Job search starts?

I've start searching for a new job at last! I got my strength back and I'm going to try my best. Looking at the active jobs available which is a lot less than 2 years ago actually scare me a little. I've been thinking about what happen if I don't get any job? What if I fail my exam again? Should I stay in Dublin or should I go back for good? A lot in my mind, and I don't even have the answer.

Big Bos a.k.a daddy want me to stay until I finish up my ACCA. But my little heart is screaming to go back home. I miss my family. I miss my friends. I miss life in KL. I miss home. I miss being spoil. I miss not-doing-anything. I miss the food. I miss... I miss... I miss...... I miss it all.

And of course, I feel lonely in Dublin. The loneliness is killing me slowly... :'(

me-life-now

It's been a while since I last post something here. Lots have been happening in my life. Starting with myself losing my job. Yes, I've been made redundant. Exam was not as expected. I studied so hard and I still think I'm not doing my best. What else? Oh yeah... I went to Amsterdam and Brussels for a short vacation.

And singleton life is killing me! So to anyone who is single and interesting, please leave ur foot step in my lonely heart. Haha... Joking! I'm not that desperate. But I miss those times when I knew I have someone to turn too each day, whenever I'm feeling happy or sad. So anyone? :)

Damn I'm bored!!! I don't know what to do!