ms.sleepy head :p

I'm ms.sleepy head. I keep on dozing off at the office!!! Infront of my PC with all the documents buried on my face! Hahahaaa... Work have been very busy (but not right now coz I'm blogging from office! :p).

I feel like typing everything here. But as usual, I stop myself from doing it. I told myself that private stuffs should not be disclose to the world. Enough that my family and close friends knew what's happening in my life.

To those people who hardly knows me, please don't assume you know what's happening in my life. Right now I'm trying to live my life differently. I want to be more adventurous and take bigger risk compared to what I've done before.

I hope this time it is going to work out :)

Thanx to ms.akma dollslavida (again!) and ms.suria for the support. Love you girls so much!

P/S: If you have spare time, watch Once and the OST is superb!

Life is full of surprises!

Yes! Life is full of surprises! :)

*to those people who knows what I mean... haha!*

I'll keep on smiling... :)

My days are filled with happy thoughts and excitement! I love ME now more than ever. I called my parents yesterday, and listening to their voice makes me smile. I really miss them, and they miss me a lot. It's ok mama and ayah. I'm going back for holiday again in Dec! I know it's a long wait but I'm pretty much excited :)

I'm doing great if that's what you want to know. I'm really happy now. Work is busy as always and I like it. It keeps my mind off those negative thoughts. Classes are fun with all the nice friends I have. Not forgetting ms. akma dollslavida who is always here for me! Love u babe!

My weekends were filled with fun (but healthy) activities! No more staying at home, under my duvet for the whole weekend waiting for something miracle to happen! Haha!

Oh yeah.. It was Paddy's Day on 17th March. I went out with my friends to see the parade. It was ok, but not as good as last year. I got to spend more time with my friends and my lovely housemates! Muntaz, Rina and Dila cooked a delicious meal! It was Nasi Hujan Panas, Ayam Masak Merah and Kari Dhal. It was heaven!!!! :D It was the first time in months that I ate 2 plates of rice! 2 plates! Hehehehee...

And I watched Slumdog Millionaire. It is indeed a good movie :) You should watch it.

I guess that's it for now. Until my next post... Take care all!

time to decide?

I'm not sure what you want from me. I thought you made up your mind already? When you told me to forget everything, I cried. I cried really hard and you have no idea how much you hurt me. And now you want to talk?

Once I made up my mind, I won't turn back. Thanks to you, I've been doing a lot of thinking. I think this is not going anywhere. I despise an on/off relationship, which we have been doing for the last couple of months.

I guess it is time to decide and to move on...

get to know me better

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

my playlist

My current playlist (during this difficult time)... Thanks for the support KA, A, S, T, N & SM.

• Maksim Mrvica - Claudine
• Maksim Mrvica - Hana's Eyes
• Estrella - Take It Slow
• Diana Krall - Besame Mucho
• Boyz II Men - End of The Road
• David Gray - This Years Love