Tuesday, December 21, 2010

2010: The End

When I read back my first post for 2010, it was about THE fresh start for myself back in my home sweet home in Malaysia. To be exact in busy busy busy KL. I was excited back then to start a new life (after my experience in Dublin obviously!).

But who would have guess that I'll have another fresh start for 2011! :D OK OK... Maybe I'll just stick with the end of 2010 for now.

So what actually happen to me in 2010? Just the normal boring stuff like everyone else I guess. Haha... But I have things to be thankful for this year.

I'm thankful for having the chance to spend a lot of time with my parents and the whole family.

I'm thankful that there were less drama this year.

I'm thankful for the experience I gained in work-related because it is useful to me.

I'm thankful to my friends for sticking with me even though we didn't meet/talk everyday like we used too back in Dublin (especially Akma, Suria, Tasha, Dila, Rina, Azza, Serene). We gonna grow old together girls! ;)

I'm thankful that I reconnect with my schoolmates friends (Dilla, Sofia, Amelia, Tim, Saila, Deena, Azie, Ain). And of course we will stick with each other & grow old together too!

I'm thankful that I'm able to get my own car (with no help from parents on $$$ at all). Alhamdulillah.

I'm thankful that I got to spend my weekends with lots of smiling and laughing surrounded by wonderful people.

I'm thankful I met a few amazing people (especially the little girl that I adore so much, Maya). She is such a sweetheart :)

I'm thankful for the new opportunity that will change my life completely in 2011 onwards.

I'm thankful for the baby steps that I took to achieved the opportunity. It shows that I still have my independence (at least to myself).

I'm thankful for every single day that I'm still alive.

And that's all I can think about now. But there are so many things to be thankful and 2010 have been a great year. I wish 2011 will be even better :)

p/s: merry xmas to all that celebrates it!

Sunday, December 05, 2010

messy? no?

I'm back. I dunno what's happening to me lately. I've been having crappy mood this days. The kind of mood when I don't feel like talking to anyone, I feel like faking a smile is all I have to do, pretending I'm happy like I always do, but at the same time I don't even know what's wrong.

I guess life is fair. I have good things coming into my life. But I feel like everything else is not. I feel as if my life is a mess. Yeah. A mess.

I found this on tumblr and I thought of sharing it here.

"Thanks to those who hated me, you made me a stronger person. Thanks to those who loved me, you made my heart bigger. Thanks to those who envied me, you made my self-esteem grow. Thanks to those who cared, you made me feel important. Thanks to those who worried, you let me know that you care. Thanks to those who left, you showed me that not everything is forever. Thanks to those who stayed, you showed me the meaning of true friends. Thanks to those who entered my life, you made me who I am today"