2010: The End

When I read back my first post for 2010, it was about THE fresh start for myself back in my home sweet home in Malaysia. To be exact in busy busy busy KL. I was excited back then to start a new life (after my experience in Dublin obviously!).

But who would have guess that I'll have another fresh start for 2011! :D OK OK... Maybe I'll just stick with the end of 2010 for now.

So what actually happen to me in 2010? Just the normal boring stuff like everyone else I guess. Haha... But I have things to be thankful for this year.

I'm thankful for having the chance to spend a lot of time with my parents and the whole family.

I'm thankful that there were less drama this year.

I'm thankful for the experience I gained in work-related because it is useful to me.

I'm thankful to my friends for sticking with me even though we didn't meet/talk everyday like we used too back in Dublin (especially Akma, Suria, Tasha, Dila, Rina, Azza, Serene). We gonna grow old together girls! ;)

I'm thankful that I reconnect with my schoolmates friends (Dilla, Sofia, Amelia, Tim, Saila, Deena, Azie, Ain). And of course we will stick with each other & grow old together too!

I'm thankful that I'm able to get my own car (with no help from parents on $$$ at all). Alhamdulillah.

I'm thankful that I got to spend my weekends with lots of smiling and laughing surrounded by wonderful people.

I'm thankful I met a few amazing people (especially the little girl that I adore so much, Maya). She is such a sweetheart :)

I'm thankful for the new opportunity that will change my life completely in 2011 onwards.

I'm thankful for the baby steps that I took to achieved the opportunity. It shows that I still have my independence (at least to myself).

I'm thankful for every single day that I'm still alive.

And that's all I can think about now. But there are so many things to be thankful and 2010 have been a great year. I wish 2011 will be even better :)

p/s: merry xmas to all that celebrates it!

messy? no?

I'm back. I dunno what's happening to me lately. I've been having crappy mood this days. The kind of mood when I don't feel like talking to anyone, I feel like faking a smile is all I have to do, pretending I'm happy like I always do, but at the same time I don't even know what's wrong.

I guess life is fair. I have good things coming into my life. But I feel like everything else is not. I feel as if my life is a mess. Yeah. A mess.

I found this on tumblr and I thought of sharing it here.

"Thanks to those who hated me, you made me a stronger person. Thanks to those who loved me, you made my heart bigger. Thanks to those who envied me, you made my self-esteem grow. Thanks to those who cared, you made me feel important. Thanks to those who worried, you let me know that you care. Thanks to those who left, you showed me that not everything is forever. Thanks to those who stayed, you showed me the meaning of true friends. Thanks to those who entered my life, you made me who I am today"

life as it is...

I noticed that I've been blogging a lot lesser than when I first start in 2005. This is actually my 6th year blogging or should I say telling the whole world about my oh-so-boring life. Many bloggers starts to put their blog on private mode after a few years, and I've been thinking to do the same thing.

There are way too many personal stuff in here. All of the guys I used to date read my blog before we starts dating, during, and (maybe) after. I guess it's one of the ways to get to know me. But honestly, my blog entry usually depends on my current mood, situations, and environment I'm in at that particular moment when I blog.

Sometimes I read my old entries and laugh at it! How can I be so childish at times? How can I sound so angry? Did I cry when I post that entry? Do anyone get hurt while reading it? And so many other questions popping in my mind. I know I can never satisfy everyone. I don't even know if anyone reads my blog.

This blog is part of me. I knew I could never just close it down or forget about it. Oh crap! I don't even know why I'm typing all this.

#nowplaying :)

bye bye KL :D

Photos courtesy of trekearth & tripadvisor :)

Food madnessssss!!!!

How's your weekend so far? Mine is going to end in 90mins! Darn! Oh well... Life have to go on. Monday will come eventually.

My weekend is full of FOOD! It's madness! I've been eating this and that over here and there. Eid open-house is superb! Yesterday I went to a friend's open-house, and there were canopies & yummylicious foods and it feels like going to a buffet! I eat almost everything!

At home, my mom cook Soto which is my favorite too! I can't resist it.... Haha...

