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A good start

2012-01-20T00:38:00.001Z

Happy new year! I hope it's not too late :D I've been busy (obviously!) with stuff (weee!!!).

I had a good start for 2012 and hopefully this will be the year of joy :)) urmm...

I'M ENGAGED!!! Yay!!!! :D :D :D Congratulations to MEEEEEEE!!! & him (of course).

Enjoy the pics!

01.01.2012

More pics on zuelridzuan.blogspot.com (the awesome photographer)

syedalirabbani.blogspot.com (the fiancee :D)

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33 days :)

2011-11-28T12:03:00.001Z

33 days to go before we step into a different phase of our relationship :)

InsyaAllah everything will go on smoothly.

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Location:Singapore City

Tourist for the day

2011-10-28T06:40:00.001+01:00

I've been working here in Singapore for 10 months & I never really been anywhere that much. So I'm trying to be a 'tourist for the day' along with my nephew who follows his mom (my sis) for a work trip.

So y'day we start off early thinking that we can probably cover few places. We decided to visit the Science Centre Singapore (keep in mind that he's only 12!) & buy the 3-in-1 package. So I bought the tix which include Science Centre admission + Dinosaur Live! Exhibition + iMax movie-Flying Monsters. Adult tix $30, children under 12 is $22 for the whole thing. We spend approx. 5 hours there! Plus it was raining like crazee outside so we were basically stuck in there.

Around 4pm we decided to headback to the hotel where my sis is staying & just sleep! We were wayyyy too tired to go anywhere else!

But around 8pm we set off again to Little India to visit the ever famous Mustafa Centre. We have my sis, my sis's friend & my ever loyal 'cinta hati' with us. We had the best Chicken & Mutton Briyani at Tandoori Restaurant just beside Mustafa Centre entrance (the first entrance if you are walking from Farrer Park MRT station). The mint sauce they served is the bomb y'all! :)

But the funniest thing was we couldn't find the exit door at Mustafa Centre because the place is super duper huge! And when we did find the exit, we were actually at the end of the centre!!! Which is basically at the end of the Syed Alwi Street! We had to walk quite far to get back to the entrance we came in! Haha... But at least none of us cry or show any tantrum (thumbs up!). No wonder Mustafa Centre is open 24 hours because it took us at least 30mins to find the exit! It was really pack with all kind of things. The only thing they didn't sell is houses & cars! Lol!!!

But it was a fun day :)

But today the only place we manage to visit is the Streets Hong Kong Cafe for our brunch located at Liang Courts beside the hotel. Haha.. We are still tired from y'day.

Oh yeah the hotel is situated at Clarke Quay. THE hotspot of Singapore. Pretty cool eh? We can see the Marina Bay Sand area from the room, the river is just 2mins walk & the evercool hang out place is just downstairs.

We might go for the rivercruise later on once we get our full energy back! And tonight is all about Arab St.! :)))

Tomorrow will be even better! My 2nd USS trip! USS stands for Universal Studio Singapore. We are all prepared with raincoats (bought it at Mustafa Centre for $1.50/each) because it is the rainy season here. Boo!

Oh I'll just blog about it on the next entry! :p

Hv a splendid weekend everyone! Especially to ppl in Ireland, hv a good looooooong weekend! And Happy Halloween y'all!

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Location:Singapore

yes you are :)

2011-09-09T07:27:00.000+01:00

Memories

2011-07-13T12:40:00.001+01:00

Memories. Recollections. Reminiscences...

Each and every one of us have it. The good ones, the bad ones, or the only ones you want to keep with you for as long as you live. But sometimes you need to let it go if it means hurting the one you love.

The pictures, letters, messages are memories that both of us are willing to delete, throw away and forget for the sake of our relationship. Yes. OUR relationship. In order to move forward and give our best to it, we shall forget the past, the memories, the recollections of them.

Nothing else matters. I want to see you smile again.

Nothing else matters. I want to hear your laughters everyday.

Nothing else matters. I want to hug and be hug by you anytime I want.

Nothing else matters. I want to create memories of us. And it will be the only pictures, letters, messages that me and you will keep as long as we could.

:)

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Location:Bencoolen St,,Singapore

spa manja :)

2011-06-15T03:23:00.003+01:00

Hello everyone! How was your last weekend? I hope you had a great one. I know I did :)

Mr boyfie bring me to Spa Manja for a full spa treatment as my birthday gift! How great is that? It is indeed the best birthday present ever! Or shall I say at par with an LV handbag. Haha..

So we both took the same package, the Celebrity package. During the session we felt like king and queen. And by the end of the session we felt wayyy too pampered and a very very very happy customer.

If somehow you visit Johor Bahru, please make a point to visit Spa Manja. You won't regret it :)

The Celebrity package include foot soak, 30mins of body scrub (Javanese Lulur/Balinese Boreh), Jacuzzi, steam, 90mins of massage and 15mins of ear candling. In total we spend approximately 3 hours at the spa, and mr boyfie said the most expensive present he ever gave someone (or any if he ever gave a present) :p

We've been thinking to visit the spa again soon. I don't mind going there again just for the Jacuzzi and steam. It's just 10mins drive from home! More reason to visit again! *hint*hint*hint* HAHA!

Thank you :)

2011-05-30T14:04:00.001+01:00

Thank you for all the birthday wishes :)

Thank you mr. boyfie for wishing more than 10 times! :p

Thank you mama & ayah for calling me early in the morning.

Thank you besties (you know who you are) who tweet me & post on my FB wall.

Thank you to family & friends who texted me, PM me on FB, Whatsapp me, called me, e-mail me, thank you all.

Not forgetting to everyone that wishes me on my FB wall. I really appreciate it.

And also a huge thanks to my colleagues especially my teammates who bought cake & surprise me. I'm touched.

Thank you everyone :)

Yes I'm officially two-oh-seven!

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Location:Jalan Garuda,Johor Bahru,Malaysia

long weekend.good times

2011-04-25T09:55:00.003+01:00

I love long weekends! Who doesn't? Right? ;) Mine was well spend with family, friends, and him (of course!)

We thought that we are not going to see each other at least on Saturday. But we end up spending the long weekend together. Haha... With exception that we spend it together with my friends, his friends, my family, and his family. I'm so glad that everyone feels comfortable hanging out together and there's no awkward moment at all. I'm blessed to have family and friends who likes him, and know that he is very important to me. And I'm happy that I'm always welcome by his family.

The best thing about my long weekend was when we get the chance to make Viber calls and Whatsapp each other at 2am. It's been quite sometimes since we did that. But I missed him. I missed his arms wrap around me and all the things that only we share. Yeah I know it's only for 2 nights, but I missed him.

And today I'm still at home since I followed Ireland's holiday of Easter break. I'm home alone doing nothing. How I wish he's on holiday too and we get to spend today together. But a girl can never get everything she wants right? Hehe... I can't be too greedy. I'll just wait for him to finish work and we will spend some time together.

Oh btw, to my readers (if there's any), I'll like to share my tumblr and twitter. Follow me if you are interested to know more about my oh-so-boring life ;)

Tumblr : http://fairyliciousss.tumblr.com

Twitter : http://twitter.com/FarizahTokiman

3 Months & still counting

2011-04-19T05:05:00.001+01:00

It has been 3 months.
A wonderful 3 months with you.
On this date, 3 months ago :)
Yes 3 months & still counting...

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Location:Bencoolen St,,Singapore

fly love :)

2011-04-11T15:58:00.001+01:00

Perfect weekend. 3D Rio is awesome! Japanese ice-cream is yummy :)

Perfect getaway

2011-04-04T05:07:00.001+01:00

What we need is a getaway. Even though it is just a day trip, it was perfect. I had fun. He had fun. We love the place. Definitely coming back here soon :)

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Location:Bencoolen St,,Singapore

my baby is here with me!

2011-03-28T09:40:00.001+01:00

Oh yeah! My baby car is here with me! :)

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Location:Bencoolen St,,Singapore

Just a dream?

2011-03-24T09:44:00.001Z

I wish that everything is not just a dream. Me and you. It is real right? I have never feel like this before. The reality is too dreamy.

Even if it is just a dream, I refuse to wake up ever. Because you are all I think about.

Things are getting better each day. And all I want to do is look forward for us every single day. I'm happy when I'm with you. I'm always smiling, laughing, and having fun when you are around.

We plan. We met. We travel together. We talked non-stop for hours. And things starts slowly from there. I don't even know what we were back then. But I'm glad we make it.

Ahhhh... This is what happen when I'm in love. I'll type away my happiness. Telling the whole world about my feelings :)

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Location:Bencoolen Link,Singapore,Singapore

make it or break it?

2011-03-17T08:34:00.002Z

Hello! Hello 2011! Ops! It's March already?! How time flies when you are having fun ;) Oh well, I start 2011 with a new job in Singapore. I love it! I love my new job! Oh! And I'm off today since I followed Ireland holiday. It's St.Patrick Day! How I missed the crowd, the parade, the walk around Temple Bar, the food market, the friends, everything! I guess I still missed Dublin very much.

But I have no regrets leaving Dublin. I have no regrets leaving my hometown KL by accepting the new job in Spore. I'm glad I did all this. Or else I won't have the chance to meet the person who plays a big role in my life now. Never before I dream of being with a person like you. Someone who is different from me. Someone I almost have nothing in common. But you make me happy. Yes. You make me happy.

I'm taking risk to fall in love once again with you. I choose you and nobody else. Even it is hard in the beginning, I'm not gonna give up on us. I know I'm not in this alone. I have you by my side. I have you holding my hands.

I'm giving us a chance. You make me forget about my old dreams, because reality is much more better. I choose you. I'm letting go the wrong ones, I'm letting go the pasts because of you.

From now on it is gonna be a big test for both of us. Do we make it? Or do we break it? My promise is I'll stay with you as long as you love me, as long as I could.

I guess Jay-Ann is right. Love is the closest thing we have to magic. If love is magic, you will be the only magic I want, the only magic I appreciate, the only magic I want to learn, nothing else matters.

How I wish for some space for us to breath, to create our own story, a chance to build us. Now it is my turn to make you happy. My time to be with you. I've never ask for more. Just me and you.

2010: The End

2010-12-21T13:46:00.003Z

When I read back my first post for 2010, it was about THE fresh start for myself back in my home sweet home in Malaysia. To be exact in busy busy busy KL. I was excited back then to start a new life (after my experience in Dublin obviously!).

But who would have guess that I'll have another fresh start for 2011! :D OK OK... Maybe I'll just stick with the end of 2010 for now.

So what actually happen to me in 2010? Just the normal boring stuff like everyone else I guess. Haha... But I have things to be thankful for this year.

I'm thankful for having the chance to spend a lot of time with my parents and the whole family.

I'm thankful that there were less drama this year.

I'm thankful for the experience I gained in work-related because it is useful to me.

