So last night I was in a silly argument. Without thinking, I said out loud -You evil! I hate u!-. I know it was too late to cover up my mouth! Gosh! How can I be so mean?? So I was hoping that SM didn't hear what I said! Too bad for me, SM heard it and asked me to repeat!!! I feel like I wanna hide under my duvet, switch off my phone for eternity, off the buzzer to my apartment, and just stay quietly in my room! And pray that SM will never find me! Hehee...
To SM, I'm really sorry... I don't hate you. Never! You are my life saver. You know that. And I love you for that. I have to get rid of all this negative vibes in me, and talk nicely. THINK BEFORE I SAY SOMETHING!
On other issue, I need to get serious with the books! Exam is less than 3 weeks and I need to focus! So please please please go away (to all the things that distract me) and let me study (not sleeping!).