As for today, me and bro went out to grab pizzas since I've been craving for days already. We got two large pizzas and there's only 4 of us at home (haha!). And my mom again made my favorite dish Laksa Johor for dinner which I can't definitely say no. It's a YES YES YES all the way! :D

This actually sums up my super short weekends which include food, food, food, food and food. I guess I really need to get going with my morning-jog plan (as if! haha!). My stomach is pretty happy this weekend and it's waiting for next weekend already. I have few invitations lined-up already for Saturday and at the moment I'm still free for Sunday ;)

What? My house? Nope. I don't think I'm going to do open-house. Since I can't afford canopies or catering food, I'll need to cook myself (which I'm not an expert). But we never know... BBQ sounds fun right? ;)

Alright that's it. I'm off! Going to fully utilize my remaining minutes of this weekend. Later peeps!

xoxo

Happy Eid Mubarak!

Happy Eid Mubarak to everyone that celebrates it! How was your Eid? Mine was good. Celebrate it with family after all this years, and it feels good. My Eid usually consists of drama (haha!), and this year is no exception. Oh well... Don't you just love a little bit of drama? hahahaa... Eid pics on my FB.

So most ppl are back from their holiday and starts working today. As for me, I started last Wednesday and the office was almost empty! Even today everyone is still in the holiday-mood.

I can't wait for tonight shopping trip with my bro and wife. I need her advise on stuff that I'm not good at. Haha... That will be beauty tips! :p

What else?! Oh yeah. I open up a Tumblr account for fun. I post quotes from my favourite tv shows, and quotes from random ppl or just anything that is interesting. Follow me if you want :)

fairyliciousss tumblr


Oh yeah... One of my favourite girl came back for 2 weeks holiday! I got to catch-up with her (a.k.a. Suria Razak) last week and it was so much fun! Pics on my FB yeah :) Can't wait for her to come back for good soon! (when?). I guess I'll just have to wait for that time. Hehehe....

Hurmm... What else? Hurmmm.... One of my oldest friend start contacting me again and I'm glad he did. I'm glad that we could still keep in touch. We were bestfriend for like few years before we fell apart for reasons I prefer not to blog about. It's a long time ago and I think we can start fresh again as friends.

And right now I'm thinking to go to JB to visit my friend. Should call him and plan the road trip properly. Need him to book me a hotel or something. Probably I can meet another friend who live in JB too. It's gonna be so much fun! (Note to myself: Plan trip to JB now!)

Oh yeah. Another trip should be plan too. Singapore! And also a shopping trip to Bandung and Jakarta. London in June? or Aussie? Oh goshhh... So many places to go, but limited time and money! NOW I'm depressed! Lolsss...

I think I better stop now before I start blogging about random things in the same post. Bye lovelies!

xoxo

TGIF! :)

It's finally Friday! Sorry for not updating as frequent as I can. I've been super busy at work! A good busy ;) I hate to say this, but I actually love working (don't shoot me!). But I'm glad that it's Friday today, and Eid is just around the corner.

I applied for few days off to celebrate my first Eid with family after sooooo long! I've been celebrating Eid with my friends back in Dublin for 5 times in a row. It was not too bad. But I missed celebrating it with my family :)

Neway... I would like to wish Happy Eid Mubarak to all my friends (wherever you are!) and also to my family. I know it's a week from now. But the festive feeling finally kicks in me today :D I'm wearing my (now) favourite green baju kurung to work.

Oh! Do you like the song I posted previously? You should watch the series! It's a romantic-comedy Korean series You're Beautiful. I love it! Watched it twice already. Hehehee... It's only 16 episodes. Then I watched 'Take Care of The Young Lady'. This series is also romantic-comedy, 16 episodes as well.

But the latest series I'm watching right now is 'Shining Inheritance/Brilliant Legacy'. I have no idea why there's two different titles. But this series have 28 episodes! I never actually watched Korean drama more than 16 episodes coz it's too looonggg.. But I decided to watch this one. A bit slow, but I like it :) I'm now on episode 21 already! Gonna finish it this weekend since I have NO plan other that last-minute-Eid-shopping.

I've always like Korean drama series and the movies. But I'm never good at remembering the actor/actress names. Just love watching it :)

Oh well... What else is new? Hurmm.... Oh yeah! I met my Dubliners friends last Tuesday for iftar. It was a good reunion sort of. Thanks to everyone that came that night! Yana, Chadly, Qusy, Azza, Rina, Dila, Fendi+gf, Akma+friend, Amed, Marina, Aisyah, G-reen, Hani, Serene, Anuar and little Ehsan. We will meet again during Eid ok! ;)

I guess that's it. Have a good weekend!

xoxo
fairy

my favourite song for the past few days :)