I'm thankful to my friends for sticking with me even though we didn't meet/talk everyday like we used too back in Dublin (especially Akma, Suria, Tasha, Dila, Rina, Azza, Serene). We gonna grow old together girls! ;)

I'm thankful that I reconnect with my schoolmates friends (Dilla, Sofia, Amelia, Tim, Saila, Deena, Azie, Ain). And of course we will stick with each other & grow old together too!

I'm thankful that I'm able to get my own car (with no help from parents on $$$ at all). Alhamdulillah.

I'm thankful that I got to spend my weekends with lots of smiling and laughing surrounded by wonderful people.

I'm thankful I met a few amazing people (especially the little girl that I adore so much, Maya). She is such a sweetheart :)

I'm thankful for the new opportunity that will change my life completely in 2011 onwards.

I'm thankful for the baby steps that I took to achieved the opportunity. It shows that I still have my independence (at least to myself).

I'm thankful for every single day that I'm still alive.

And that's all I can think about now. But there are so many things to be thankful and 2010 have been a great year. I wish 2011 will be even better :)

p/s: merry xmas to all that celebrates it!

messy? no?

2010-12-05T14:18:00.004Z

I'm back. I dunno what's happening to me lately. I've been having crappy mood this days. The kind of mood when I don't feel like talking to anyone, I feel like faking a smile is all I have to do, pretending I'm happy like I always do, but at the same time I don't even know what's wrong.

I guess life is fair. I have good things coming into my life. But I feel like everything else is not. I feel as if my life is a mess. Yeah. A mess.

I found this on tumblr and I thought of sharing it here.

"Thanks to those who hated me, you made me a stronger person. Thanks to those who loved me, you made my heart bigger. Thanks to those who envied me, you made my self-esteem grow. Thanks to those who cared, you made me feel important. Thanks to those who worried, you let me know that you care. Thanks to those who left, you showed me that not everything is forever. Thanks to those who stayed, you showed me the meaning of true friends. Thanks to those who entered my life, you made me who I am today"

life as it is...

2010-10-27T15:45:00.003+01:00

I noticed that I've been blogging a lot lesser than when I first start in 2005. This is actually my 6th year blogging or should I say telling the whole world about my oh-so-boring life. Many bloggers starts to put their blog on private mode after a few years, and I've been thinking to do the same thing.

There are way too many personal stuff in here. All of the guys I used to date read my blog before we starts dating, during, and (maybe) after. I guess it's one of the ways to get to know me. But honestly, my blog entry usually depends on my current mood, situations, and environment I'm in at that particular moment when I blog.

Sometimes I read my old entries and laugh at it! How can I be so childish at times? How can I sound so angry? Did I cry when I post that entry? Do anyone get hurt while reading it? And so many other questions popping in my mind. I know I can never satisfy everyone. I don't even know if anyone reads my blog.

This blog is part of me. I knew I could never just close it down or forget about it. Oh crap! I don't even know why I'm typing all this.

#nowplaying :)

bye bye KL :D

2010-10-14T06:19:00.002+01:00

Photos courtesy of trekearth & tripadvisor :)

Food madnessssss!!!!

2010-09-26T15:31:00.005+01:00

How's your weekend so far? Mine is going to end in 90mins! Darn! Oh well... Life have to go on. Monday will come eventually.

My weekend is full of FOOD! It's madness! I've been eating this and that over here and there. Eid open-house is superb! Yesterday I went to a friend's open-house, and there were canopies & yummylicious foods and it feels like going to a buffet! I eat almost everything!

At home, my mom cook Soto which is my favorite too! I can't resist it.... Haha...

As for today, me and bro went out to grab pizzas since I've been craving for days already. We got two large pizzas and there's only 4 of us at home (haha!). And my mom again made my favorite dish Laksa Johor for dinner which I can't definitely say no. It's a YES YES YES all the way! :D

This actually sums up my super short weekends which include food, food, food, food and food. I guess I really need to get going with my morning-jog plan (as if! haha!). My stomach is pretty happy this weekend and it's waiting for next weekend already. I have few invitations lined-up already for Saturday and at the moment I'm still free for Sunday ;)

What? My house? Nope. I don't think I'm going to do open-house. Since I can't afford canopies or catering food, I'll need to cook myself (which I'm not an expert). But we never know... BBQ sounds fun right? ;)

Alright that's it. I'm off! Going to fully utilize my remaining minutes of this weekend. Later peeps!

xoxo

Happy Eid Mubarak!

2010-09-20T06:02:00.006+01:00

Happy Eid Mubarak to everyone that celebrates it! How was your Eid? Mine was good. Celebrate it with family after all this years, and it feels good. My Eid usually consists of drama (haha!), and this year is no exception. Oh well... Don't you just love a little bit of drama? hahahaa... Eid pics on my FB.

So most ppl are back from their holiday and starts working today. As for me, I started last Wednesday and the office was almost empty! Even today everyone is still in the holiday-mood.

I can't wait for tonight shopping trip with my bro and wife. I need her advise on stuff that I'm not good at. Haha... That will be beauty tips! :p

What else?! Oh yeah. I open up a Tumblr account for fun. I post quotes from my favourite tv shows, and quotes from random ppl or just anything that is interesting. Follow me if you want :)

fairyliciousss tumblr

Oh yeah... One of my favourite girl came back for 2 weeks holiday! I got to catch-up with her (a.k.a. Suria Razak) last week and it was so much fun! Pics on my FB yeah :) Can't wait for her to come back for good soon! (when?). I guess I'll just have to wait for that time. Hehehe....

Hurmm... What else? Hurmmm.... One of my oldest friend start contacting me again and I'm glad he did. I'm glad that we could still keep in touch. We were bestfriend for like few years before we fell apart for reasons I prefer not to blog about. It's a long time ago and I think we can start fresh again as friends.

And right now I'm thinking to go to JB to visit my friend. Should call him and plan the road trip properly. Need him to book me a hotel or something. Probably I can meet another friend who live in JB too. It's gonna be so much fun! (Note to myself: Plan trip to JB now!)

Oh yeah. Another trip should be plan too. Singapore! And also a shopping trip to Bandung and Jakarta. London in June? or Aussie? Oh goshhh... So many places to go, but limited time and money! NOW I'm depressed! Lolsss...

I think I better stop now before I start blogging about random things in the same post. Bye lovelies!

xoxo

TGIF! :)

2010-09-03T03:35:00.002+01:00

It's finally Friday! Sorry for not updating as frequent as I can. I've been super busy at work! A good busy ;) I hate to say this, but I actually love working (don't shoot me!). But I'm glad that it's Friday today, and Eid is just around the corner.

I applied for few days off to celebrate my first Eid with family after sooooo long! I've been celebrating Eid with my friends back in Dublin for 5 times in a row. It was not too bad. But I missed celebrating it with my family :)

Neway... I would like to wish Happy Eid Mubarak to all my friends (wherever you are!) and also to my family. I know it's a week from now. But the festive feeling finally kicks in me today :D I'm wearing my (now) favourite green baju kurung to work.

Oh! Do you like the song I posted previously? You should watch the series! It's a romantic-comedy Korean series You're Beautiful. I love it! Watched it twice already. Hehehee... It's only 16 episodes. Then I watched 'Take Care of The Young Lady'. This series is also romantic-comedy, 16 episodes as well.

But the latest series I'm watching right now is 'Shining Inheritance/Brilliant Legacy'. I have no idea why there's two different titles. But this series have 28 episodes! I never actually watched Korean drama more than 16 episodes coz it's too looonggg.. But I decided to watch this one. A bit slow, but I like it :) I'm now on episode 21 already! Gonna finish it this weekend since I have NO plan other that last-minute-Eid-shopping.

I've always like Korean drama series and the movies. But I'm never good at remembering the actor/actress names. Just love watching it :)

Oh well... What else is new? Hurmm.... Oh yeah! I met my Dubliners friends last Tuesday for iftar. It was a good reunion sort of. Thanks to everyone that came that night! Yana, Chadly, Qusy, Azza, Rina, Dila, Fendi+gf, Akma+friend, Amed, Marina, Aisyah, G-reen, Hani, Serene, Anuar and little Ehsan. We will meet again during Eid ok! ;)

I guess that's it. Have a good weekend!

xoxo
fairy

my favourite song for the past few days :)

2010-08-14T11:45:00.002+01:00

Lyrics:-

Hajimal geol geuraesseo moreuncheok haebeorilgeol
Anboineun geotcheoreom bolsueopneun geotcheoreom
Neol aye bojimalgeol geuraetnabwa
Domangchil geol geuraesseo motdeuleuncheok geureolgeol
Deutjido motaneun cheok
Deuleul su eopneun geotcheoreom
Aye ne sarang deutji aneulgeol
Maldo eopsi sarangeul alge hago
Maldo eopsi sarangeul naege jugo
Sumgyeol hanajocha neol damge haenotgo
Ireoke domangganigga
Maldo eopsi sarangi nareul ddeona
Maldo eopsi sarangi nareul beoryeo
Museunmaleul halji damun ibi
Honjaseo nollangeot gata
Maldo eopsi waseo
Wae ireoke apeunji wae jagguman apeunji
Neol bolsu eopdaneungeon
Nega eopdaneungeo malgo
Modu yejeongwa ddokgateungeonde
Maldo eopsi sarangeul alge hago
Maldo eopsi sarangeul naege jugo
Sumgyeol hanajocha neol damge haenotgo
Ireoke domangganigga
Maldo eopsi sarangi nareul ddeona
Maldo eopsi sarangi nareul beoryeo
Museunmaleul halji damun ibi
Honjaseo nollangeot gata
Maldo eopsi nunmuli heulleonaeryeo
Maldo eopsi gaseumi muneojyeoga
Maldo eopneun sarangeul gidarigo
Maldo eopneun sarangeul apahago
Neoksi nagabeoryeo baboga doebeoryeo
Haneulman bogo unigga
Maldo eopsi ibyeoli nareulchaja
Maldo eopsi ibyeoli naegewaseo
Junbido motago neol bonaeyahaneun
Naemami nollangeot gata
Maldo eopsi waseo
Maldo eopsi watdaga
Maldo eopsi ddeonaneun
Jinagan yeolbyeongcheoreom jamsi apeumyeon doenabwa
Jageun hyungteoman namgedoenigga

is it wrong?

2010-08-13T04:47:00.002+01:00

Is it wrong for a girl and a guy to be friends? Is it weird for a girl to have a guy as best friend? I don't think it is wrong. I have few guys as my best friend. The feelings that we have for each other is purely as friends. Please don't judge something that you have no idea.

Please be open-minded, we live in a modern world. Yes I know I'm a single 26 years old. But I'm NOT desperate to have a relationship! If a guy is my best friend, he will remain as he is. Girlfriends/Wifey, please don't think something fishy is going on.

Gosh! I don't even know why I have to explain myself about having a guy as my dearest friend. I guess as we get older, we are losing friends to their girlfriends/boyfriends, wifey/husband.

