D best gurLz NiTe oUT eVeR!!!!! :D :D :D
Last nite me n my gurLz went 2 dis club, Atah was playing. Lotsa ppl was there too...
We dance like crazee :P :P :P We really had fun ;)
Can't wait 4 our next gurLz niTe oUt !!! :D n MyNn, u r welcome 2 join us :)
Where is my gurLz???!!! Getting ready 4 2nite huh? ;)
No no no..... We not going 2 d club... We having dinner wif Roy n his houzmate :)
Thinking of having Indian Cuisine 2nite... :) YuMmY!!!
Saturday, March 11, 2006
Sunday, March 05, 2006
ViDeOs... ;)
Check out dis videos.... ;)
Dj Tiesto Vs. Usher
Dj Tiesto - Traffic
Dj Tiesto - Love Comes Again
The first song done by Gouryella (Dj Tiesto and Ferry Corsten)
Dj Tiesto Vs. Usher
Dj Tiesto - Traffic
Dj Tiesto - Love Comes Again
The first song done by Gouryella (Dj Tiesto and Ferry Corsten)
Saturday, March 04, 2006
WuT iS DiS?!!!
Dis blog is sOOoOooO NOT good n NOT funny at all. Especially when it involves religious issues. I'm a Muslim n proud 2 be. N dis person is making fun of Nabi Muhammad S.A.W our prophet.
Plz let all d ppl u knoe, 2 read dis blog. Actually 2 view pics dat been put in it.
http://muhammadandme.blogspot.com/
Thanx.
Plz let all d ppl u knoe, 2 read dis blog. Actually 2 view pics dat been put in it.
http://muhammadandme.blogspot.com/
Thanx.
SiCk?!!
Juz got back from outing wif Meira n Gemoi (a really cute guy dat I considered as lil bro). We Went 2 watched Syriana, I sleep all d way tru d movie :P I didn't get enuff sleep last nite k... So u haf 2 understand.. hahahahaa... :P :P :P
Then, me n Meira head back, bought d garlic bread wif cheese at Italiana. It's d BEST garlic bread wif cheese ever!!!! :)
Owh, by d way... Dats not d only thing I eat 2day. B4 d movie, we went 2 Eddie's, I had my nachos!!! YuMmY!!! ;)
Now I feel like I really am sick!!! Roy gave me dis pill, asked me 2 eat it n I did.
Roy!!!!! Selesema nie!!!! Mcm mane???!!!! :'(
Wut 2 do when u haf lotsa things 2 do, n u r not feeling well? Good question.... I need answers!!!!! :P
-LoST- n - FoUnD? - rEaLLy? - :P -
Then, me n Meira head back, bought d garlic bread wif cheese at Italiana. It's d BEST garlic bread wif cheese ever!!!! :)
Owh, by d way... Dats not d only thing I eat 2day. B4 d movie, we went 2 Eddie's, I had my nachos!!! YuMmY!!! ;)
Now I feel like I really am sick!!! Roy gave me dis pill, asked me 2 eat it n I did.
Roy!!!!! Selesema nie!!!! Mcm mane???!!!! :'(
Wut 2 do when u haf lotsa things 2 do, n u r not feeling well? Good question.... I need answers!!!!! :P
-LoST- n - FoUnD? - rEaLLy? - :P -
LiFe iS sOoOo GrEaT dAT i 4GeT 2 sTaRt My AsSiGnMeNt! :P :P :P
Hhahahahaa...... okie okie okie..... I did start it yesterday :)
20 things I did from yesterday till now :
1. Woke up late, take shower
2. went 2 K-Bab K-Lub 2 haf my lunch wif Elis
3. Went 2 library, TRYING hard 2 do my assignment wif Elis, hahahahaa.. ;)
4. Window shop 4 a while
5. Had our lunch or shud I said 'mkn ptg' at Epicurean :P Met Adlina, Porno, Razi, Razin, Fuad n Falah who's having their dinner.
