i'M cRaZeE i Th!Nk....

Seriously........... I think I'm CRAZEE!!!!!

I dun knoe y........ I haf a nice walk 2day wif Nana at Stephen's Green Park, then we went 2 Mc'D n get myself d apple pies n twister fries. Then off I went 2 d library. Got myself a nice sit, can't complain no more.

Juz dat.......

My carry marks 4 ALL subjects is really LOW!!!
Damn!!!! I dun even c 2nd class honor...... *sob* *sob* *sob*

Wuts happening 2 me???!!!!! I can't focus, I can't concentrate, I can't sit still, I can't do anything!!! I studied, but I think everything dat go in my head, comes out after dat *sigh*
I'm in BIG trouble!

I can actually imagine mama n ayah calling my FULL name

Farizah Tokiman!!!!!!

N it's damn scary when they did dat k.......... *sob* *sob* *sob*
They rarely call me by my full name. So when they did, it scares me soOoOoo much!

Talking 2 myself as usual :
fAirY!!!!!!!!! Dun b crazee! B strong like u alwiz do! Focus! 4get about everything n every1 4 once! After d exams, u can do EVERYTHING u want n u dun haf 2 care no more about ur studies 4 a while at least.

Seriously I need sum1 2 really push me around. There's alwiz mama n ayah, n also ChAiN who alwiz disturb me (but by doing dat I actually studied a lot more than now). I haf not covered dat much, n time is ticking, n I'm alwiz tired. Either too much sleep, too little sleep, too much walking, not eating d rite foods, trying 2 hard 2 focus, not enuff rest, been sitting 2 much, been sitting 2 long til my back hurts soOo much, too much writting n my hand hurts (I need mama 2 massage me like alwiz *sob* *sob* *sob*). My whole body is hurting me!!!!!!!

I'm getting crazee............... *sigh*

Am I?

-OuT 2 tHiNk-

Damn! Dis thing ask me 2 test connection now!!!! Rase nak baling je laptop nie ngan modem semua dlm longkang!!!!! Bodo! Bodo! Bodo! Giler! Bodo! Giler! Bodo! Mengong!!!! Argh!!!!!!!