But if a person is thinking positively, the losing friends part can be reduce. And the break-ups/argument part can definitely be avoided. I'm not here to interfere, but I'm being a friend.

I better stop now before I said something inappropriate.

Happy Ramadhan all!

photos? no?

2010-08-10T04:21:00.002+01:00

I juz realized it's been ages since I post photos in my blog. My blog looks so boring!

Reminder to myself: photos on my next post

Neways, just want to wish Happy Ramadhan to all my friends in Malaysia, Dublin and any part of the world. And also Happy Ramadhan to all my blog readers (if there's any? :p). This Ramadhan going to be tough for my friends in Dublin since they have longer hours this year. Hang on there aite.

Oh another thing... Can't wait for Suria to be back home for Ramadhan/Syawal! Missing this girl so badly! I'll bring you to Tony Roma's as you wish ;) and lets do last minute shopping together ok! :D

Gotta go now. A short post is all I planned. Just to kill the free time I have ;)

xoxo

lucky friday? ;)

2010-08-06T08:38:00.002+01:00

Hye peeps! It's 3.39pm here in KL and this is the luckiest Friday ever for me! :D

09.00 am - A compliment from dad. He said I looked pretty in Baju Kurung. Hehehehe... This is the 4th time me wearing it since I start working! :p

10.30am - My colleague gave me cash instead of buying me lunch! Haha... I guess I can use the money to get a new top from f21!

11.30am - My first bro is giving me his tiny TV to put in my tiny room. So now I can chill in my room playing my ps2. Can't wait to go home!!! ;)

02.00pm - Lunch date with Chain. Thanks Chain for lunch & helping me out with my cousin. I owe you one! To think about it again, I owe him a lot! Hehe...

03.00pm - Received another gifts from that particular customer. This time he gave me the biggest Strawberries ever (and yummy too!), and Grapes.

Is it possible for my Friday to gets better? YES! YES! YES! Today is the last day of work! Weekends is finally here!!! :D Yippee!!!!

I promised myself that I'm going to watch Inception & Chloe. Oh yeah... I watched Salt last Sunday with Azie and it was amazing!

Ok gotta go and 'work' :D

drama.drama.drama.

2010-08-04T07:13:00.002+01:00

At the moment, my life is full of drama. I can make a movie out of it!

To cut a looooong story short, I'll be extra extra extra careful in dating. I can't afford to have another guy zooming in and out of my family home thinking that he have the rights. I'll just stop here. Hope he understand and leave me alone, in peace. And don't bug my parents or any of my siblings anymore. You don't even know me, so what makes you think you know them?

I received pressie from a customer yesterday. This is one of the advantages of my current job. Meet rich people all the time, and if they like you, they'll give you gifts! We got free food almost every week from the dealers. Weekly free food from the office itself. What more can I ask? :)

I think I'll stop here. Can't really blog about the real drama neway. Hope you girls out there have a free-drama life ;)

Ask Lo: A Question From the Boys…

2010-07-29T10:19:00.001+01:00

Ask Lo: A Question From the Boys…

Read it! And this is sooooo true!

Thoughtful-buy her flowers. Send her a cute note. Only do these things though if you are positive she is into you, or else it may come off as a little creepy and turn her away.

danger! danger! danger!

2010-07-28T07:14:00.002+01:00

It's dangerous walking alone in KL. I used to walk all the time back in Dublin. But in KL it's impossible! I have to buy my own wheels! Like seriously NOW!

At least I can avoid surprises that actually scares me last night. I'm safe, no worries. I got my friend with me. I don't mean to be rude, but it's just f*cking weird for him to be there. No hellos or anything, and wanting to send me home?!! What on earth are you trying to do? Force me?

I won't blog details of last night. But it definitely scared me, makes me think more than once to even see you again as a friend. Damn you! You ruin our friendship!

I hope you are happy making me scared.

twitterland....

2010-07-27T04:22:00.002+01:00

Hello readers! Did you noticed that I've been blogging quite often lately? That's because I have a fab life! Really! Hahahaa.... The real reason is there are too many things in my mind right now and I want it out! Since my blog is not on private mode, I can't really write freely because I still have to think about other people's feelings (as if they think about mine!). Oh well...

I'm really addicted to twitter. Not that I tweet every 5mins! But I love reading the tweet quotes. There are TweetMoveOn, iheartquotes, TheSingleWoman, twiquotations and many more! The latest that I really love and want to share with you is from TweetMoveOn.

Being alone is better than being together with a wrong person - @wilzkanadi #TMO

The quote is spot on! That is exactly how I feel. I rather be alone than being with the wrong person. I don't want to be in a relationship with someone that I can live with. I want to be in a relationship with someone I can't live without.

I don't want to just settle down with a guy who can provide me good home, good family, stable life, no financial worries, but the end of the day... there's lack of love. It's just the same boring routine, and the feelings will slowly fade away.

I don't want to settle down with a guy who loves me too much, and the reality is I only want us to be good friends instead. Because I can't hide my feelings and it will hurt the guy at the end of the day. Even if he don't care how I feel about him, but I care. I can't pretend.

I don't want to be with someone just because I'm lonely and bored. I used to do this. Yes. I admit I was not a very good person myself. But I can't help it. Now I realize I can't just go out with someone out of boredom or loneliness, because I might fall for him for real. Or the guy might fall for me, and that's when I took off.

Mom said that I always runaway whenever a guy starts to get too close/committed in the relationship. The truth is I get bored easily. If I'm not, the guy would.

I'm suckers for romantic movies, romantic comedies, and whatever related to love. I can give good advice to my friends (I think!), but I can't seems to apply it to myself! I need my friends to give advices, to show me the way... I even read books such as -It's Called A Break Up Because It's Broken: The Smart Girl's Break Up Buddy- to wakes me up from the bad break up I had last year with my 2 years ex-boyfriend.

I have wonderful friends around me, but at the end of the day I'm still alone. But the quote above wakes me up from my dreamland. Being alone (like me) is better than being with the wrong person.

I've met few guys... lots of guys.. and none of them makes me crazy (I-can't-live-without-you-craziness!). So I still believe my prince charming is still out there, lost on his way to me. Yeah.. I'm still in my dreamland, but at least I feel better being alone now.

To girls out there who's already married, engaged or in serious relationship, I wish you good luck! May you have a better love life than me :)

xoxo fairy

sleepless in Melawati...

2010-07-22T08:56:00.002+01:00

Sleepless in Melawati? For real?! Hahaha... Yes I love 'Sleepless in Seattle'! It's one of my favourite movie! I'm suckers for love story, so what? :P Well... My love life sucks so I prefer watching love stories to make up for my own lackness of love. Is there such a thing? Hahahaa.. Yeah I sounds lame! Lame! :p

Neways... Last night was a sleepless night for me & I do live in Melawati. I can't sleep properly, having weird dreams. I remember that I was covered by Longchamp bags with Suria. Hahaha!!!! Blame the birthday girl for inserting Longchamp in my mind this past few days. Yeah..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SURIA! I MISS U A LOT!

I hope you make a good choice btwn Vivien Westwood heels & Longchamp Limited Edition bag ;)

Where was I? Yeah... Covered by longchamp bags!!! Can you imagine?! Gosh! I want LV in my dream tonight pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee................. :D :D :D

Then mom called me at 4am. Yes we live in the same house but she prefer calling my phone instead of taking the stairs to my room & knock my door. Neways she & dad received bad news. My uncle past away & they need to go back to Johor immediately.

So I continue sleeping (or trying too!!!!) & I continue having weird dreams. I can't really remember.

Ok. The point of this entry is I hd a bad night & I want to wish my BFF Suria happy b'day!

P/S: Hope you like the new layout. It's been agesssss since I change it! Lolsss...

what a week!

2010-07-16T07:21:00.003+01:00

Before I start babbling nonsense, I wanna wish Happy Birthday to my dearest Akma. May all your wishes come true :) See you on Sunday ok!

This week has been absolute hell to me! Hell!!!

Work is fine, the usual.

Family is fine too. Happy.

My life other than that is absolute hell! I've been unhappy for quite sometimes over some personal matters. Then I cheer up myself with my lomo babies. That didn't work out well coz my babies are not working properly like I wanted it. Gonna call the expert 2nite & hope he can help! I don't mind meeting him coz I'm dat desperate.

I'm wondering if I'm overly too sensitive. if I ...

- Ok. OMG! Someone send me a bouquet of flowers! Thanx! -

Now I can't carry on blogging. Haha... neways..

I'm wondering if I'm overly sensitive. If I'm the type who can't accept advice from others. If I'm someone who easily got angry. If I ... Hurmm...

Whatever that person said makes me feel angry, mad, I feel like attacking that person and yell, curse. It was just a simple argument & advice session but what that person said makes me feel like I'm an evil bitch, I sank to the lowest rank of human being! I guess I'm too sensitive, am I?!

I can't think now... Even the flowers can't make me smile happily like I should. I'm blank. I'm blur. Help.

eeekkkk......

2010-06-17T06:26:00.003+01:00

Hello everyone! Yes I know I've been gone for almost 2 months! hahahaa.. sorry for MIA. I was busy with work, exams, family, friends, etc...... The list can go on and on, so I'll just stop here.

FYI, it was my b'day on the 30th May and I got myself an iPhone! Yes! iPhone! Heheheee... I love my new toy and can't keep my hands off it! I keep on dowloading the game apps, and being a game lover, it's just madness!!! They have thousands of apps!

And yes they have the iPhone 4 coming out soon. But it's gonna take ages before it arrive in Malaysia. The 3GS is good enough for now :)

I know I promised to update more frequent if I have iPhone. It's just dat I created a Twitter account. And I've been updating short msgs there! And I love how it works out. I can post pics or wutever there. So follow me on twitter if you like what I blog :) It's on private mode, so you need to request to follow me. I'll approve it, no worries ;) and I promise to follow you back!

https://twitter.com/farizahtokiman

What's new? Hurmmmm.... Oh exam is over! And I want to go and watch movies! There are so many new awesome movies at the moment.

And yeah.. My friend Gee is back in Malaysia! MUST meet her ASAP. And it's her b'day 2moro!

HAPPY B'DAY in advance! I'll treat you to Chilli's ok? :) They have the yummiest New York Strip and the mash potatoes is to die for! Or maybe you prefer ribs? We can go to Tony Roma's! Anything for u babe ;) hehehehee...

I guess that's it for now. Follow me on twitter loviesss!!! :D

bla bla blaaa.... ;)

2010-04-27T08:27:00.003+01:00

Hello everyone! How was your weekend? Did u have Monday bluesssss yesterday? I know I had one! hehehee.... Well this is the first blogging-from-office post! :p Since I have nothing to do at the moment.

It has been almost 2 months since I starts working. Work is great, nothing to complain :) Except the fact that I have to deal with few colleagues who I find hard to deal with. I never work with this type of people who have serious attitude problems. But I'll just have to adapt and try my best not to be rude or turn to be like them. I'll be as professional as I can :)

Whatelse? Love life? Hahahahaaaa.... I'll keep it as a mystery for now.

