Friday, April 27, 2007

Am I wasting my time????!!!!

Hurmm.... Am I wasting my time??? I dunno wut 2 think off.... I've been thinking n keep on thinking each day. Day by day, I feel like I waste lots of my time. Y am I still here? Gimme a reason on y I shud still b here.... My mind juz can't stop thinking.

I'm afraid 2 make a decision. Coz I knoe my decision is gonna b a drastic one. I think my studies sux. N I can't get myself a job. N I'm still living sponsored by my dad. N I'm gonna b 23 yrs old next month. Most of my frenz r working n haf their own cash! Even sum of them r already married! Goshhhh..............!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wut am I doing rite now?

I'm still studying n I dun even knoe when I can finish up my ACCA. Coz it's really hard n I hate it! I haf no job eventho hundreds of my CVs haf been send all over Dublin! Mayb I shud juz settle down wif retails job after all. Hurmmm.... I shud prepare a retail CV n try out 4 summer job. I'm desperate 4 job! Help me god....

I'm really pressured rite now.... I think I need 2 call my sis. She knoe d rite thing 2 tell me n make me more comfy. I misz her.... She's my bestfren.... d best among all....

I think I shud stop now or I'll juz type away more craps...

Bubye....

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