so lonely (so lonely)I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)I have nobody (I have nobody)To call my own (to call my own) girllLonely, so lonelySo lonely, (so lonely),Mr. Lonely, so lonelySo lonely, so lonely, (so lonely), Mr. Lonely


Wut a day....
I woke up late coz I'm not feeling well.... Plus I woke up around 3.30 in d morning coz I got biten by mosquitos!!!!! Grrrrrr....

I helped my sis cook n do d laundry... It's raining juz now, n it's pouring on me when I rushed outside 2 take my nephew school shoes!!!!!

Seriously I feel like I'm gonna b sick!!! I took bath n have my lunch, blow dried my hair...
Now stuck my face infront of my beloved laptop.....

My laptop is d most important thing 2 me rite now.... When I'm bored or feel lonely, she's there 4 me, when I feel like crying or simply get angry, she's there 2 listen....

I do sounds like I have no life rite? ........ :'(

P/s: Ayeem called 2 asked where d hell is Iskandar.... I have no idea...

Saturday, May 14, 2005

dAmN!!! I dUn WaNnA b HerE nEmOr3!!!

I feel soooooooo mad rite now!!!!!
especially 2 my sis n 1st bro....
I dun know y... But I felt like they insulting me!!!!

Or izit me being toooooo sensitive???!!!!


Friday, May 13, 2005

tHaNx SyAf!!!

Lotsa thanx 2 Syaf!!!! :P

He helps me alot wif Favourite Blog... ;)



Dats d word I shud use 2day. Coz dats how I feel rite now...
1st coz I sleep late last nite, n I'm soooo sleepy at d office n now feel like sleeping already...

Then, I got a bad sore throat!!!!!! I hate it!!!!! Damn!!!

I'm soooooo hungry, but I juz cud not eat coz dis sore throat bothers me a LOT!!!!

Luckily at d office Ayeem talks 2 me n make me laugh d whole day :) Sumtimes he irritated me too.... He n Iskandar alwiz tease me about my dad n marriage.... Can u imagine me getting married now? Hahhahahaaaaa..... Crap!!! Wut nonsense....

Thursday, May 12, 2005

i'M soooooooooooOOOOooo HaPpY!!!!!


I'm soooooooooooooooooooo happy coz my laptop is back wif me again!!!!!!! :P

oFfiCe pPL

Hmmm....... I met lotsa ppl here... office i mean :)
I like Kak Tini, she's cute, nice, funny, n all
Abg Zul is super nice too
Bazilah or Buz, Mr Nara wear 1 of her shoe, so they actually switch shoe, only 1 , not both.... hahahaaaa....so funny..... N Mr Nara now back in his house Kepong!!!!

Iskandar.... He keep on asking 4 my picture... I dunno whther wanna give or not. He's not my bf, plus I juz wanna b frenz... I dun wanna any commitment...

Ayeem is fun 2 b wif :) Like him a lot... I've been thinking... Wanna buy him n his wife d baby set >>> bottle from Mothercare... Hope they like it!

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

LapToP pRoB aGaiN

Ergh!!!!! My laptop have probs again!!!!
Last nite I went out wif Rudy, gave him my laptop 2 format it again!!!! It was all my bro's fault. Blame him!!!!!

I need 2 use d laptop for lotsa things....

So sorry guyz if I reply ur msgs in friendster or myspace way...... late n not as fast as usual ok...
Coz I gotta reply it at office n lotsa ppl looking at my screen, wahahahahahaa.... :P

Saturday, May 07, 2005

WuT a DaY :P

Hmmmmm...... 2day I went out wif Iskandar n Ayeem. They came around 3.30pm, it was raining heavily. I felt like I shud not go out oz it's raining, but I did, coz they were already at my house driving all d way from Klang!!!! Heheheheeee...

So, we went to Shah Alam stadium, they wanna play football, alumni league or sumthing like dat. Turns out 2 be dat all of them involve in a fight after 15 minutes d game started. Hahahahaahahahaaaa....... 1st time in my life I watch footbal in real n they fight!!! D referee is stupid n ignorance. I pitied Iskandar n Ayeem team. So, d game was cancelled.

Ayeem bring us 2 Starbuck where he alwiz hang out like almost everyday. We talked a lot about office ppl, especially d guy who is soooooo irritating, Yus!!!! :P
Now I knew y they hate him soooooo much.

Then they send me home, so tired ......

Thursday, May 05, 2005

bEeN a WhiLe....

It's been a while..... Dun u think so?

Yesterday is d bz-yest day 4 me!!!!

I went 2 do Mycard wif Ayyum at Maju Junction, then went back home 2 change n went straight 2 college wif him. Met Baby, get our mid-term result (luckily not compounded by d officer, hahahahahahahaaaaa...............), have lunch wif her n Ayyum at Ibu's.

After dat I went 2 office by lrt STAR. Done my work n all.....

Time 2 go back when I'm stuck wif no transport, huhuuuuuu.........

Luckily Abg Zul helped! He send me 2 Masjid Jamek, n I hop in2 lrt PUTRA n off I went home..... Took a cab n I'm save in my room..

Feel sooooooooooooooo f*cking hungry, Rudy bring me out 2 eat at Mc'D, yummy!!! He bought me my fav chocolate..... FERRERO ROCHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :P

Off I went home happily. Read d latest book i purchased >>>>>> The Safe House by Nicci French.

Talked 2 Iskandar on d phone. He slept over at Ayeem's. They r so damn close..... D bestest fren I guess ;)

Now I'm alone in d office wif my boss bz photocopying wutever documents... I'm bored :P

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

I'm sOOoooOOooo sPoiLt

Hmmmm..... 2day I went 2 work by bus!!!!!!
I dun even remember when was d last time I'm on a bus!!!!
Plus I have 2 walk quite a distance from d bus stop 2 d office!!!! Argh!!!!
My sandals is killing my leg!

I'm soooooooo spoilt by my parents, siblings, x-boy n frenz!!!!!
Hope my dad wud b ok , so dat I dun have 2 go back by bus 2day..... :P

P/s: Met Jane on d bus :)