Oh yeah.. My birthday is next month and I've been busy looking, searching, browsing on the perfect gift for myself. Yes! I love buying b'day gift for myself and I've made up my mind! Do iPhone 3GS sounds like a good b'day gift? :) heheheee... Just wait til I get my hands on it!

I guess I better go now. It's raining heavily outside with thunders and what not. I'll try my best to update more often.

p/s: maybe with an iPhone in hand I'll update everyday? hehehe...

xoxo

back back back! :)

2010-03-28T15:09:00.003+01:00

I'm back! Oh yeah... I'm back after the controversial post on 25th Feb! The girl actually apologise by sending an FB msg, and she deleted the post that she copied from me. But the damage has been done. Just hope she'll learn from her mistakes. But deleting me from your friends' list??? I think I'm the one who should delete you. But it's a childish thing to do, and I don't mind not having you in my list.

It's been a month since my last post. I rarely online except checking my e-mails and FB. I've been busy working! Yes! Working! ehhehehee... I love the new job, the new company, new people, new environment, everything! I just love having a job, things to do everyday. After being unemployed for a good 9 months, I'm proud to announce that I'm a happy working girl :)

And I want to apologise to all my friends cause I've been quiet lately. Especially to Gee and Suria because we haven't chat in a while and there are lots of things to share!!! I'll try my best to online with you girls as much as I can. I can't wait for both of you to come back home.

Oh yeah... My love life is great! :)

xoxo

copycat!

2010-02-25T15:02:00.005Z

Someone told me that there is a copycat on the loose! This person copied one of my entries back in Nov'09. She changed few words, but 98% of it is mine. Can't believe there are people like this. The reason people write blog is to express your on feelings in your own words. Not copying someone else and claimed it is yours.

I read few of her post. She blog in Malay most of the time. When she actually use English, it is very minimal and average. I don't want to criticize her English level. But if she can copy someone else's blog, you go and figure out yourself how 'good' her English.

I'm not saying I have good English in writing or speaking. But at least I improved a lot by 'trying' and NOT 'copying'. This copycat people make us bloggers just want to keep our blog private.

See the difference?

my long weekend :)

2010-02-17T10:37:00.002Z

I had a good long weekend :)

Saturday:

Spend the day with a friend. Had a really good time :)

Sunday:

Lazying around at home. Had lunch with my bro at Old Town, ate yummy noodles & mini spring rolls.

Hang out with a friend at kopitiam.

Monday:

The trip to Ipoh for my cousin's wedding. The wedding was okay. Most of my relatives were there & I haven't seen them for like 5 years! One of my cousin were married with 3 kids, and I have no idea! Hehehee... Sorry bro.. But your kids are really cute!

Came back the same day. It was tiring but fun.

Tuesday:

Lazying around again! Hehehee... Later in the evening I went to Shah Alam with a friend.

So that's my weekend summary! I don't feel like blogging much right now coz I'm hungry! :p

xoxo

a long weekend ...

2010-02-12T14:29:00.002Z

So it is the long weekend waited by everyone in Malaysia! 4 days of holiday is just great! Not that it effect me in any way (since I'm still unemployed :p).

But there are family affairs and personal stuff that I need to do during this 4 days. My cousin's wedding in Ipoh, cleaning up the whole house in preparation for my bro's wedding, spend more time with my siblings & their kids, ...., ..., ... and some personal stuff ;)

I have nothing much to blog tonight. I'm just bored waiting for my bro. We are suppose to have bro-sis bonding session over mamak tonight.

Oh! And I miss my friends back in Dublin. I hope they are doing well and still surviving :)

xoxo

2010: A fresh start :)

2010-02-10T04:03:00.002Z

Hye peeps! Hope it is not too late to wish u all Happy New Year! :)

I've been MIA from this blog since I arrived in KL. I've been super busy with family and friends. I'm really happy to be back home.

2010 will be my fresh start. From now on I'll be looking forward, no turning back!

I'm currently busy seeking for a job. Yes! A job! Hehehee.. I miss working. I miss being miserable at the office (hahahaha... can't believe I'm saying this!). Wish me luck on my job hunt :)

Love life? Hurmm... This is more interesting subject isn't it? lolss... You guys have to wait and see what happen next. It is going to be a secret for now ;) Wish me luck on finding the perfect guy for myself! (Since there are many single girls out there around my age!)

I hope 2010 will be a lot better than 2009. No more break-ups, no more redundancy, no more I-want-to-go-home-now!, no more meeting guys who-will-hurt-me-even-more, no more crying myself to sleep, no more not-eating-coz-I-forgot, no more walking in the rain and cried at the same time,.... no more sad moments that can tear me apart at anytime.

I want 2010 to be a fresh start. A new beginning to a beautiful ending.... :)

bye bye Dublin...

2009-12-30T20:49:00.002Z

My bags are packed and I'm ready to leave in less than 12 hours.

Bye bye Dublin...

I'll be back one day InsyaAllah :)

Exam-stress!

2009-12-13T01:14:00.002Z

Next paper in 2 days. Gosh! I'm so stress! Too many things to memorize!

On other issue...

I just hate liars & pretenders. It is easy for a person to promise this and that. And it is easy to say things like "I can't wait to see you b". When in reality flirting with girls is like your full-time job. I just don't get it. Is there really no decent sincere guy in this world for me?

How am I suppose to believe whatever that you told me came sincerely from your heart? The friendship, relationship or whatever you want to call it, has it become a waste of time? Is it so easy for you to switch from one girl to another? (And you told me that you guys are just friends?). I guess I'm just another of your 'friends'.

Gosh! Exam is stressful enough. And why am I thinking about you who don't even bother to call or text me to say hi. Or even wish me good luck for my exam.

The temporary time-off (that I need for my exam) has become permanent now (thanks to your ignorance).

Oh goshh.. I don't even know why I even bother to blog about this. Why I even think about you.

I should forget about you. I should forget that I shared lots of things with you. I should just forget the happy moments, the arguments we had. I should just forget about the promise we made to meet in January when I'm back home. I should just delete you...

Hurmm...

How I wish I meet a person who is decent & sincere in love.

study study study!!!

2009-12-05T20:46:00.002Z

Study mode ON! It's been a busy busy busy time of the year for me. It's the exam month! I've been struggling to insert the notes into my brain each day. How I wish I could just boil the notes and drink the water (if the knowledge can be transfer just like that! Hahaha....) Or maybe I can just borrow Elina's brain for my exam? Brilliant! :D

On another issue, I just can't wait to go home :) There are lots of reason why I can't wait!!!

I miss the family hugs, kisses, fights, outings, events, and anything that includes family in it
My friends back home who I've missed out a lot! The 2-times-meeting-in-4-years can't compare to weekly outings! Gosh! I miss you guys badly!!! Make time for meeeeeee...!!!! :)
The F.O.O.D.!!!! I miss the yummy food. (A reminder: Don't be fat!)
My house! My own room! My own bed! I'm so gonna redecorate it to perfection.
To get myself a job! Money! WooOhoOO..... ;)
To meet new people *wink*wink* lolsss...

And a lot more reason which I can't think of right now. Grr.... My mind has been block by my excessive consumption of P7 notes (haha! as if!)

I better go now. Need to fix myself a simple dinner. Fish & Chips anyone? :)

xoxo

coldness!

2009-11-30T00:40:00.002Z

It's freezing cold in Dublin for the past few days. Windy, foggy & rainy at the same time. It becomes a nightmare to go outside! Luckily my class finished already, so I don't have to walk a dreadful 30 minutes to college each time.

Lectures ended, revision classes ended.... The real battle is growing closer each day. I'm time-pressured right now. I feel like I need 34 hours each day & NOT 24 hours only! At least I'm no longer sick. But the coldness makes me feel like crawling inside my duvet and just stay in there for the whole winter!

I feel so lucky that I'll be running away from the ever-famous Irish weather soon!!! But I know I'll miss it from time to time. But what the heck! The food back home is a lot better! Thinking of food... my tummy was filled with yummy chicken curry & sambal ikan bilis. A truly classic m'sian dinner cooked by ms.akma :) Thank you for the excessive hospitality from the Tenterfields' girls!

I gotta go and sleep now. It's freezing and my pillows & duvets look so tempting! Goodnight all and sweet dreams!

xoxo

mr.sunshine?

2009-11-26T16:33:00.003Z

Before anyone ask me who is mr.sunshine, I better clear things up.

mr.sunshine = the sun in m'sia

I miss mr.sunshine... Irish weather is getting horrible each day. It is very cold now and I don't feel like going to my place to take my remaining cloths. *sigh* It's only a 5 minutes walk and it feels forever!!!

Whoever that think mr.sunshine is a person has been fool by me eh? ;) I'm still waiting for a decent guy to approach me one fine day. Maybe that one fine day going to happen next year? We will have to find out together! :)

I think I better go and take a nap. This pill makes me drowsy....

P/S: Selamat Hari Raya Haji to all my family and friends wherever you are :)

I'm officially a Tenterfields! :)

2009-11-25T19:36:00.002Z

I've moved out from my apartment today. I'm now one of the Tenterfields' Girls! :) I'm moving-in with the girls (Tasha, Akma, Elina & Amy) temporarily. I'll be staying at their place until the day comes. What day? The day I'm catching my flight back home :D :D :D

It was a tiring moving-in. Thanks to Suria & Tasha for the helping hand. Now I'm happy in my pyjamas in the room typing away my favourite blog.

I still have some of my sickness. The weather helps in my 'recovery'. Hurmmm... Typical Irish weather. I can't wait to meet mr.sunshine!

I gotta go now. Tasha & I are going to Lidl to get some groceries :)

yucky sicky, plz go away now...

2009-11-24T00:28:00.002Z

I'm still sick. I had fever, sore throat, huge headache and now runny nose! yucks! I eat a lot of panadols and Strepsils but it doesn't work. Rina had to get me more panadols because I ran out of it. I hope I'll feel better tomorrow. I have stuff to do, I have to study for god sake!

Please get well soon body. I need you for the exam. I also need you for the London trip and the trip back home. I need you to be healthy once I touch down in KL. I have family gatherings which I'm so looking forward! I'm meeting my friends who I've missed soooo much! Yummy food to die for. What else? My special mission (whatever it is... hehehee...)

This sickness makes me homesick. I text few of my friends in KL just now. I can't wait to see them. All of them promised to take me out for food fiesta! Yippee!!! Thinking of them make me smile and happy after all the things I've been through. I try hard to be strong each day. If by texting and calling my friends/family makes me feel stronger, I'll do it.

Oh boy... Where can I find a decent man?

Note to myself: Have fun being single!

sickness...:'(

2009-11-23T00:36:00.003Z

I'm officially sick :'( I had sore throat, fever and huge headache!!! Is it because of the tap water I drink yesterday? I can't drink it, but I did. How stupid am I? Hurmmm...