Lyrics:-

Hajimal geol geuraesseo moreuncheok haebeorilgeol
Anboineun geotcheoreom bolsueopneun geotcheoreom
Neol aye bojimalgeol geuraetnabwa
Domangchil geol geuraesseo motdeuleuncheok geureolgeol
Deutjido motaneun cheok
Deuleul su eopneun geotcheoreom
Aye ne sarang deutji aneulgeol
Maldo eopsi sarangeul alge hago
Maldo eopsi sarangeul naege jugo
Sumgyeol hanajocha neol damge haenotgo
Ireoke domangganigga
Maldo eopsi sarangi nareul ddeona
Maldo eopsi sarangi nareul beoryeo
Museunmaleul halji damun ibi
Honjaseo nollangeot gata
Maldo eopsi waseo
Wae ireoke apeunji wae jagguman apeunji
Neol bolsu eopdaneungeon
Nega eopdaneungeo malgo
Modu yejeongwa ddokgateungeonde
Maldo eopsi sarangeul alge hago
Maldo eopsi sarangeul naege jugo
Sumgyeol hanajocha neol damge haenotgo
Ireoke domangganigga
Maldo eopsi sarangi nareul ddeona
Maldo eopsi sarangi nareul beoryeo
Museunmaleul halji damun ibi
Honjaseo nollangeot gata
Maldo eopsi nunmuli heulleonaeryeo
Maldo eopsi gaseumi muneojyeoga
Maldo eopneun sarangeul gidarigo
Maldo eopneun sarangeul apahago
Neoksi nagabeoryeo baboga doebeoryeo
Haneulman bogo unigga
Maldo eopsi ibyeoli nareulchaja
Maldo eopsi ibyeoli naegewaseo
Junbido motago neol bonaeyahaneun
Naemami nollangeot gata
Maldo eopsi waseo
Maldo eopsi watdaga
Maldo eopsi ddeonaneun
Jinagan yeolbyeongcheoreom jamsi apeumyeon doenabwa
Jageun hyungteoman namgedoenigga

is it wrong?

Is it wrong for a girl and a guy to be friends? Is it weird for a girl to have a guy as best friend? I don't think it is wrong. I have few guys as my best friend. The feelings that we have for each other is purely as friends. Please don't judge something that you have no idea.

Please be open-minded, we live in a modern world. Yes I know I'm a single 26 years old. But I'm NOT desperate to have a relationship! If a guy is my best friend, he will remain as he is. Girlfriends/Wifey, please don't think something fishy is going on.

Gosh! I don't even know why I have to explain myself about having a guy as my dearest friend. I guess as we get older, we are losing friends to their girlfriends/boyfriends, wifey/husband.

But if a person is thinking positively, the losing friends part can be reduce. And the break-ups/argument part can definitely be avoided. I'm not here to interfere, but I'm being a friend.

I better stop now before I said something inappropriate.

Happy Ramadhan all!

photos? no?

I juz realized it's been ages since I post photos in my blog. My blog looks so boring!

Reminder to myself: photos on my next post

Neways, just want to wish Happy Ramadhan to all my friends in Malaysia, Dublin and any part of the world. And also Happy Ramadhan to all my blog readers (if there's any? :p). This Ramadhan going to be tough for my friends in Dublin since they have longer hours this year. Hang on there aite.

Oh another thing... Can't wait for Suria to be back home for Ramadhan/Syawal! Missing this girl so badly! I'll bring you to Tony Roma's as you wish ;) and lets do last minute shopping together ok! :D

Gotta go now. A short post is all I planned. Just to kill the free time I have ;)

xoxo

lucky friday? ;)

Hye peeps! It's 3.39pm here in KL and this is the luckiest Friday ever for me! :D

09.00 am - A compliment from dad. He said I looked pretty in Baju Kurung. Hehehehe... This is the 4th time me wearing it since I start working! :p

10.30am - My colleague gave me cash instead of buying me lunch! Haha... I guess I can use the money to get a new top from f21!

11.30am - My first bro is giving me his tiny TV to put in my tiny room. So now I can chill in my room playing my ps2. Can't wait to go home!!! ;)

02.00pm - Lunch date with Chain. Thanks Chain for lunch & helping me out with my cousin. I owe you one! To think about it again, I owe him a lot! Hehe...

03.00pm - Received another gifts from that particular customer. This time he gave me the biggest Strawberries ever (and yummy too!), and Grapes.

Is it possible for my Friday to gets better? YES! YES! YES! Today is the last day of work! Weekends is finally here!!! :D Yippee!!!!