6. Wait 4 Alia, Roy n Jimmy.
7. Went 2 UGC, Mambe is already there waiting 4 us
8. Watched 'Final Destination 3', it was nice :)
9. Off 2 Eddie's 2 haf our fav. malts!!!! :D :D :D
10. We all went 2 36 2 hang out
11. They (Mamat, Sahak n Mambe) interviewed me about dat thing, hahahaa.... I'm ok guyz ;) They 4give me, n accept me back as part of 36 houzmate yet again :P ahhahahahaha... Thanx guyz. Love u guyz soOOoOoo much!
12. Then me n Mambe had our usual talk like old dayz. Glad we talked about everything.
13. D last thing I remember was Lalaa came back from clubbing, me so tired n sleepy, sleep at d couch.
14. Woke up, talk talk talk wif Roy n Lalaa who already wakes up.
15. Went back home which is juz 2 floor above their houz :P
16. On9, eat chicken rice which Mira cook. It is ok 4 1st attempt, but mine is better :P :P :P LOL, juz kidding gurL ;) Dun 4get ur 'nasi lemak' recipe, teach me!!!!!!!
17. Now listening 2 rave songs, I dunno y, but I kinda like it tho ;)
18. Haven't take my shower
19. Feel like I'm gonna b sick, coz my nose, throat, n body feel weird. Am I sick Roy???!!!!
20. I shud take my shower tho.... :P :P :
20 things I did from yesterday till now :
1. Woke up late, take shower
2. went 2 K-Bab K-Lub 2 haf my lunch wif Elis
3. Went 2 library, TRYING hard 2 do my assignment wif Elis, hahahahaa.. ;)
4. Window shop 4 a while
5. Had our lunch or shud I said 'mkn ptg' at Epicurean :P Met Adlina, Porno, Razi, Razin, Fuad n Falah who's having their dinner.
6. Wait 4 Alia, Roy n Jimmy.
7. Went 2 UGC, Mambe is already there waiting 4 us
8. Watched 'Final Destination 3', it was nice :)
9. Off 2 Eddie's 2 haf our fav. malts!!!! :D :D :D
10. We all went 2 36 2 hang out
11. They (Mamat, Sahak n Mambe) interviewed me about dat thing, hahahaa.... I'm ok guyz ;) They 4give me, n accept me back as part of 36 houzmate yet again :P ahhahahahaha... Thanx guyz. Love u guyz soOOoOoo much!
12. Then me n Mambe had our usual talk like old dayz. Glad we talked about everything.
13. D last thing I remember was Lalaa came back from clubbing, me so tired n sleepy, sleep at d couch.
14. Woke up, talk talk talk wif Roy n Lalaa who already wakes up.
15. Went back home which is juz 2 floor above their houz :P
16. On9, eat chicken rice which Mira cook. It is ok 4 1st attempt, but mine is better :P :P :P LOL, juz kidding gurL ;) Dun 4get ur 'nasi lemak' recipe, teach me!!!!!!!
17. Now listening 2 rave songs, I dunno y, but I kinda like it tho ;)
18. Haven't take my shower
19. Feel like I'm gonna b sick, coz my nose, throat, n body feel weird. Am I sick Roy???!!!!
20. I shud take my shower tho.... :P :P :
Thursday, March 02, 2006
FuN fUn FuN!!! :)
FuN!!!! fUn!!!! FuN!!!! :)
It's officially Friday now, EARLY Friday.... But I wanna blog about Thursday, hahahaa.. :P
I woke up late. Took my shower. Had breakfast wif Meira, Elis, Alia (she sleepover), n Roy (juz finish his exam). Then do sum research 4 my assignment. Sahak came 2 haf lunch, he's hungry n all.
Get ready. me, Meira, Alia n Roy went 2 watched a movie, 'Lucky Number Slevin'. Josh Harnett was so damn macho k... ;) ;) ;). D story was good, worth watching it :)
Then we had our dinner at Rick's n it's my 1st visit, so do Meira n Roy. D cheese burger is yummy! I'll definitely will go n eat there again :D Alia went 2 dis family frenz dinner n didn't joined us.