Anyway, I went to watch New Moon with Serene and Anwar (yes, I'm the 3rd wheel!!! haha..), and the movie is as expected. I finished all 4 books of Twilight saga. So I knew what's going to happen. But I'm amazed by Jacob's body! Hotness!!! I guess bye bye Edward for now... hehe...

I had a huge fight with someone today. It really pissed me off! I don't think I can trust that person anymore. A liar will always find ways to lie and cover the truth. Even though there are evidences! I don't need a person like you by my side. Just stop hurting me and go away.

I had a long chat with Serene today,and every time I talked to her, I feel a lot better. She should be a counselor and specialize on relationship problems. She makes me feel better and a lot stronger each day. What will I do without you hot mama! (Oh yeah.. she's happily married to Anwar and pregnant with his baby!). Looking at her... It is possible to be happy. I know that some day, some where, I will meet that special someone like she did.

Oh crap... My headache is getting worst! CK asked me to drink 100Plus. I guess I need to go to Asia Market and get some ASAP. I really need my strength to study for the coming exam! First thing first.. need to get some sleep now. Goodnight all!

xoxo

love is never fair

2009-11-18T23:56:00.002Z

My love life suck big time. I'm never good at it. I guess being single have certain advantages. But each day I'm reminded by the disadvantages more often than ever. I envy those people who can live their live without a partner and never worries about it. Maybe by focusing their mind on their job, college, family or other things make them stronger and an absent of a partner doesn't affect their lives that much.

How I wish I could be like those people. I've told myself thousands of time that I can do it. I can live on my own. I don't need to accept any guy that came into my life. Those guys can stay as friends. I can still live as a girl who can decide everything for herself. I don't need to be yell at, or accused for something I didn't do.

I don't need to be told 'I have no feelings for you anymore', or 'I think we should break-up caused you are different now', or 'We want different things in life' or other craps guys always told a girl when they are bored. Or maybe it is just for fun?

And I also don't need to be yell at, accused each day for not being loyal. When the only thing I did was going to work/college, and rarely go out with my friends. Let alone my guy friends. Is it simply impossible for a girl to have guys as their best friend? FYI, I have few guys as my best friend and 'surprisingly' they never take advantage of me.

This year 2009 has been the toughest year for me. Everything from work, college, my love life and other things I need to deal with. I know my decision to go back to my family is the only wise decision I made, even though it is hard.

Love is never fair to me. But at least I'm going back to my eternal love, the one that matters always, and will never tell me all those hurtful things I've been through all this years...My family.

Maybe my prince charming get lost and couldn't find his way to me. It is ok. I'll wait patiently until the day comes. In the mean time, I just want to be happy.

lost track?

2009-11-12T00:06:00.002Z

I might have lost track of time, place, people... I'm just so blur this past few weeks. Too many things to handle and settle. Too many hearts to satisfied. And I ended up so tired, weak, lifeless! At least few things settled, and I'm happy for now.

Now I can focus on my studies 100%. My mind been away too many times. And now I think I got it back, and it might have hurt some people in the process. But what I need is time and space to study. I have nothing left here in Dublin other than my studies. A reminder.. I'm still jobless.

I do have good news. I bought my flight ticket to Malaysia! YES! I'm going back home for good. And I'm very happy with my decision. I can't wait to see my family and actually live with them! I don't have to be homesick ever again!

I guess I have few weeks left to hang out with my friends in Dublin. I'm going to miss you guys so much! Let's hang out before I leave aite. Spend some quality time together :) AFTER exam of course!

Wish me luck with my studies and exam!

stop yelling!

2009-10-05T21:40:00.002+01:00

I don't need another person to yell at me every day. My life is complicated enough and I seriously don't need the yelling and the accusations.

I have my studies to catch up with, and I really need to be focusing on it. My studies/certs are the things that I'll bring with me forever.

I want to stop arguing and yelling with you. If you can't accept who I am, my friends, the way I live my life, my weird ways of thinking... Or maybe you can no longer wait for me, tell me now.

p/s: really not in a good mood this past few days. I hate myself!

my priorities...

2009-09-10T12:09:00.002+01:00

I've never mention in here on my priorities. But I think I should as a reminder to myself.

My first priority is towards my family. I'm a family person. I can't live without them. Surprisingly I'm still alive after 4 years living abroad! Don't forget the continuous phone calls and text messages everyday between me and them. I miss them dearly...

My second priority is towards myself. It includes my studies and my career. For now, I have to witheld the career part. I'm still jobless and surviving on my savings. But I've click my full-time student mode and can't wait to finish up my last 3 papers! Wish me luck! :)

My third priority is towards that special someone. If I actually have one! Heheheeee...

My fourth priority is towards my friends. I have wonderful friends that I love to stick with til I'm old and gray.

P/S: My Fedex Raya arrived 30mins ago!!! :D Thanks mama & ayah!

i feel like screaming!

2009-08-22T01:35:00.002+01:00

At this very moment, I do feel like screaming!

It is hard to accept the fact that you are losing someone to certain circumstances. I move forward each day as hard as I can. But sometimes I slipped. Going back there is painfull. It makes my life miserable and sad.

I guess this is another phase of my miserable life that I have to deal with. I don't think I can forget it easily or ever. Thanks for the sweet memories, but losing you as a friend is very hard for me to accept.

I guess you are right. Things aren't always the way they seem.

Nobody knows what is really happening inside. One thing for sure, I feel like screaming or maybe crying can make me feel better? Who knows... I tried that before, it seems to work for a while. Will my tears make me feel better this time? I hope it will...

P/s: Mixed emotions lead to this entry. Happy Ramadhan all!

good news!!! :D

2009-08-17T10:56:00.003+01:00

OK! So I might over-react or wutever. But I'm really happy! :D

I took 2 papers on my last exam, and I pass 1! I got really good marks! Yippee!!!! Eventho I only pass 1 out of 2, I'm still jumping up and down!!!! Gosh! I'm really happy after a very loooong time!

Congrats to my friends who pass all papers, and one of them is already affiliate! Wait for me girl!!! I'm going to be next! hehehehee...

another movie i love :)

2009-08-17T00:10:00.002+01:00

Yes! I can't stop watching romantic movies! I'm a sucker for romantic movies :)

It's another old movie which I love to watch and will never get bored.

Sleepless in Seattle (1993)

pretty.woman.

2009-08-12T23:23:00.002+01:00

I just finished watching Pretty Woman. I love this movie! It was a movie made in 1990 (when I was only 6 yrs old!). I remember watching it when I was in primary school with my big sis. I love it straight away. And I keep watching it all through out my teenage yrs!

I download it a couple days ago and watched it just now. I had this butterfly feelings whenever I watched it, and I still do have it, tonight! I just love the movie!

Gosh! I know I'm a romantic-movie-freak this past weeks. But I just can't help it!

You know what people always say... When you are happy, you want the whole world to know. Well I am happy :)

plz watch this movie!

2009-08-11T00:35:00.003+01:00

This post is entirely for a movie I just finished watching!

I'm totally in love with this movie. Plz buy the dvd, or just download it, or whatever. But to girlz out there, this movie is the best romantic movie ever!

THE OTHER END OF THE LINE (2008)

a great weekend i had :)

2009-08-04T00:51:00.003+01:00

How was ur long weekend ppl? 3 days of holiday must be fully utilised! Despite the fact I'm on holiday every day! I had so much fun for straight 3 days with my crazeeee friends.

Serene, Nuar & Tasha sleepover the whole weekend. Saturday was great fun. We watched horror movies, a few rounds of uno, more horror stories, groceries shopping for our BBQ the next day,wedding pics/vids of Serene & Nuar, more stories of friends getting married practically every weekend!!! (kinda stressing me out a little :p) Hehe...

Sunday was super fun!!! BBQ at my place. Lotsa food consumed. Yummy food including ice-cream! We had a few round of uno again! Hehehehehe.. It was really fun :) The funniest part was the karaoke+dancing=my place was turned into a club by my beloved housemate Muntaz! Hahahaa.. But everyone had a blast ;) MIA was Dila (who is on her loooong holiday in KL), Suria & Mex (on holiday at Prague).

Today was a bit slow. We woke up really late. Lazying around, eating instant noodle, watched another horror movie! :p More horror stories from Serene! She have really good horror stories! Cool eh? ;)

Oh yeah... We had a 2 hour drama session to close up our great weekend. Thanks for spicing up our weekend!

Moving on....

I'm really happy with what I have now. I have great friends & great housemates in Dublin. I'm thankful that I have them to turn too when I'm sad, happy, crazy, just whatever! And I try my best to be someone they can rely on as well. This friendship that I found, the memories I had with you girls/guys, all the things that we went through together make our friendship stronger. InsyaAllah with His permission, we will continue to grow this friendship that we have until the end.

Another thing, I freak out when I saw all the wedding invitations & pictures of my friends every week in FB. Either they are married, engaged or thinking too. Some of them even have their own kids now! Looking at myself, I'm single, 25 years old, jobless, unfinish ACCA, I should feel sad. I have the rights to feel sad. And I did! I feel like I'm stuck in some sort of loserland. I'm not saying that I want to get married now. But it would be nice to have someone by my side in long-term.

But when I think about it again... WTH! I should enjoy my freedom. After telling my close friends how I feel, they said it is normal to feel this way. It is the 25-years-old-syndrome! (maybe i should google this!) I'm stuck in middle 20s now when most ppl are deciding on their next BIG step. That BIG step could be anything. So I made up my mind to focus on what I have now & be thankful.

I have loving family who support me all the way, great friends & housemates, that 'mystery' person that I call/text now & then, & of course I have myself. With all of this in mind, I'm happy with the fact that I can now move on & just be happy with my life :)

I'm really happy that my next destination will be Kuala Lumpur in Dec. Home sweet home... I can't wait to hug my mom, dad, sis, bros, nephews & niece! I can't wait to meet that 'mystery' person live. I can't wait to catch up with my friends back home. I just can't wait to be home.

i can be happy

2009-07-27T11:36:00.003+01:00

How was your weekend??? Mine was great! :)

I spend Saturday morning cleaning up the apartment, my room & the main bathroom. It's squeky clean. Hehehehee.... In the afternoon, me & my housemates cook delicious lunch/dinner. We had Nasi Hujan Panas, Ayam Masak Merah & Dhal. Yummy! We invited a couple of friends over & had a great time!!! We even surprised Rina with a cake! It was her b'day & she was well.... SURPRISED! She didn't expect it at all. Another successful surprised ;) Serene & Nuar brought 2 big box of ice-cream & banana! Can you imagine how much fat we all consumed in a couple of hours???? Hahahahaa.. Plenty!!!