I promised myself that I'm going to watch Inception & Chloe. Oh yeah... I watched Salt last Sunday with Azie and it was amazing!

Ok gotta go and 'work' :D

drama.drama.drama.

At the moment, my life is full of drama. I can make a movie out of it!

To cut a looooong story short, I'll be extra extra extra careful in dating. I can't afford to have another guy zooming in and out of my family home thinking that he have the rights. I'll just stop here. Hope he understand and leave me alone, in peace. And don't bug my parents or any of my siblings anymore. You don't even know me, so what makes you think you know them?

I received pressie from a customer yesterday. This is one of the advantages of my current job. Meet rich people all the time, and if they like you, they'll give you gifts! We got free food almost every week from the dealers. Weekly free food from the office itself. What more can I ask? :)

I think I'll stop here. Can't really blog about the real drama neway. Hope you girls out there have a free-drama life ;)

Ask Lo: A Question From the Boys…

Ask Lo: A Question From the Boys…

Read it! And this is sooooo true!

Thoughtful-buy her flowers. Send her a cute note. Only do these things though if you are positive she is into you, or else it may come off as a little creepy and turn her away.

danger! danger! danger!

It's dangerous walking alone in KL. I used to walk all the time back in Dublin. But in KL it's impossible! I have to buy my own wheels! Like seriously NOW!

At least I can avoid surprises that actually scares me last night. I'm safe, no worries. I got my friend with me. I don't mean to be rude, but it's just f*cking weird for him to be there. No hellos or anything, and wanting to send me home?!! What on earth are you trying to do? Force me?

I won't blog details of last night. But it definitely scared me, makes me think more than once to even see you again as a friend. Damn you! You ruin our friendship!

I hope you are happy making me scared.

twitterland....

Hello readers! Did you noticed that I've been blogging quite often lately? That's because I have a fab life! Really! Hahahaa.... The real reason is there are too many things in my mind right now and I want it out! Since my blog is not on private mode, I can't really write freely because I still have to think about other people's feelings (as if they think about mine!). Oh well...

I'm really addicted to twitter. Not that I tweet every 5mins! But I love reading the tweet quotes. There are TweetMoveOn, iheartquotes, TheSingleWoman, twiquotations and many more! The latest that I really love and want to share with you is from TweetMoveOn.

Being alone is better than being together with a wrong person - @wilzkanadi #TMO

The quote is spot on! That is exactly how I feel. I rather be alone than being with the wrong person. I don't want to be in a relationship with someone that I can live with. I want to be in a relationship with someone I can't live without.

I don't want to just settle down with a guy who can provide me good home, good family, stable life, no financial worries, but the end of the day... there's lack of love. It's just the same boring routine, and the feelings will slowly fade away.

I don't want to settle down with a guy who loves me too much, and the reality is I only want us to be good friends instead. Because I can't hide my feelings and it will hurt the guy at the end of the day. Even if he don't care how I feel about him, but I care. I can't pretend.

I don't want to be with someone just because I'm lonely and bored. I used to do this. Yes. I admit I was not a very good person myself. But I can't help it. Now I realize I can't just go out with someone out of boredom or loneliness, because I might fall for him for real. Or the guy might fall for me, and that's when I took off.

Mom said that I always runaway whenever a guy starts to get too close/committed in the relationship. The truth is I get bored easily. If I'm not, the guy would.

I'm suckers for romantic movies, romantic comedies, and whatever related to love. I can give good advice to my friends (I think!), but I can't seems to apply it to myself! I need my friends to give advices, to show me the way... I even read books such as -It's Called A Break Up Because It's Broken: The Smart Girl's Break Up Buddy- to wakes me up from the bad break up I had last year with my 2 years ex-boyfriend.

I have wonderful friends around me, but at the end of the day I'm still alone. But the quote above wakes me up from my dreamland. Being alone (like me) is better than being with the wrong person.

I've met few guys... lots of guys.. and none of them makes me crazy (I-can't-live-without-you-craziness!). So I still believe my prince charming is still out there, lost on his way to me. Yeah.. I'm still in my dreamland, but at least I feel better being alone now.

To girls out there who's already married, engaged or in serious relationship, I wish you good luck! May you have a better love life than me :)

xoxo fairy

sleepless in Melawati...

