VERY angry

I have so much anger in me right now! And I can blow any seconds!

f*cK!

f.r.i.e.n.d.s.f.o.r.e.v.e.r?

Is it true that you can be friends forever? With your playmates when you were little, school days, college days and working days. Or is it just pure myth?

When I was 6 years old, I'm happy enough having friends from the kindergarden I went to and my playmates at home. School concerts, trip to the zoo, picnics!!!! Gosh! I still remember those days. I still remember few of my playmates. Adly, Ain, Amanda, Shoma and Aaron (We went to the same school until we were 17!!!!)

When I was 10 years old, I start believing on this friends forever thingy. I have few goodfriends at that time who I love to be with all the time. Wahidah, Adly, Zulaikha, Fatima, Liyana, Premraj, Wazzan, Dina, goshhh... I miss them all! It's been ages since I last talk to them!

Then I became 13, and started my high school. Most of my friends were still in the same school, just different classes. That's when I started to hang out with different people. Hang out with other kids. Most of my primary school friends were in the top 4 class, and I'm not. It's weird hanging out with them, because they start hanging out with the genius/brilliant kids.

5 years of high school teached me that friends might not last forever. I'm one of those people who hated my own high school years. Seriously... I hate my high school years, I hate the person I become because of it. The only thing that make me strong those days was having Nazira during form 4 and 5 :) She is a good friend until now. And Adly is always there for me as well, he's been a goodfriend since I was 6! Not forgetting Dina, Mazida and Arian (Miss this peeps!)

Then came my 18 birthday. WE (High School friends) go to different colleges/universities. We see each other occasionally for get-together, farewell parties, and few others. NOT that I care more or less. Coz like I said, I have a pretty f*cked up high school years... Being fat, ugly and not rich at that time is not a good thing. And your so-called popular friends talking bad things about you behind your back is not really a good memory. But it is ok. Happy that I start getting to know new people who I was hoping to call friends as well.

College years in DBS,KL was good. I met few friends. We have our ups and downs but everything turns out to be good at the end. I miss Adura and Mohsein, my partner in crime :) Sadly they didn't make it to DBS,Dublin. How I always wish they are here..... It is going to be a LOT more fun and I'll have more boogy weekends! Teheheheheee.....

Now at the age of 23 going 24 (heheheee......), how I desperately want to believe in friends forever. It is easy to find friends to laugh and party with. But it is hard to find a real friend who will be there during your difficult time, when you broke up with your bf, or having family problems, or in need of money/job, or let you sleep at their place when you have no place to stay....

Life is hard. Having a so-called friend will make life even more complicated. Don't you think so?

Congratulations to those people who still believe in friends forever. But I'm 110% sure that right now, at this moment, I no longer believe in it (Eventho I desperately want to).

I'm just glad to have few friends with me right now :) They are great! Probably in 5-10 years time I might change my mind and says I believe in it!

P/S:- Do leave some comment my dearest silent readers ;)

I GOT IT!!!! :) :P XD ^-^

Yay!!!!!! I got it like 5 minutes ago! I was so excited over it! I bought it online at Amazon.co.uk and the delivery is super-quick! It is due to arrive on Wed, but I got it today! Yippee!!!!!

It is The OC: The Complete Seasons 1-4 (Limited Edition 28 Disc Box set). It is a lot cheaper than HMV. Can't wait to go home, slip under my warm duvet with my laptop watching it! Yay!

F.U.N! ;)

My weekend was great!!! :D Eventho the weather was very gloomy! Heheheee..

On Saturday, me and Akma went for her another job-hunting session around Grafton Street and Henry Street. SALES is still everywhere!!!!!! Gosh!!! believe it or not, I managed to keep my purse in my bag allll the time! No money was spend on Saturday except on food. Yummy!

Had Mc'D for brunch, so boring.... I hate fastfood nowdays...

Met Aisyah, Wahid and Adik for Debenhams shopping session! hahahahahaaa... The girlz shop like crazee! But seriously, everything was so cheap and worth every euros :) Yup, I didn't buy anything (good girl) :P

We went to Han Yang, a korean restaurant which serves yummylicious korean food, and we spend hours in there eating and talking and laughing. Then we move to Lemon Jelly for coffee and cakes! Hot chocolate for me :D More talking and laughing, hahahahahaaa.... Off to my place for short DVD session, we watched Lizard Woman. I don't recommend this movie to anyone! It was not-so-scary-but-more-yucky kind of movie.

It was a great outing with the girls :) We should have more coffee session!