Sunday was a bit slow... I woke up early despite the fact that I slept at 3.30am talking with Serene & Nuar the night before! They came over around 5pm on Sunday for more hanging out & we watched a movie. It's a good movie, but very stressful! (Tasha lost most of her nails while watching this movie! Hahahahahaa...) OBSESSION, Beyonce in it. Highly recommended to girls.

As for today, I'm sitting on my bed while waiting for my friend Adura to reply my text. She came to Dublin for holiday & I'm suppose to meet her up for lunch. I think I got a minor headache coz I slept at 5am. Oh oh ohh.... I need to go for my daily shower & get ready.

But I'm still waiting for that certain someone to text me... Not Adura. Another person. Hurmm... Should I call? Damn I'm hungry!

xoxo

just be friends

2009-07-24T14:30:00.000+01:00

news flash!

2009-07-19T23:50:00.002+01:00

Nothing new! Really! I'm still jobless, single and bored. Hahahaha...

BUT I had fun doing double surprises for ms.akma dolls & ms.suria b'day! Lotsa pics in FB. Check it out aite. Happy Birthday again to both girlz, my babes! I love you both so much! xoxo :)

Oh, to that certain someone...
Buzz off! Stop creating sad sappy stories to make ppl pity you. You are a liar, a liar & definitely a liar. One day ppl will noticed that you are the bad person, not the other ppl that you've been talking about. Just like us, we now knew your true color. Thanks for your 'friendship', but we don't need a friend like you anymore.

Enuff of this nonsense. Moving on...

I've been thinking a lot about relationship, love, lovers & friendship (Not that I have anything to do other than seeking for jobs). There are few questions which pop-up in mind, & I don't mind sharing it with you guys. Probably you can answer it for me :)

Is it possible for a long-distance relationship to work out?
Is it possible to fall in love with someone you meet online?
Is it possible to love someone, but not in love with them?
Is it possible to stay friends with your ex-bf/gf?

I've been reading this great book on breakup, & it helps me a lot in dealing with my feelings. I read half of it & I can't wait to finish it up.

It's Called A Breakup Because It's Broken
The Smart Girl's Breakup Buddy

Author : Greg Behrendt & Amiira Ruotola-Behrendt

This should be read after He's Just Not That Into You (Another great book on relationship). I highly recommend both book to girls out there who need help on guys, breakups & staying on track with your life.

I guess that's it. Hope you guys had a great week ahead. I know I am coz I'm going to watch Harry Potter on Tues, & we are having potato soup party on Weds ;) My weekend is still free at the moment. But I have few plan in mind >>> Singstar party, movie-marathon nights, Twister anyone? :)

xoxo

Miracles!

2009-07-10T12:25:00.002+01:00

I'm still waiting for a miracle to happen to ME! There are few things in life now that I really need some sort of improvements. Firstly and the most important for now is job hunting. If only I can get my hands on any accounts job will be fine. Even if it is just a part-time job. I need MONEY to survive.

Secondly will be my exam result. The result is coming out middle of August. Please please please tell me that I pass both papers. I need to pass this time.

Thirdly is my love life. Why why why I'm always unlucky in this section of my life? Arghh! Please God, let me meet and fall for someone that is real. I'm tired falling in and out of love. There are times that I don't feel like meeting someone new and it's becoming harder for me to trust a guy. I'm scared that the next guy is just the same as the previous ones.

Ok that's it. No more sad sappy story of my life. Enjoy the video below. It is really funny :)

Job search starts?

2009-06-30T00:39:00.003+01:00

I've start searching for a new job at last! I got my strength back and I'm going to try my best. Looking at the active jobs available which is a lot less than 2 years ago actually scare me a little. I've been thinking about what happen if I don't get any job? What if I fail my exam again? Should I stay in Dublin or should I go back for good? A lot in my mind, and I don't even have the answer.

Big Bos a.k.a daddy want me to stay until I finish up my ACCA. But my little heart is screaming to go back home. I miss my family. I miss my friends. I miss life in KL. I miss home. I miss being spoil. I miss not-doing-anything. I miss the food. I miss... I miss... I miss...... I miss it all.

And of course, I feel lonely in Dublin. The loneliness is killing me slowly... :'(

me-life-now

2009-06-25T10:52:00.002+01:00

It's been a while since I last post something here. Lots have been happening in my life. Starting with myself losing my job. Yes, I've been made redundant. Exam was not as expected. I studied so hard and I still think I'm not doing my best. What else? Oh yeah... I went to Amsterdam and Brussels for a short vacation.

And singleton life is killing me! So to anyone who is single and interesting, please leave ur foot step in my lonely heart. Haha... Joking! I'm not that desperate. But I miss those times when I knew I have someone to turn too each day, whenever I'm feeling happy or sad. So anyone? :)

Damn I'm bored!!! I don't know what to do!

happy birthday to me :)

2009-05-30T13:18:00.002+01:00

miserable life i have...

2009-05-27T23:13:00.002+01:00

I'm very stress and emotional at the moment. Nope! I'm SUPER-DUPER stress and emotional since Friday. Things not working as planned. Got into a BIG fight with SM. Sorry ms.akma if what I said hurt u in any way (I want the best for u). I missed my mom and dad. I got a strong feeling that my bro is pissed off with me (sorry bro. I'll make it up to u). Exam is in 2 weeks. I don't even have the mood to study. I feel like throwing ALL my books/notes to the bin! I don't even feel like talking to anyone right now.

At least SM is back to normal. But I feel so lost and lonely... I seriously need a hug,a big hug preferably from my mom and dad. I think I'm homesick. It's been a while since I felt this way. I want to go home! Now!

*sob*sob*sob*

Yes.. I have a miserable life here in Dublin.

i'm sorry... i don't hate u.never.

2009-05-20T09:25:00.003+01:00

So last night I was in a silly argument. Without thinking, I said out loud -You evil! I hate u!-. I know it was too late to cover up my mouth! Gosh! How can I be so mean?? So I was hoping that SM didn't hear what I said! Too bad for me, SM heard it and asked me to repeat!!! I feel like I wanna hide under my duvet, switch off my phone for eternity, off the buzzer to my apartment, and just stay quietly in my room! And pray that SM will never find me! Hehee...

To SM, I'm really sorry... I don't hate you. Never! You are my life saver. You know that. And I love you for that. I have to get rid of all this negative vibes in me, and talk nicely. THINK BEFORE I SAY SOMETHING!

On other issue, I need to get serious with the books! Exam is less than 3 weeks and I need to focus! So please please please go away (to all the things that distract me) and let me study (not sleeping!).

Taa!!!

climbing up the stairs.. erk.. books??!

2009-05-12T10:10:00.001+01:00

Yup, I am climbing up the stairs of books! hahahaaa...

home alone...

2009-05-08T10:26:00.002+01:00

The girlz are off for a road trip today and will be back on Sunday. I'll be home alone the whole weekend! It's been a while since I was left alone in the apartment. Hurmm... I think I'll be fine. I need to study neway.

Oh. Another thing. I just hate it when people who barely knows me talked bad things about me. Telling other people how I used to be like. Hello.... Are you even my friend? So how do you know what's been going on in my life for the past years? I wonder... And it's obviously none of your business! And please stop creating stories about me or my friends, saying nasty things when obviously you don't even have a friend? I pity you at first. But now you are just pissing me off.

The only reason that make me stop from 'attacking' you is .. You are just not worth my time. So buzz off and leave me alone. And leave my friends too. Maybe you have a miserable life and you just can't sit still when you see other people happy. But... Whatever! Like I care! Just stay away from me and my friends.

Why? Why? Why? Why?!!! Why people like you just can't leave me alone? I don't even wanna be your friend, and I don't even care about you to actually talked about you. And you are wasting my 10min to blog about you? Damn! Just stay away and I'll be fine. And stop talking nonsense that can make me fight with my friends.

Sorry.. I'm a little bit emo this morning. Hope you guys have a good weekend. I know I'm not.

tired-i need a hug-now

2009-04-28T21:32:00.002+01:00

I feel so tired. And all I want is a hug. Someone to comfort me by talking or maybe not talk at all. I don't really mind. As long as I'm not alone to deal with this uncomfortable feelings.

I need someone to hug me, kiss my forehead and tell me everything is going to be ok. Hold my hands and whisper to my ears that I will someday become the best that I can be. I need someone to be by my side when I open my eyes in the morning and smile at me. Looking forward to spend each day together... Smiling, laughing and even fight once in a while.

Btw, I found this song in my iPod. I can't even remember when I download it. I love it! And it has nothing to do with what happen to me. I've moved on remember? :) Enjoy it!

i want more! i need more!

2009-04-21T17:11:00.002+01:00

I definitely need more time! I need more time to study! 6 weeks until my next exam!

I need more patience! Definitely at work. But I'm loving my job each day. I just need more patience.

I need to control myself. Please do not turn into the emotional-sensitive-angry-fairy-most-of-the-time. I hate it whenever I become too sensitive on small issues. Especially when there's absolutely nothing to sulk! It's driving me nuts!!!

p/s: please bear with ME for now...

my long weekend!

2009-04-14T01:14:00.002+01:00

How was your loooooong weekend? Good Friday+Weekend+Easter hols=GREAT FUN! :)

I spend my Good Friday lazying in my room until 4pm! Haha... Then I went out and have lunch/dinner with Akma, Tasha and Marwan. Gossips and more gossips! :)

The Saturday road trip was cancel last minute due to expensive car rentals. But myself, Suria and Mex decided to have fun our own way. Haha.. We took the RailTours to Wicklow-Avoca-BallyKissAngel-Glendalough. The weather was perfect! The scenery is breath taking. We really enjoyed the half-day tour.

On Easter Sunday, I had BBQ potluck with few close friends. It's been a while since I last hang out with them. It was really fun. We ate BBQ chicken/lamb/burger/sausages. Suria cook delicious Carbonara and Mex bought the charcoal (totally forgot to buy extras!). Tasha and Akma made the best fruit cocktails (yummylicious!). And thanks to Marya and Gogon for the drinks. Next potluck will be at Kings Court eh? Heheheheee.... More pics in FB!

I'm so happy that this week starts on Tuesday. No Monday blues. But I'll probbaly have Black Tuesday tomorrow. Hahaa... I'm suppose to be in bed right now. But I slept from 6 to 10pm just now. And I'm wide awake with nothing to do. I guess I'll make the phone call to that someone before I hit my bed and fluffy pillows again.

Thanks to all that contribute to my great fun looooong weekend! To other friends who were not invited, sorry!!! My next potluck will be with you guys :)

random post

2009-04-06T11:56:00.003+01:00

Can you imagine living with no water to wash, shower and drink??? That's what my housemates and I are facing right now. Stupid tank which always fail to work at least once a year. Damn you! I'll just have to wait patiently for the plumber to fix it. Hopefully today. I need to do my laundry! No more under garments, no more work cloths, and no more cute sexy pyjamas to wear (I can go naked now... Haha!!!). I guess I'll have to do my laundry at Akma's place 2nite after class.

p/s: FYI, I showered this morning :)

I just realized that I no longer put pics/vids on my post. How boring is my blog? Haha... Even the Paddy's Day vids is still in my digicam!!!