Sleepless in Melawati? For real?! Hahaha... Yes I love 'Sleepless in Seattle'! It's one of my favourite movie! I'm suckers for love story, so what? :P Well... My love life sucks so I prefer watching love stories to make up for my own lackness of love. Is there such a thing? Hahahaa.. Yeah I sounds lame! Lame! :p

Neways... Last night was a sleepless night for me & I do live in Melawati. I can't sleep properly, having weird dreams. I remember that I was covered by Longchamp bags with Suria. Hahaha!!!! Blame the birthday girl for inserting Longchamp in my mind this past few days. Yeah..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SURIA! I MISS U A LOT!

I hope you make a good choice btwn Vivien Westwood heels & Longchamp Limited Edition bag ;)

Where was I? Yeah... Covered by longchamp bags!!! Can you imagine?! Gosh! I want LV in my dream tonight pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee................. :D :D :D

Then mom called me at 4am. Yes we live in the same house but she prefer calling my phone instead of taking the stairs to my room & knock my door. Neways she & dad received bad news. My uncle past away & they need to go back to Johor immediately.

So I continue sleeping (or trying too!!!!) & I continue having weird dreams. I can't really remember.

Ok. The point of this entry is I hd a bad night & I want to wish my BFF Suria happy b'day!

P/S: Hope you like the new layout. It's been agesssss since I change it! Lolsss...

what a week!

Before I start babbling nonsense, I wanna wish Happy Birthday to my dearest Akma. May all your wishes come true :) See you on Sunday ok!

This week has been absolute hell to me! Hell!!!

Work is fine, the usual.

Family is fine too. Happy.

My life other than that is absolute hell! I've been unhappy for quite sometimes over some personal matters. Then I cheer up myself with my lomo babies. That didn't work out well coz my babies are not working properly like I wanted it. Gonna call the expert 2nite & hope he can help! I don't mind meeting him coz I'm dat desperate.

I'm wondering if I'm overly too sensitive. if I ...

- Ok. OMG! Someone send me a bouquet of flowers! Thanx! -

Now I can't carry on blogging. Haha... neways..

I'm wondering if I'm overly sensitive. If I'm the type who can't accept advice from others. If I'm someone who easily got angry. If I ... Hurmm...

Whatever that person said makes me feel angry, mad, I feel like attacking that person and yell, curse. It was just a simple argument & advice session but what that person said makes me feel like I'm an evil bitch, I sank to the lowest rank of human being! I guess I'm too sensitive, am I?!

I can't think now... Even the flowers can't make me smile happily like I should. I'm blank. I'm blur. Help.

eeekkkk......

Hello everyone! Yes I know I've been gone for almost 2 months! hahahaa.. sorry for MIA. I was busy with work, exams, family, friends, etc...... The list can go on and on, so I'll just stop here.

FYI, it was my b'day on the 30th May and I got myself an iPhone! Yes! iPhone! Heheheee... I love my new toy and can't keep my hands off it! I keep on dowloading the game apps, and being a game lover, it's just madness!!! They have thousands of apps!

And yes they have the iPhone 4 coming out soon. But it's gonna take ages before it arrive in Malaysia. The 3GS is good enough for now :)

I know I promised to update more frequent if I have iPhone. It's just dat I created a Twitter account. And I've been updating short msgs there! And I love how it works out. I can post pics or wutever there. So follow me on twitter if you like what I blog :) It's on private mode, so you need to request to follow me. I'll approve it, no worries ;) and I promise to follow you back!

https://twitter.com/farizahtokiman

What's new? Hurmmmm.... Oh exam is over! And I want to go and watch movies! There are so many new awesome movies at the moment.

And yeah.. My friend Gee is back in Malaysia! MUST meet her ASAP. And it's her b'day 2moro!

HAPPY B'DAY in advance! I'll treat you to Chilli's ok? :) They have the yummiest New York Strip and the mash potatoes is to die for! Or maybe you prefer ribs? We can go to Tony Roma's! Anything for u babe ;) hehehehee...

I guess that's it for now. Follow me on twitter loviesss!!! :D

bla bla blaaa.... ;)

Hello everyone! How was your weekend? Did u have Monday bluesssss yesterday? I know I had one! hehehee.... Well this is the first blogging-from-office post! :p Since I have nothing to do at the moment.

It has been almost 2 months since I starts working. Work is great, nothing to complain :) Except the fact that I have to deal with few colleagues who I find hard to deal with. I never work with this type of people who have serious attitude problems. But I'll just have to adapt and try my best not to be rude or turn to be like them. I'll be as professional as I can :)

Whatelse? Love life? Hahahahaaaa.... I'll keep it as a mystery for now.

