He's going away... He's leaving me all alone in Dublin... :'(
Why? Why? Why????!!!!
I know I'm suppose to be happy for him bcoz he got a better job offer, higher wages, more benefits, cheaper cost of living and such! But instead I feel so mad! It's unfair! After 6 wonderful months, he's going far away from me! And we have to start a long-distance r/ship! It's just unfair!
I'm so sad... :'( So sad.... :'(
I still can't accept it! I knew about this few weeks ago. But I only blog it 2nite bcoz now I found the courage and trying hard to accept the fact, the real thing, that he's moving somewhere else.
I guess I'm used to have him around most of the time. He took care of me when I was sick. He cook for me. He watched movies with me. He talk to me. He listens to me. He's alwiz there for me. He hug me when I need it. He....
Is it me? Bcoz I never have luck with r/ship. There is alwiz something and another something going on in ALL my r/ship.
I want US to be like usuals. I don't want him to move away. I just can't accept not having him around. From now on we might see each other once or twice a month. Instead of most of the days every week.
Goshhh..I feel so lonely now. I can't stop crying and I know I'll cry even more when he's gone from my sights.
Plz give me the strenght.... Plz.... :'(