Sunday was a good day as well. Woke up early and I cleaned up my super-messy room. It looks clean, shining and well organize now :D Eventho it is just a single tiny room, I love it to bits! After having my daily shower, called my mom (talk, talk, talk) :P I went to Akma's place. Elina cooked yummylicious blueberry pancakes. This tiny little girl really know how to cook. Lucky Akma to have her as a roomie ;)

Then, me and Akma went to Topshop on Grafton St. to settle some stuff. Looks like they don't have the thing that I want. So we had to go to the Topshop in Dundrum to get it. Off we went to Dundrum. It's been ages since I step my feet in Dundrum Shopping Centre. Too many people in the mall yesterday, and everyone was enjoying the sales. After grabbing my stuff, and some few new other stuff, hahahahaaa... Ok Ok.. Today I did spend some money on something. I bought a Sisley belt and Pull & Bear bag. It was on sale!!! I got them really cheap ;)

And congratulation to Akma for *tut*tut*tut*. She wants me to keep it as a secret! I had too! lol :P Anyway, we got bored and went straight home. Heheheee...

My weekend was well spend ;) Had great outings with the girls, new goodies, Akma's great news and yummylicious food!

I can't wait for Wed, Thurs, Fri and Sat this week :D :D :D Nico is coming to Dublin!!!! Yay!

Schoolboy Blazer! :)

I saw this awesome jacket online, and decided to check it out at the shop itself! End up buying it because it is too nice and too cute and too awesome!!!! LOVE IT!!! I can't wait to wear it ;)

SCHOOLBOY BLAZER

I'm craving ........

Right now my stomach craves for pizza! I'm going to get myself a pizza for dinner tonight :) This is the best part of my life. Deciding my own meals everyday!!! ^-^ I don't have to eat anything I dislikes. I'll either eat-out, take-away or cook-away my own breakfast, lunch and dinner. Isn't it wonderful? ;)

Gosh! Looking at this pics make me hungry! I'm off to lunch peeps! ;)

PS I LOVE YOU :)

Do I need to say more? ;)

The no. 5 :)

5 things in my bag:

• Purse
• handphone
• umbrella
• medicine
• house keys

5 things in my wallet:

• GNIB card, it's the National Identity Card for non-EU in Ireland
• ATM card
• Credit card
• Expired student card(s), hahahahaaa... LOTS of it!
• and no euros?? Damn! I'm broke!

5 favourite things in my bedroom:

• My comfy bed
• 2 BIG wardrobe FULL of my goodies :P
• my laptop
• my teddies (esp CoCo!!!)
• my pink moo-moo slipper.

5 things I wish to do :

• I wish for a long holiday with HIM around the world :)
• I wish I could meet my mom and dad soon. Missing them too much!
• I wish I'm home now and not stuck in the office doing THIS!
• I wish it's not raining now coz it's going to be a hard-wet-walk back home (It's raining HEAVILY RIGHT NOW!)
• I wish to be happy for as long as I live :)

5 things I’m doing now :

• Doing THIS! lol
• Listening to my boss discussing some development budget issues with a co-worker. How boring?!!!
• Looking out the window and worry about how WET I'll be when I reach home an hour from now.
• Trying to look busy infront of the boss :P teheheheee...
• My mind can't stop from thinking about FOOD! I'm cooking 2nite!!! XD

new year resolution???

I hope it is not too late to wish all of u Happy New Year!!!

So any new year resolution people?

I know I never had one. So I don't even bother to create-think of one :o) And to those who make a list of it, work hard to achieve each one of your resolution! Good luck!

Morning morning... ;)

Morning people! :)

I'm too lazy to woke up this morning to shower and get my ass to the office. But here I am, being a good girl, I AM IN THE OFFICE! tehehehehee.... With ALL my tiny little strenght, I managed to woke up (after I knocked my alarm clock a couple of time :P) and went to my white shining bathroom and showered.

Walking to the office this morning was hard.... The wind can't stop blowing me away! Crazy Dublin weather! Hahahaaa...

Neway, last night I went out with Akma si gediks! :P I did went to Brown Thomas and most stuff was 50% off! It was suppose to be a good news to me. But it is NOT! ALL the 50% off stuff is either ugly or not my type at all. I'm sad! Nevermind... I'll save more money and get a new season designer bag next month or so.

We had our 3-course meal in Sufi's! Yummylicious! Baked potato with cheese for starter, chicken tandoori pizza for main course and chocolate cake for dessert!!!! Whatelse could I ask for? Heheheheee.... It was a great outing babe! We should do it more often aite? ;)

Now I better get going. Breakfast then work! Til the next entry... XD

Girlz Trip!

It was the best Girlz trip ever! :)

I don't know where to start..... Geezzzz... I think I'll list down what, when, where and who.

• We crashed at Nadia's place
• We and the Londoners throw a surprise birthday party for P'e on Sunday 23rd
• I met my friends! :) and make new ones
• Me and Nadia became the unqualified tourist guide for Nana and Akma. Tehehehee....
• Xmas day was a sleep+eat+gossips day.
• Boxing Day was very tiring for me. I didn't shop much. There's too many people crashing every shop!
• Dinner, hanging out, shopping and joking around with Usop and Ali was fun

I guess that's it!!!! My super short and sweet entry :P