After dat, me n Meira went 2 Roy's houz. Meet Lalaa n Mat Ju. As usual, we talked, n laugh, n sing n do all sort of silly things :P :P :P Alia came n hang out wif us 4 a while. Then she kidnapped meira from me!!!!!!!!! *sob sob sob* :P Meira sleepover at Alia's 2nite.
Dats y I'm alone in my room...... *wink* ;) If only there's a guy 2 cuddle wif :P
Neway, yesterday Hadi n Nick went 2 picked up my free hp, n passed it 2 Bee. Yay!!!! I got it already :D It's Sony Ericsson k700, kinda cool tho :) But my hp bill is so damn xpensive! My budget is soOooo out of budget?!!! Gosh!!!
I called my mom n dad b4 I went out juz now. I told them dat my money is finishing..... I keep on using it, n I didn't realize dat I almost finish it! Damn! 2 much shopping I guess. N not 4getting eating outside. Usually I had lunch outside, coz we only cook dinner. Plus we rarely cook on Saturday, Sunday n Monday. Dats y my money is finishing faster than xpected. 2 think of it again, I spend most of my cash on food.
I juz got d feeling I won't b cooking next month. Coz exam is juz around d corner (in May). Studying alwiz make me tired, n I dun think I'll cook. Coz cooking make me tired too. Errmmm.... I guess I haf 2 ask my dad 4 more cash. N now I feel bad coz I haf 2 ask him 4 sum cash. If only I work..... :(
Wut shud I do now huh? I guess I better get sum sleep. I haf 2 wake up early coz I need 2 go 2 d library n do my research 4 my FR assignment. Due date is next Thursday. N I haf less than a week 2 do it. Last minute job alwiz 'xcite' me.
P/S: Alia said dat Shah's gig is on d 11March at ..... (I can't remember). Tot of going :)
-OuTtA hErE-
It's officially Friday now, EARLY Friday.... But I wanna blog about Thursday, hahahaa.. :P
I woke up late. Took my shower. Had breakfast wif Meira, Elis, Alia (she sleepover), n Roy (juz finish his exam). Then do sum research 4 my assignment. Sahak came 2 haf lunch, he's hungry n all.
Get ready. me, Meira, Alia n Roy went 2 watched a movie, 'Lucky Number Slevin'. Josh Harnett was so damn macho k... ;) ;) ;). D story was good, worth watching it :)
Then we had our dinner at Rick's n it's my 1st visit, so do Meira n Roy. D cheese burger is yummy! I'll definitely will go n eat there again :D Alia went 2 dis family frenz dinner n didn't joined us.
After dat, me n Meira went 2 Roy's houz. Meet Lalaa n Mat Ju. As usual, we talked, n laugh, n sing n do all sort of silly things :P :P :P Alia came n hang out wif us 4 a while. Then she kidnapped meira from me!!!!!!!!! *sob sob sob* :P Meira sleepover at Alia's 2nite.
Dats y I'm alone in my room...... *wink* ;) If only there's a guy 2 cuddle wif :P
Neway, yesterday Hadi n Nick went 2 picked up my free hp, n passed it 2 Bee. Yay!!!! I got it already :D It's Sony Ericsson k700, kinda cool tho :) But my hp bill is so damn xpensive! My budget is soOooo out of budget?!!! Gosh!!!
I called my mom n dad b4 I went out juz now. I told them dat my money is finishing..... I keep on using it, n I didn't realize dat I almost finish it! Damn! 2 much shopping I guess. N not 4getting eating outside. Usually I had lunch outside, coz we only cook dinner. Plus we rarely cook on Saturday, Sunday n Monday. Dats y my money is finishing faster than xpected. 2 think of it again, I spend most of my cash on food.
I juz got d feeling I won't b cooking next month. Coz exam is juz around d corner (in May). Studying alwiz make me tired, n I dun think I'll cook. Coz cooking make me tired too. Errmmm.... I guess I haf 2 ask my dad 4 more cash. N now I feel bad coz I haf 2 ask him 4 sum cash. If only I work..... :(
Wut shud I do now huh? I guess I better get sum sleep. I haf 2 wake up early coz I need 2 go 2 d library n do my research 4 my FR assignment. Due date is next Thursday. N I haf less than a week 2 do it. Last minute job alwiz 'xcite' me.