On other random stuff... I wanna go to Paris, Nice and Spain! :) One of my random wish list this year. Hehe...

the truth

2009-04-03T12:22:00.000+01:00

I wonder what you told our friend. I should have known what you are gonna tell everyone. That I dump you and I'm always too busy for you. FYI, you dump me! And this is not the first time. Sorry if I have move on and can't take your bullshit anymore. But stop calling our friends and tell them lies. You don't want to be blame, so you blaming me for everything? Oh yeah… I'm the one who's always busy with my work and friends. If I don't work, how the hell am I suppose to survive?!! And friends? I only have few and I barely hang out with them coz I'm always at home waiting for your phone calls or waiting for you to go online (but you never did). I used to stay at home on weekends just to pleased you. Coz I know you don't like the idea of me going out and having fun without you. I never cheated on you and I'm the one who texted you everyday (even though there were no reply at all from you, I keep on texting).

I thought you were the one who's always busy with work? Hang out with friends whenever you got a chance? Even when you got yourself the wireless card, you didn't tell me? I figured it out myself when I saw you online in your room twice. You said you don't wanna tell me stuffs coz you don't want me to worry. And why the hell do you need a girlfriend when you can keep everything to yourself and not share anything with me? It was you who made the decision for both of us. I have no say at all. You dump me whenever you feel like doing it. And you'll call and pretend nothing was wrong everytime. I was stupid enough to just ignore all the things that you said and accept you back again and again. But this time, when I decided enough is enough, you think I dump you.

Hello… Did you forget the text msg you send me at 6 a.m.? I woke up and cried like a crazy girl. Wondering why on earth you did this to me again and again. I cried for 2 days and still no text or phone calls from you. That's when I decided to be strong and move on with my life. I have a good job and lovely friends (who I wish to spend more time with from now on!) and loving family. And when did you realize you were losing me for good? A week and half after that?! I guess it was too late since I already made up my mind. If only you called me earlier, I might forgive you again. But no, it's over this time for good.

So now you are free like a butterfly as you wished.

ms.sleepy head :p

2009-03-26T15:40:00.002Z

I'm ms.sleepy head. I keep on dozing off at the office!!! Infront of my PC with all the documents buried on my face! Hahahaaa... Work have been very busy (but not right now coz I'm blogging from office! :p).

I feel like typing everything here. But as usual, I stop myself from doing it. I told myself that private stuffs should not be disclose to the world. Enough that my family and close friends knew what's happening in my life.

To those people who hardly knows me, please don't assume you know what's happening in my life. Right now I'm trying to live my life differently. I want to be more adventurous and take bigger risk compared to what I've done before.

I hope this time it is going to work out :)

Thanx to ms.akma dollslavida (again!) and ms.suria for the support. Love you girls so much!

P/S: If you have spare time, watch Once and the OST is superb!

Life is full of surprises!

2009-03-25T09:45:00.002Z

Yes! Life is full of surprises! :)

*to those people who knows what I mean... haha!*

I'll keep on smiling... :)

2009-03-23T09:26:00.002Z

My days are filled with happy thoughts and excitement! I love ME now more than ever. I called my parents yesterday, and listening to their voice makes me smile. I really miss them, and they miss me a lot. It's ok mama and ayah. I'm going back for holiday again in Dec! I know it's a long wait but I'm pretty much excited :)

I'm doing great if that's what you want to know. I'm really happy now. Work is busy as always and I like it. It keeps my mind off those negative thoughts. Classes are fun with all the nice friends I have. Not forgetting ms. akma dollslavida who is always here for me! Love u babe!

My weekends were filled with fun (but healthy) activities! No more staying at home, under my duvet for the whole weekend waiting for something miracle to happen! Haha!

Oh yeah.. It was Paddy's Day on 17th March. I went out with my friends to see the parade. It was ok, but not as good as last year. I got to spend more time with my friends and my lovely housemates! Muntaz, Rina and Dila cooked a delicious meal! It was Nasi Hujan Panas, Ayam Masak Merah and Kari Dhal. It was heaven!!!! :D It was the first time in months that I ate 2 plates of rice! 2 plates! Hehehehee...

And I watched Slumdog Millionaire. It is indeed a good movie :) You should watch it.

I guess that's it for now. Until my next post... Take care all!

time to decide?

2009-03-19T13:32:00.003Z

I'm not sure what you want from me. I thought you made up your mind already? When you told me to forget everything, I cried. I cried really hard and you have no idea how much you hurt me. And now you want to talk?

Once I made up my mind, I won't turn back. Thanks to you, I've been doing a lot of thinking. I think this is not going anywhere. I despise an on/off relationship, which we have been doing for the last couple of months.

I guess it is time to decide and to move on...

get to know me better

2009-03-06T07:53:00.001Z

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

my playlist

2009-03-05T22:47:00.002Z

My current playlist (during this difficult time)... Thanks for the support KA, A, S, T, N & SM.

Maksim Mrvica - Claudine
Maksim Mrvica - Hana's Eyes
Estrella - Take It Slow
Diana Krall - Besame Mucho
Boyz II Men - End of The Road
David Gray - This Years Love

me as at 28 feb 2009

2009-02-28T08:50:00.003Z

Me as at 28 Feb 2009:

WORK - Extremely busy and InsyaAllah I can survive the economic-crisis-job-loss stage
COLLEGE - Another failure. But I won't give up easily.
LOVE- Very very complicated.
FRIENDS - Thanks for being with me all this time babe. And happy to meet new ones.
FAMILY - Got another nephew. He was named by me. My sis and I in talking terms now :)

LIFE in total???

I just want to be happy...

p/s: is it difficult to be happy for once?

Snow in Dublin??!!!

2009-02-03T11:22:00.003Z

Yup! Believe it or not, we had 2 days of snow pouring down in Dublin city! My room balcony were filled with snow last night. It was a very long cold night for me.

No, I don't have a fireplace in my room or any part of the apartment. Haha.. It would be nice if I had one. Lazying infront of the fireplace with my blanket, a good book and a mug of hot chocs sounds perfect!

Instead, I turned on the heater, hide under my duvet with my laptop watching Sepi.

Oh, I went to PCD concert on Sunday and it was brilliant! For the opening performance, we had Lady Gaga! She was all white and all cool! She performed for half an hour, and PCD performed for 2 hours! The eu49.50 that I paid is worth it. Love Lady Gaga, love PCD, love the 5 hot male dancers ;)

I took few vids and pics, before my digicam died. Yeah, I forgot to charge the battery. Silly me. I know. Neways, enjoy the vid I took aite. I haven't got the time to upload Lady Gaga.

Love this song!

2009-02-01T03:09:00.001Z

I went to Rome... :)

2009-02-01T02:15:00.002Z

Heya ppl! It's been a while isn't it? :) I've been busy with work. But I managed to get away from work for a couple of days. I went to Rome with some friends and the place is so beautiful! If I have the extra money, I will definitely go there again!

Happy New Year!!!

2009-01-06T09:34:00.001Z

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

my 2008

2008-12-23T10:34:00.004Z

2008 is ending. 2009 is coming. I have been wanting to do this post for quite sometime. It is the fortunate/unfortunate events that happened to me in 2008. I wish 2009 will be better and happier for me :)

January
One of my housemate moved out giving me less than 2 days noticed. I was shocked and hurt at the same time. But life goes on... Trying to figure out how and where to get the money to pay the Feb rental. The saddest thing is not she-moved-out, but more like she-did-not-tell-me-at-all. I guess the friendship never matters to her. I have to move on...

February
I had to forked out money from my savings to pay the rental. I was worried that I don't have enough cash to pay my tuition fees. But my company is very generous, they offered to pay my fees. Yay! :) I guess everything happened for a reason.

March
I was busy with classes and work. Had the worst fever ever! I was on MC for a week! And Nico left for MiddleEast. He got a better job there, and I'm happy for him :)

April
The new housemate arrived at last! She is very nice and friendly. This is the month where my financial is back to normal.

May
I turned 24 on 30th May.

June
Exam!!!! hahaha...
I went to Glasgow for few days with Muntaz (my new housemate). She was great fun :) Get to know her better during the trip.
I met Nico in London for less than 24 hours!, after 3 months not seeing each other. He bought me the best b'day pressie ever!
My bos quits the company, he got a better job. He was the best bos ever! He teached me a lot and I wished him good luck on the new job.

July
I bought the ticket to Malaysia in the very last minute! Eventhough it was very expensive, it was worth every cents. I did my shopping and I was very very broke! tehehehee...

August
I was in KL for 2 weeks, and it was the best! It has been 2 years since I last went back. Nico was in KL too. We had meet-the-parent-session. Hehehe....
I got back to Dublin, and I got the worst news ever! I was cheated by my other housemate. She was a good liar I guess. I was trying to stay strong for my own sake! But thanks to mr.landlord who helped me a lot during this time, and also Muntaz. We survived.

September
I got 2 new housemates. Rina and Dila. They are nice, and I like them :)
We went for a housemate trip to Kildare Village, and it was fun!
Oh yeah... It was the fasting month too...

October
Happy Eid to all the muslims! I was working half day on first Eid. I cooked Soto Ayam with the help of my housemates. And it was delicious!!! :D But not as good as my mom's (obviously!).
We (me and Muntaz) went to Frankfurt for a mini-break. Just to clear our minds and have some fun, after all that we been through for the past 2 months.
I went to London again to meet Nico :)

November
I can't remember if there was anything important happened this month. But what I do remember, I'm deleting all the memories of her. I hope she's happy with her life which is full of lies...

December
Exam again! Hahaha...
Nico was here for 9 days. I got a pressie from him :) It was nice and I got to spend more time with him.
P'e came all the way from Sheffield to visit me. It was a fun weekend for us. It's been a year since we last hang out together. He is a great friend, and hopefully we will still be in future.
Rina family is here. This mean yummy food served by the mom every day! :D Thanks aunty!
Whatelse??
Hani went back for good. I missed her already...
Xmas Party
Xmas Eve Party for the employees kids (I don't have any kids, but I'm the organizer)
I've been invited to a pot luck! I need to figure out what to bring!
Ice skating maybe?

I guess that's it. I'm hoping that 2009 will be a better year for me. I also hope that everyone should stop assuming that they know what happened in my life, when they have no idea what I've been through. I lost 2 of my good friends, but I don't have any regrets. I wished them all the best in life.

Neways, I'm very happy to have the chance knowing Muntaz, Rina and Dila because they are great fun :) I'm also happy to have Akma who is there for me as a friend. I hope our friendship will grow stronger and thicker by the year.

Goodbye 2008...

Goodbye my 'friend'

2008-11-18T22:31:00.003Z

I've been quiet since my last mini vacation post (which only include pics of me, no writing whatsoever). I just don't feel like writing nowdays. The mini vacation is to put my mind at ease for a while. Which helps a little. I had fun with Muntaz, and Frankfurt is beautiful.

