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news flash!

Nothing new! Really! I'm still jobless, single and bored. Hahahaha...

BUT I had fun doing double surprises for ms.akma dolls & ms.suria b'day! Lotsa pics in FB. Check it out aite. Happy Birthday again to both girlz, my babes! I love you both so much! xoxo :)

Oh, to that certain someone...
Buzz off! Stop creating sad sappy stories to make ppl pity you. You are a liar, a liar & definitely a liar. One day ppl will noticed that you are the bad person, not the other ppl that you've been talking about. Just like us, we now knew your true color. Thanks for your 'friendship', but we don't need a friend like you anymore.

Enuff of this nonsense. Moving on...

I've been thinking a lot about relationship, love, lovers & friendship (Not that I have anything to do other than seeking for jobs). There are few questions which pop-up in mind, & I don't mind sharing it with you guys. Probably you can answer it for me :)

1. Is it possible for a long-distance relationship to work out?
2. Is it possible to fall in love with someone you meet online?
3. Is it possible to love someone, but not in love with them?
4. Is it possible to stay friends with your ex-bf/gf?

I've been reading this great book on breakup, & it helps me a lot in dealing with my feelings. I read half of it & I can't wait to finish it up.

It's Called A Breakup Because It's Broken
The Smart Girl's Breakup Buddy

Author : Greg Behrendt & Amiira Ruotola-Behrendt

This should be read after He's Just Not That Into You (Another great book on relationship). I highly recommend both book to girls out there who need help on guys, breakups & staying on track with your life.

I guess that's it. Hope you guys had a great week ahead. I know I am coz I'm going to watch Harry Potter on Tues, & we are having potato soup party on Weds ;) My weekend is still free at the moment. But I have few plan in mind >>> Singstar party, movie-marathon nights, Twister anyone? :)

xoxo

Miracles!

I'm still waiting for a miracle to happen to ME! There are few things in life now that I really need some sort of improvements. Firstly and the most important for now is job hunting. If only I can get my hands on any accounts job will be fine. Even if it is just a part-time job. I need MONEY to survive.

Secondly will be my exam result. The result is coming out middle of August. Please please please tell me that I pass both papers. I need to pass this time.

Thirdly is my love life. Why why why I'm always unlucky in this section of my life? Arghh! Please God, let me meet and fall for someone that is real. I'm tired falling in and out of love. There are times that I don't feel like meeting someone new and it's becoming harder for me to trust a guy. I'm scared that the next guy is just the same as the previous ones.

Ok that's it. No more sad sappy story of my life. Enjoy the video below. It is really funny :)

Job search starts?

I've start searching for a new job at last! I got my strength back and I'm going to try my best. Looking at the active jobs available which is a lot less than 2 years ago actually scare me a little. I've been thinking about what happen if I don't get any job? What if I fail my exam again? Should I stay in Dublin or should I go back for good? A lot in my mind, and I don't even have the answer.

Big Bos a.k.a daddy want me to stay until I finish up my ACCA. But my little heart is screaming to go back home. I miss my family. I miss my friends. I miss life in KL. I miss home. I miss being spoil. I miss not-doing-anything. I miss the food. I miss... I miss... I miss...... I miss it all.

And of course, I feel lonely in Dublin. The loneliness is killing me slowly... :'(

me-life-now

It's been a while since I last post something here. Lots have been happening in my life. Starting with myself losing my job. Yes, I've been made redundant. Exam was not as expected. I studied so hard and I still think I'm not doing my best. What else? Oh yeah... I went to Amsterdam and Brussels for a short vacation.

And singleton life is killing me! So to anyone who is single and interesting, please leave ur foot step in my lonely heart. Haha... Joking! I'm not that desperate. But I miss those times when I knew I have someone to turn too each day, whenever I'm feeling happy or sad. So anyone? :)

Damn I'm bored!!! I don't know what to do!

happy birthday to me :)

miserable life i have...

I'm very stress and emotional at the moment. Nope! I'm SUPER-DUPER stress and emotional since Friday. Things not working as planned. Got into a BIG fight with SM. Sorry ms.akma if what I said hurt u in any way (I want the best for u). I missed my mom and dad. I got a strong feeling that my bro is pissed off with me (sorry bro. I'll make it up to u). Exam is in 2 weeks. I don't even have the mood to study. I feel like throwing ALL my books/notes to the bin! I don't even feel like talking to anyone right now.

At least SM is back to normal. But I feel so lost and lonely... I seriously need a hug,a big hug preferably from my mom and dad. I think I'm homesick. It's been a while since I felt this way. I want to go home! Now!

*sob*sob*sob*

Yes.. I have a miserable life here in Dublin.

i'm sorry... i don't hate u.never.

So last night I was in a silly argument. Without thinking, I said out loud -You evil! I hate u!-. I know it was too late to cover up my mouth! Gosh! How can I be so mean?? So I was hoping that SM didn't hear what I said! Too bad for me, SM heard it and asked me to repeat!!! I feel like I wanna hide under my duvet, switch off my phone for eternity, off the buzzer to my apartment, and just stay quietly in my room! And pray that SM will never find me! Hehee...

To SM, I'm really sorry... I don't hate you. Never! You are my life saver. You know that. And I love you for that. I have to get rid of all this negative vibes in me, and talk nicely. THINK BEFORE I SAY SOMETHING!

On other issue, I need to get serious with the books! Exam is less than 3 weeks and I need to focus! So please please please go away (to all the things that distract me) and let me study (not sleeping!).

Taa!!!

climbing up the stairs.. erk.. books??!

Yup, I am climbing up the stairs of books! hahahaaa...

home alone...

The girlz are off for a road trip today and will be back on Sunday. I'll be home alone the whole weekend! It's been a while since I was left alone in the apartment. Hurmm... I think I'll be fine. I need to study neway.

Oh. Another thing. I just hate it when people who barely knows me talked bad things about me. Telling other people how I used to be like. Hello.... Are you even my friend? So how do you know what's been going on in my life for the past years? I wonder... And it's obviously none of your business! And please stop creating stories about me or my friends, saying nasty things when obviously you don't even have a friend? I pity you at first. But now you are just pissing me off.

The only reason that make me stop from 'attacking' you is .. You are just not worth my time. So buzz off and leave me alone. And leave my friends too. Maybe you have a miserable life and you just can't sit still when you see other people happy. But... Whatever! Like I care! Just stay away from me and my friends.

Why? Why? Why? Why?!!! Why people like you just can't leave me alone? I don't even wanna be your friend, and I don't even care about you to actually talked about you. And you are wasting my 10min to blog about you? Damn! Just stay away and I'll be fine. And stop talking nonsense that can make me fight with my friends.

Sorry.. I'm a little bit emo this morning. Hope you guys have a good weekend. I know I'm not.