P/S: Alia said dat Shah's gig is on d 11March at ..... (I can't remember). Tot of going :)
-OuTtA hErE-
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
HahA..... ;)
Okie okie okie.... I knoe I've been blogging wayyyy tooo much 2day :P :P :P
But I juz checked my msg in Friendster. It was given by my classmate here in DBS. Her name is Alia. Wut she wrote did manage make me smile. Coz she's not dat close 2 me, n yet she can make me smile. Isn't dat amazing? Let c wut she wrote 2 me.....
well sweety, just to let u know i'm always around if u need a friend =) n ur damn rite! boys will always be boys huh?? hey, i read ur blog.. n i definitely dont agree with the part bout u saying ur not beautiful n u'll never get d perfect guy... thats soo not true! coz u know wut, a senior told me that ur d hot stuff in dbs =) no kidding... maybe u dont realize it but ur d centre of attention gurl ;) *wink* just promise u'll be careful when u choose after this eh? well, get sum sleep dear.. u need it.. *hugs* muah...
Hahahahhaa.... :P :P :P I hope it's true Alia *dancing around* :P :P :P (perasan siut! hahahahaa... ). But she did make me smile 2day :) :) :)
But I juz checked my msg in Friendster. It was given by my classmate here in DBS. Her name is Alia. Wut she wrote did manage make me smile. Coz she's not dat close 2 me, n yet she can make me smile. Isn't dat amazing? Let c wut she wrote 2 me.....
well sweety, just to let u know i'm always around if u need a friend =) n ur damn rite! boys will always be boys huh?? hey, i read ur blog.. n i definitely dont agree with the part bout u saying ur not beautiful n u'll never get d perfect guy... thats soo not true! coz u know wut, a senior told me that ur d hot stuff in dbs =) no kidding... maybe u dont realize it but ur d centre of attention gurl ;) *wink* just promise u'll be careful when u choose after this eh? well, get sum sleep dear.. u need it.. *hugs* muah...
Hahahahhaa.... :P :P :P I hope it's true Alia *dancing around* :P :P :P (perasan siut! hahahahaa... ). But she did make me smile 2day :) :) :)
AsTrOLoGy : GeMiNi
Yeah... I'm a true Gemini gurl... :) Everything dat it says really represent myself. I guess it's juz a coincidence huh? Coz I'm a Muslim, I'm not suppose 2 believe dis kinda thing. Neway, I juz read my forecast 4 d day.
You've always been voted chattiest, friendliest and most outgoing of all the signs out there. You've never been afraid to say exactly what's on your mind, and you're quite good at saying it in most entertaining fashion. What's in your heart is another matter -- and that's what friends are there for. You need trusted company to talk to. Even though you'll be more than happy to express your feelings to just about anyone for the next couple of days, what you're really after is a confidante -- not a round of applause.
C.... Voted as d chattiest, friendliest and most outgoing of all signs :) I guess I'm like dat. I juz can't stop talking 2 ppl eventho I juz knew them. N I'm never afraid 2 say wuts on my mind. But I do need trusted ppl 2 talk 2, which I found it in my gurLz.
Daily Singles:
If you want to get something started, there's no time like the present -- any little arrows of love you aim are sure to find their mark. If you don't have any immediately exciting prospects, get online and shop around!
Yeah.... I dun haf any immediate prospects or aim. Dats y I keep on on9 and shopping around (eventho I'm officially broke!)
Monthly Love:
If you have any odd dreams in the early hours of the 1st, make an extra effort to write them down when you wake up. If you don't remember any dreams, take a few moments before you roll out of bed to let your mind wander -- you could discover something interesting about what you really want from a potential romantic partner. On the 5th, 6th and 7th, you may notice that this early-in-the-month insight into your subconscious leads to some very direct flirting. But would you flirt with just anybody? No way -- the new you, the one who knows exactly what they want, flirts with the best potential partner. Yep, you're using all your charms on the future Mr. or Ms. Right. On the 13th, your new energy-efficient flirting skills impress even you. Then, on the 18th and 19th, you head into totally new romantic territory. On the 23rd, make sure people in your vicinity (especially your 'maybe baby') don't have something up their sleeves. Get some 'love, etc.' advice from your friends on the 29th.
