Thursday, August 23, 2007

another story to tell.... :'(

He's going away... He's leaving me all alone in Dublin... :'(

Why? Why? Why????!!!!

I know I'm suppose to be happy for him bcoz he got a better job offer, higher wages, more benefits, cheaper cost of living and such! But instead I feel so mad! It's unfair! After 6 wonderful months, he's going far away from me! And we have to start a long-distance r/ship! It's just unfair!

I'm so sad... :'( So sad.... :'(

I still can't accept it! I knew about this few weeks ago. But I only blog it 2nite bcoz now I found the courage and trying hard to accept the fact, the real thing, that he's moving somewhere else.

I guess I'm used to have him around most of the time. He took care of me when I was sick. He cook for me. He watched movies with me. He talk to me. He listens to me. He's alwiz there for me. He hug me when I need it. He....

Is it me? Bcoz I never have luck with r/ship. There is alwiz something and another something going on in ALL my r/ship.

I want US to be like usuals. I don't want him to move away. I just can't accept not having him around. From now on we might see each other once or twice a month. Instead of most of the days every week.

Goshhh..I feel so lonely now. I can't stop crying and I know I'll cry even more when he's gone from my sights.

Plz give me the strenght.... Plz.... :'(


成Shing said...

I'm in a long-distance relationship for three years now. It can work. Be strong.

shle3pyb4by said...

hey there... no more sad and emotional bits. you can do tht! i mean, u are far more stronger than that. not all people woke up in the morning and realized tht they are in the wrong side of the bed. you will be the lucky ones. no worries. just think of this, most of all the unlucky bits tht attached to you, you still have me. ill bear all the unluckiness of most of 'em. chill okay? take care!!