messy? no?

I'm back. I dunno what's happening to me lately. I've been having crappy mood this days. The kind of mood when I don't feel like talking to anyone, I feel like faking a smile is all I have to do, pretending I'm happy like I always do, but at the same time I don't even know what's wrong.

I guess life is fair. I have good things coming into my life. But I feel like everything else is not. I feel as if my life is a mess. Yeah. A mess.

I found this on tumblr and I thought of sharing it here.

"Thanks to those who hated me, you made me a stronger person. Thanks to those who loved me, you made my heart bigger. Thanks to those who envied me, you made my self-esteem grow. Thanks to those who cared, you made me feel important. Thanks to those who worried, you let me know that you care. Thanks to those who left, you showed me that not everything is forever. Thanks to those who stayed, you showed me the meaning of true friends. Thanks to those who entered my life, you made me who I am today"