Am I a good flirt huh? :P :P :P I dunno... hahahahaha.... Mayb... :P I hope my skills will improve each day ;) *dancing around*. But I dun think I'll head 2 any new romantic territory. Shud I get any advice from my frenz? My sis is d best place 2 get LoVe advice tho. Coz most of d time, me n my gurLz, we discuss about LoVe, advising each other. So, I'm not sure who's d pro :P
Owh well...... Am I d only person in dis houz who r awake? Hehehehehhehee.... GurLz!!!!!! Wake up!!!!!! :P :P :P
You've always been voted chattiest, friendliest and most outgoing of all the signs out there. You've never been afraid to say exactly what's on your mind, and you're quite good at saying it in most entertaining fashion. What's in your heart is another matter -- and that's what friends are there for. You need trusted company to talk to. Even though you'll be more than happy to express your feelings to just about anyone for the next couple of days, what you're really after is a confidante -- not a round of applause.
C.... Voted as d chattiest, friendliest and most outgoing of all signs :) I guess I'm like dat. I juz can't stop talking 2 ppl eventho I juz knew them. N I'm never afraid 2 say wuts on my mind. But I do need trusted ppl 2 talk 2, which I found it in my gurLz.
Daily Singles:
If you want to get something started, there's no time like the present -- any little arrows of love you aim are sure to find their mark. If you don't have any immediately exciting prospects, get online and shop around!
Yeah.... I dun haf any immediate prospects or aim. Dats y I keep on on9 and shopping around (eventho I'm officially broke!)
Monthly Love:
If you have any odd dreams in the early hours of the 1st, make an extra effort to write them down when you wake up. If you don't remember any dreams, take a few moments before you roll out of bed to let your mind wander -- you could discover something interesting about what you really want from a potential romantic partner. On the 5th, 6th and 7th, you may notice that this early-in-the-month insight into your subconscious leads to some very direct flirting. But would you flirt with just anybody? No way -- the new you, the one who knows exactly what they want, flirts with the best potential partner. Yep, you're using all your charms on the future Mr. or Ms. Right. On the 13th, your new energy-efficient flirting skills impress even you. Then, on the 18th and 19th, you head into totally new romantic territory. On the 23rd, make sure people in your vicinity (especially your 'maybe baby') don't have something up their sleeves. Get some 'love, etc.' advice from your friends on the 29th.
Am I a good flirt huh? :P :P :P I dunno... hahahahaha.... Mayb... :P I hope my skills will improve each day ;) *dancing around*. But I dun think I'll head 2 any new romantic territory. Shud I get any advice from my frenz? My sis is d best place 2 get LoVe advice tho. Coz most of d time, me n my gurLz, we discuss about LoVe, advising each other. So, I'm not sure who's d pro :P
Owh well...... Am I d only person in dis houz who r awake? Hehehehehhehee.... GurLz!!!!!! Wake up!!!!!! :P :P :P
Tuesday, February 28, 2006
EmPTy...... BuT iT's Ok..
I feel empty.... But it's okie.
Last nite sleepover at Hadi's wif Bee. We woke up early, decided 2 walked home instead of him sending us back. So we walked, but we felt hungry. We went 2 K-Bab K-Lub instead n haf our brunch. Then we went 2 Stephen's Green Mall, we bought sum stuff 4 our study table. Really cute froggy thingy ;)
Then walked around Grafton St., we make a 'quick' stop at Topshop n both of us end up buying each a pair of shoe :P :P :P Owh yeah... Bee bought dis really cute Benetton bag, pink color. N I bought a Diesel pink halter neck top, n it's really cute! :D :D :D *dancing around happily* ;)
Off we went back b4 we spend waaayyyyyyy too much when I'm officially broke! :P
Biskut was here juz now. He's a nice guy :)
Lalaa called :)
Then take my shower, check my e-mails, friendster, myspace, wutever there is in here ;)
Get ready coz Hadi's is picking us up. Having dinner at his place. Watched few movies, n I slept tru it, hahahahahaa...... Xcept 4 d last movie tho, about d crazee lady. Nick was there too. He's funny as usual :)
Nick send us back home. Now I'm here updating my blog as usual, talking craps, wif nothing else 2 do xcept thinking about my family who I misz soOoOo much! N also Chain, I misz u lots!