And why I don't blog that much?

I'm kinda lost of words... There are too many things to tell. But I don't think it is appropriate for me to blog it in here. But I lost another 'friend'. How? Let just say, I will never ever believe any of my friends regarding money, not anymore. There! I said it! Never ever show your face to me ever again. Don't call/text me. (I know you read my blog,so here is a msg for you). It has been months since it happen, and I'm letting the issue go away now...

Goodbye so-called-lying-bitchy-'friend'. I hope you are happy with your fantasy life.

mini vacation : frankfurt updated!

2008-10-23T22:06:00.002+01:00

my raya preparation :)

2008-09-29T09:48:00.002+01:00

Heya peeps! How's your raya preparation? Mine is doing well. Great actually! :) I can't believe that I'm actually preparing my own raya dish this year. Yeah.. I know this is my 4th raya in Dublin. But I never cook raya dish on Eid itself. Neways, I tried doing my own begedil (or is it pegedil?) last night. It was a success!!! :) Thanx to my ever-loyal helpers, it was a really mouth-watering delicious begedil (pegedil?).

Can't wait to prepare my raya dish tomorrow night. It's going to be a good Eid for us :)

Selamat Hari Raya to my family and friends (far and near).
Maaf Zahir Batin...

food?

2008-09-11T13:34:00.002+01:00

Nope. I haven't found out how or where to get the Laksa Johor that I've been craving this past few days. I'll call my mom and ask her how to do it later. I saw her making it few weeks back when I was in M'sia. It looks difficult! Or is it just my imagination? Hahahaa... FYI, I don't really cook. So my cooking skills (if there is any..) is very very limited :p

I can't wait to get my yearly kuih raya Fedex to me next week! Dad said that he's going to arrange for the pick-up on Monday. Yay! So I don't have to bake my own cakes and cookies for Raya. Errrr..... Ok. I have to admit that I never bake a cake before. Oh yeah.. Once when I was in High School for a cooking project. I think I bake it, or is it my friend? Hahahaaa...

But I always bake my own Chocolate Chip cookies during Raya with the help of my bro. I pour all the ingredients into a big bowl (under my mom's supervision!), then my bro will mix it, and I'll do the round shapes on the oven plates (whatever it is..) and put it in the oven. Hahaa.. Easy peasy measy.... ;)

Neways... I'm sooooo looking forward for the mini trip with the girlz next weekend! :) fun fun fun!

i'm craving for this particular food...

2008-09-09T17:00:00.003+01:00

I really really really want to eat this. Where can I get it here in Dublin?

Laksa Johor

update at last!

2008-09-03T12:09:00.003+01:00

It’s been a while since I last update my blog. My life has been very busy and hectic. Referring my previous post, I went back to Malaysia for 2 weeks holiday (1st-16th Aug). It was great to be home after 2 long years without family hugs & kisses, good food, good friends, nice sunny weather and not forgetting great bargain with sales all over the place (it was really cheap!).

I met few of my good friends and it was great seeing you guys. Congrats to Omar and wife for the great news! He is actually going to be a father! Best of luck to Aleph with the job/love hunting *wink*. Dina, please please please continue your studies here! To Chain and his gf, good luck for your future plans (you know what I mean), I will try not to miss it. To my friends who I didn’t have the time to meet (Ameer, Adura, Naz, Arian), I’ll see you guys next time aite?

Mr.nico a.k.a mr.bf was in Malaysia too! It was great seeing him after few months not seeing him. Hehehe… We had ‘meet the family’ session and I’m glad that they all like him. I can’t wait to see him again, preferably this month! (Is it possible sayang? :p)

Ok. Now back to reality. My exam result was out few weeks back and it’s bad (I didn’t expect it at all!). I was mad and I blame it all to myself (who else can I blame huh?). I just need to study the right way this time.

The day after I got my result, I got even worst news and my heart almost stop! I can’t talk about this here. It’s too personal and I’m trying to save that person face from shame.

My work? As usual, very busy for the past 2 weeks. And right now with nothing to do, I’m really bored.

Oh yeah. Happy Ramadan to all my Muslim friends (Walau pon kiter di Dublin buka puasa pukul 8 lebih, jgn x puasa pulak yea.. hehehe..).

I guess that’s my update for now. I will try and update more often. Becoming more and more lazy now days to update. Blame Ms.Saito, Couple or Trouble and Green Rose for my laziness please….

going home... :)

2008-07-22T09:46:00.004+01:00

Heya peeps! I'm back with more energy and enthusiasm :)

I have a really good news. Remember I've been blogging about wanting to go home?? Yup! I got myself a return ticket to Malaysia!!!! Yay!!! I'm going back next week for 2 weeks. Isn't it great?!! I'm so excited coz the last time I went back home was summer 2006! That was 2 years ago. Heheheheee.... I've been shopping like a mad girl this past few months (not for myself!). I'm just too excited to go home for holiday, even though it is only for 2 weeks.

*I packed my bags last weekend. tehehehehe....* too excited i guess! * ;)

Anyways, enough about that. It is someone's birthday today. Hurmm... Who is the birthday girl?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SURYA!

I hope you have a good celebration with your love ones *wink* and wishing you lots of happiness and smiles. You have been a good friend to me and others too. You are definitely a star! Love you to bits! Muaxxxxx!!!!!

p/s: I just noticed that I didn't update my blog that much nowdays.... I wonder why...

when my mind is no longer sane...

2008-07-09T17:56:00.002+01:00

i guess i think too much...

should stop thinking about it

but i couldn't stop

i am just f***ing pissed off!

what should i do now?

holiday no more...

2008-06-26T10:00:00.002+01:00

Heya! It's been a while eh? :)

I'm at the office right now. Yup, blogging from the office! Haha...

Neway, my trip to London last week was fun. I met mr.nico for less than 24 hours!!! But we did lots of things together. We went shopping at Selfridges! He bought me a handbag *insert really really BIG smile here*

We walked around London for a while, more shopping and eating too. The time is too short but I can't be too greedy can I? ;) I hope to meet him again in August and this time for more than 24 hours!

I spend my weekend lazying around at Nadia's place :) Had lunch with Usop and Ali at Tokyo Diner nearby Piccadilly Circus. The food was yummy but the portion is a bit too small for us! I'm going to miss the eating session with them... Usop went back for good yesterday (even though I got the feeling he's coming back!). And Nadia is going back too!

I guess London trip will not be meaningful anymore if I can't see them. *sigh*

On other issue.

I can't wait for this weekend! More shopping need to be done. My list is getting shorter now :)

I better get going.... work work work and more work!

LaLaLand....

2008-06-17T12:20:00.001+01:00

Glasgow trip was great!!!!

2008-06-16T13:40:00.002+01:00

Quickie!

I just came back from a weekend trip to Glasgow. It was super-fun!!! I'll post some pics later on aite :)

I'm off to London on Thursday to meet mr.nico!!! At last! Can't wait to see him! And I'll be staying for the weekend as well. I have reserved the whole weekend to hang out with Nadia!

U'uhh... I'll update more with pics from home aite!

HaPpY b'DaY tO mE!!!! XD

2008-05-30T13:34:00.002+01:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

Thanks to my family, mr.bf and friends for the wishes. I'm definitely a BIG girl now ;)

i'm still alive :)

2008-05-09T13:18:00.003+01:00

Heya peeps! I'm still alive if some of you were wondering (or not?). Hehehehee...

There's nothing much to blog. My life... should we say... in an O.K. stage. Work is not as busy as I expected. Classes was great and I still have few more to attend before the exam day. Yup! Another round of ACCA examination. When am I gonna finish it??? urghh!!

Oh yeah. Ms.new housemate arrived middle of last month. At last we got a replacement for the extra room (after an extremely short noticed). Blahhh.. I don't want to be remind of those months, and don't ask who pays all the rent on those months. Whatever it is we survived :) Neway, Ms.newbies is really nice and a fun person.

On my love life... I miss mr.nico a lot! It's been 2 months++ since he left Dublin. His new job is great and he loves it. It just that me being in Dublin without him around, makes it a bit lonely. Haihhhh... Can't wait to see him after exam! (Maybe I should pray upon the stars???)

And I'm going back for holiday!!! Yay! ^-^

movies

2008-04-15T14:21:00.002+01:00

Plz watch Step Up 2, 27 Dresses & The Orphanage. I love all of it! :)

Next stop is My Girl & My Sassy Girl collection - given by my sis.

Oh yeah, not forgetting Finale season of The O.C. Never got the chance to finish it.

Til next time...

hye peeps!

2008-03-22T22:11:00.003Z

It's almost a month since I last update. Sorry for 'MIA' this past few weeks. Nico went somewhere 3 hours ahead from Dublin for a new job. I've been missing him like crazee! FYI we are doing great :)

The only thing keeping me sane was to bury myself into my work. Which turn out to be very stressfull for straight 2 weeks!!! By the end of it, I got the worst flu and coughing like a grandpa! I'm still not 100% fresh if that's what you want to know.

Class have been great, love it! I've been making promises to myself that I need to pass my papers this time. Then I'll reward myself with something really special (designer bags, mini vacation to Paris, OR a return ticket to Malaysia for 3 weeks!!!!). Still keeping my reward options open XD

I'm stuck at home, doing nothing because of the sickness. I did went out to watched the parade on St.Patrick Day and to the super-mini funfair (compared to the ones we had back home). Maybe that's what make me even worst. It is very cold here nowdays. I thought Spring is here. It didn't feel like spring at all!

Neways, I've been watching lots of One Tree Hill (season 4 & 5), Gilmore Girls (season 7), and Gossip Girl (season 1). It really occupies me during this sickness. I haven't sing for almost 2 weeks now. I miss my singstar! Maybe I should get 'serious' with my latest Need For Speed Pro Street game instead ;) I always have this 'thing' for fast cars. Heheheheeee.....

I better go now. It suppose to be a quickie. As usual it ends up more than 5 sentences! Hahahaa.... Hope you guys have better weekends than me :)

Singstar!!!

2008-02-28T14:04:00.004Z

I bought it! I bought it! I bought it! AT LAST!!!!! :D

Me and Nico tested it last night and guess what? We can't sing! Hahahahaaa.... We keep on laughing instead of singing! I should have snap some pics of him singing last night *evil grin*. I'll snap some tonight if I can get him to sing again with me! :)

The TV-buying need to be put on hold for now. Coz I need the extra cash for visa renewal, ACCA exam fees and my long-hold-shopping-spreeeee!!!! Plus we got a HUGE Plasma TV in the living room (provided by the generous landlord). So the TV I've been wanting to buy can be put on hold for maybe a month or so. I'll let u know once I get it!

*Loving the White Samsung TV!* heheheee...

So.... I'll snap some pics of me, Nico, and my friends singing later on aite? ;)