Oh yeah.. My birthday is next month and I've been busy looking, searching, browsing on the perfect gift for myself. Yes! I love buying b'day gift for myself and I've made up my mind! Do iPhone 3GS sounds like a good b'day gift? :) heheheee... Just wait til I get my hands on it!

I guess I better go now. It's raining heavily outside with thunders and what not. I'll try my best to update more often.

p/s: maybe with an iPhone in hand I'll update everyday? hehehe...


xoxo

back back back! :)

I'm back! Oh yeah... I'm back after the controversial post on 25th Feb! The girl actually apologise by sending an FB msg, and she deleted the post that she copied from me. But the damage has been done. Just hope she'll learn from her mistakes. But deleting me from your friends' list??? I think I'm the one who should delete you. But it's a childish thing to do, and I don't mind not having you in my list.

It's been a month since my last post. I rarely online except checking my e-mails and FB. I've been busy working! Yes! Working! ehhehehee... I love the new job, the new company, new people, new environment, everything! I just love having a job, things to do everyday. After being unemployed for a good 9 months, I'm proud to announce that I'm a happy working girl :)

And I want to apologise to all my friends cause I've been quiet lately. Especially to Gee and Suria because we haven't chat in a while and there are lots of things to share!!! I'll try my best to online with you girls as much as I can. I can't wait for both of you to come back home.

Oh yeah... My love life is great! :)

xoxo

copycat!

Someone told me that there is a copycat on the loose! This person copied one of my entries back in Nov'09. She changed few words, but 98% of it is mine. Can't believe there are people like this. The reason people write blog is to express your on feelings in your own words. Not copying someone else and claimed it is yours.

I read few of her post. She blog in Malay most of the time. When she actually use English, it is very minimal and average. I don't want to criticize her English level. But if she can copy someone else's blog, you go and figure out yourself how 'good' her English.

I'm not saying I have good English in writing or speaking. But at least I improved a lot by 'trying' and NOT 'copying'. This copycat people make us bloggers just want to keep our blog private.

See the difference?

my long weekend :)

I had a good long weekend :)

Saturday:

Spend the day with a friend. Had a really good time :)

Sunday:

Lazying around at home. Had lunch with my bro at Old Town, ate yummy noodles & mini spring rolls.

Hang out with a friend at kopitiam.

Monday:

The trip to Ipoh for my cousin's wedding. The wedding was okay. Most of my relatives were there & I haven't seen them for like 5 years! One of my cousin were married with 3 kids, and I have no idea! Hehehee... Sorry bro.. But your kids are really cute!

Came back the same day. It was tiring but fun.

Tuesday:

Lazying around again! Hehehee... Later in the evening I went to Shah Alam with a friend.

So that's my weekend summary! I don't feel like blogging much right now coz I'm hungry! :p

xoxo

a long weekend ...

So it is the long weekend waited by everyone in Malaysia! 4 days of holiday is just great! Not that it effect me in any way (since I'm still unemployed :p).

But there are family affairs and personal stuff that I need to do during this 4 days. My cousin's wedding in Ipoh, cleaning up the whole house in preparation for my bro's wedding, spend more time with my siblings & their kids, ...., ..., ... and some personal stuff ;)

I have nothing much to blog tonight. I'm just bored waiting for my bro. We are suppose to have bro-sis bonding session over mamak tonight.

Oh! And I miss my friends back in Dublin. I hope they are doing well and still surviving :)

xoxo

2010: A fresh start :)

Hye peeps! Hope it is not too late to wish u all Happy New Year! :)

I've been MIA from this blog since I arrived in KL. I've been super busy with family and friends. I'm really happy to be back home.

2010 will be my fresh start. From now on I'll be looking forward, no turning back!

I'm currently busy seeking for a job. Yes! A job! Hehehee.. I miss working. I miss being miserable at the office (hahahaha... can't believe I'm saying this!). Wish me luck on my job hunt :)

Love life? Hurmm... This is more interesting subject isn't it? lolss... You guys have to wait and see what happen next. It is going to be a secret for now ;) Wish me luck on finding the perfect guy for myself! (Since there are many single girls out there around my age!)

I hope 2010 will be a lot better than 2009. No more break-ups, no more redundancy, no more I-want-to-go-home-now!, no more meeting guys who-will-hurt-me-even-more, no more crying myself to sleep, no more not-eating-coz-I-forgot, no more walking in the rain and cried at the same time,.... no more sad moments that can tear me apart at anytime.

I want 2010 to be a fresh start. A new beginning to a beautiful ending.... :)