N of course Lalaa who helped me a lot in every way he can. Thank god I knew him n RoY. I guess 2moro I'll go n meet them. I used 2 hang out wif them 24/7. So guyz.... B prepared.. :P :P :P I'm all free from now on like old dayz. I'm gonna bug ur houz, ur life n ur everything!!! Hahahahahhahaa........
Last nite sleepover at Hadi's wif Bee. We woke up early, decided 2 walked home instead of him sending us back. So we walked, but we felt hungry. We went 2 K-Bab K-Lub instead n haf our brunch. Then we went 2 Stephen's Green Mall, we bought sum stuff 4 our study table. Really cute froggy thingy ;)
Then walked around Grafton St., we make a 'quick' stop at Topshop n both of us end up buying each a pair of shoe :P :P :P Owh yeah... Bee bought dis really cute Benetton bag, pink color. N I bought a Diesel pink halter neck top, n it's really cute! :D :D :D *dancing around happily* ;)
Off we went back b4 we spend waaayyyyyyy too much when I'm officially broke! :P
Biskut was here juz now. He's a nice guy :)
Lalaa called :)
Then take my shower, check my e-mails, friendster, myspace, wutever there is in here ;)
Get ready coz Hadi's is picking us up. Having dinner at his place. Watched few movies, n I slept tru it, hahahahahaa...... Xcept 4 d last movie tho, about d crazee lady. Nick was there too. He's funny as usual :)
Nick send us back home. Now I'm here updating my blog as usual, talking craps, wif nothing else 2 do xcept thinking about my family who I misz soOoOo much! N also Chain, I misz u lots!
N of course Lalaa who helped me a lot in every way he can. Thank god I knew him n RoY. I guess 2moro I'll go n meet them. I used 2 hang out wif them 24/7. So guyz.... B prepared.. :P :P :P I'm all free from now on like old dayz. I'm gonna bug ur houz, ur life n ur everything!!! Hahahahahhahaa........
Monday, February 27, 2006
My LoVe bEeN wAsTeD!
My so-called-love-life ended 2day, after 3 weeks. Which I think 4 d 1st 2weeks was so wonderfull n nice n all d good words shud b given.
Yet another short-term relation I'm involved. Y do I alwiz end up liking a guy, who alwiz haf another gurl. I mean like a 3rd party. Am I dat bad? I mean I never took anybody's bf or guy or wutever u call guyz nowdays. I'm alwiz end up being d unlucky ones. I guess my life is like dis n gonna b like dis 4ever.
Mayb I'm juz 'too nice', or not bitchy enuff? Which one huh?
CrAp! Love talk is crap!
Neway, I dun regret wut I haf done wif him. We had our happy moments 2gether eventho it's short tho. I guess d feeling is temporary 2 him. Y shud I care huh?
It's not d end of world rite? I can alwiz get d guyz I want. Can I? Dats d thing.......... I can never get d guy I want. Wut Alia said is true. We can never get d things or person dat we want.
Being a lesbian is alwiz a good choice. Gurlz alwiz understand another gurlz' feelings. But I dun think I wanna b a lesbian. I still like guyz or shud I say prefer guyz more 2 b my partner. Eventho guyz can b considered as sTuPoK in handling love-thingy. Sorry 4 d 'bad' words used.
Well.... Now I'm back in d market as a single gurl who's not even pretty, or rich, or even bitchy. I knoe I dun wear all those branded stuff, coz I can't afford it. I'm not pretty coz I'm not, n I dun knoe how 2 wear make-ups 2 cover up my face, 2 make it pretty (as if I care wut ppl think of me). I'm not bitchy coz I dun flirt wif every guy I get 2 knoe, or juz simply haf sex wif them coz I'm a virgin still, n proud 2 b.
