Wednesday, December 30, 2009

bye bye Dublin...

My bags are packed and I'm ready to leave in less than 12 hours.

Bye bye Dublin...

I'll be back one day InsyaAllah :)

Sunday, December 13, 2009


Next paper in 2 days. Gosh! I'm so stress! Too many things to memorize!

On other issue...

I just hate liars & pretenders. It is easy for a person to promise this and that. And it is easy to say things like "I can't wait to see you b". When in reality flirting with girls is like your full-time job. I just don't get it. Is there really no decent sincere guy in this world for me?

How am I suppose to believe whatever that you told me came sincerely from your heart? The friendship, relationship or whatever you want to call it, has it become a waste of time? Is it so easy for you to switch from one girl to another? (And you told me that you guys are just friends?). I guess I'm just another of your 'friends'.

Gosh! Exam is stressful enough. And why am I thinking about you who don't even bother to call or text me to say hi. Or even wish me good luck for my exam.

The temporary time-off (that I need for my exam) has become permanent now (thanks to your ignorance).

Oh goshh.. I don't even know why I even bother to blog about this. Why I even think about you.

I should forget about you. I should forget that I shared lots of things with you. I should just forget the happy moments, the arguments we had. I should just forget about the promise we made to meet in January when I'm back home. I should just delete you...


How I wish I meet a person who is decent & sincere in love.

Saturday, December 05, 2009

study study study!!!

Study mode ON! It's been a busy busy busy time of the year for me. It's the exam month! I've been struggling to insert the notes into my brain each day. How I wish I could just boil the notes and drink the water (if the knowledge can be transfer just like that! Hahaha....) Or maybe I can just borrow Elina's brain for my exam? Brilliant! :D

On another issue, I just can't wait to go home :) There are lots of reason why I can't wait!!!

  1. I miss the family hugs, kisses, fights, outings, events, and anything that includes family in it
  2. My friends back home who I've missed out a lot! The 2-times-meeting-in-4-years can't compare to weekly outings! Gosh! I miss you guys badly!!! Make time for meeeeeee...!!!! :)
  3. The F.O.O.D.!!!! I miss the yummy food. (A reminder: Don't be fat!)
  4. My house! My own room! My own bed! I'm so gonna redecorate it to perfection.
  5. To get myself a job! Money! WooOhoOO..... ;)
  6. To meet new people *wink*wink* lolsss...
And a lot more reason which I can't think of right now. Grr.... My mind has been block by my excessive consumption of P7 notes (haha! as if!)

I better go now. Need to fix myself a simple dinner. Fish & Chips anyone? :)