Thank god I didn't lose it 2 sum1 not worth it. I'm pretty sure I'm gonna lose it wif my future husband, if I ever get married. Coz my love life is sooOoo pathetic, I haf alwiz knew dat I'm not gonna get married.
Guyz alwiz haf dis ideas about me. I dun wanna say it here. But they alwiz think wut I'm not.
Thanx 2 my gurlz who will alwiz b there 4 me n not 4getting Lalaa, even after wut I did 2 him. I feel so ashamed of wut I did 2 Lalaa. But Lalaa said dat I'll alwiz b his Lulu no matter wut. He's so sweet n nice n understanding, n I knew dat since I knew him. Thanx 2 Intan n Saiful who spend their time wif me 2nite watching movie about d Big Mommas. It was a funny movie tho. N also Alia who spend her time wif me at TGI, chatting wif me n make me feel all better.
All in all, I'm okie, n will b okie :)
Coz dis is not d 1st time. I mean guyz cheated on me, guy haf another gurl, guy can't 4get his x-gf, guy juz wanna haf fun, guy.... guy.... juz name it. So, I'm used 2 it.
No worries...
-oUtTa hErE-
Yet another short-term relation I'm involved. Y do I alwiz end up liking a guy, who alwiz haf another gurl. I mean like a 3rd party. Am I dat bad? I mean I never took anybody's bf or guy or wutever u call guyz nowdays. I'm alwiz end up being d unlucky ones. I guess my life is like dis n gonna b like dis 4ever.
Mayb I'm juz 'too nice', or not bitchy enuff? Which one huh?
CrAp! Love talk is crap!
Neway, I dun regret wut I haf done wif him. We had our happy moments 2gether eventho it's short tho. I guess d feeling is temporary 2 him. Y shud I care huh?
It's not d end of world rite? I can alwiz get d guyz I want. Can I? Dats d thing.......... I can never get d guy I want. Wut Alia said is true. We can never get d things or person dat we want.
Being a lesbian is alwiz a good choice. Gurlz alwiz understand another gurlz' feelings. But I dun think I wanna b a lesbian. I still like guyz or shud I say prefer guyz more 2 b my partner. Eventho guyz can b considered as sTuPoK in handling love-thingy. Sorry 4 d 'bad' words used.
Well.... Now I'm back in d market as a single gurl who's not even pretty, or rich, or even bitchy. I knoe I dun wear all those branded stuff, coz I can't afford it. I'm not pretty coz I'm not, n I dun knoe how 2 wear make-ups 2 cover up my face, 2 make it pretty (as if I care wut ppl think of me). I'm not bitchy coz I dun flirt wif every guy I get 2 knoe, or juz simply haf sex wif them coz I'm a virgin still, n proud 2 b.
Thank god I didn't lose it 2 sum1 not worth it. I'm pretty sure I'm gonna lose it wif my future husband, if I ever get married. Coz my love life is sooOoo pathetic, I haf alwiz knew dat I'm not gonna get married.
Guyz alwiz haf dis ideas about me. I dun wanna say it here. But they alwiz think wut I'm not.
Thanx 2 my gurlz who will alwiz b there 4 me n not 4getting Lalaa, even after wut I did 2 him. I feel so ashamed of wut I did 2 Lalaa. But Lalaa said dat I'll alwiz b his Lulu no matter wut. He's so sweet n nice n understanding, n I knew dat since I knew him. Thanx 2 Intan n Saiful who spend their time wif me 2nite watching movie about d Big Mommas. It was a funny movie tho. N also Alia who spend her time wif me at TGI, chatting wif me n make me feel all better.
All in all, I'm okie, n will b okie :)
Coz dis is not d 1st time. I mean guyz cheated on me, guy haf another gurl, guy can't 4get his x-gf, guy juz wanna haf fun, guy.... guy.... juz name it. So, I'm used 2 it.
No worries...
-oUtTa hErE-
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